Dear Diary,
Girlfriend and I talked a little bit on Discord today, she's so cuteeeeeeawawaawawawawawa I think I have a crush on her... That's insane, I mean, a crush on my girlfriend?!?!?!?!?! UNIMAGINABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay, silly aside. I didn't get to talk to her MUCH, maybe tomorrow hopefully, she's a lovely unique lady, the loveliest lady... I can't wait to see her again in like, a week? Yeah, a week. :D exciting!!!! ^_^ I just love her so much, I feel so loved by her, it's odd... I've never felt this loved before. I don't really understand love as much as I wish I did. I promise I'm trying real hard to understand love... Love in all of its forms. Love for friends, love for family, and love for partners, I feel like they're all different forms of the same thing, and I'd argue that none of them are truly stronger than one another, although it's different for different people. That's probably just how I experience love.
Since she's busy today, I figured I'd just watch a lil Gravity Falls because it's a good show lmao. Probably not finishing it but I've already watched it quite a few times. It's just a fire ass show. Some of it even inspired my own lore, but that's a story for another time. Do I say that a lot? "That's a story for another time." Whatever, it doesn't really even matter all that much. I'm just a yapper. Yapdollar. XIAOHONGSHU!!!!!!!!!! I love those videos so much and I'm not even sure why, I think I want to learn Chinese actually now that I think about it.
I don't think I could, though. Chinese is a pretty difficult language, from what I've heard at least. It's definitely an interesting language, that's for sure. I'm still gonna try learning Irish or Russian because I feel like I could realistically commit myself to learning those languages, but I won't be using duolingo because no offense, it just kinda sucks. I'm not quite sure what it is, it's just a frustrating thing to use. Tagalog is another one I wanna learn, and duolingo doesn't have it because of course they don't. Danish too, I thought about moving to Denmark a while back but I'm definitely not doing that.
If emigrating to a country wasn't a scary and difficult process, I think I'd definitely be willing to get out of here and go somewhere like Scotland, Denmark, Ireland, Australia, maybe even somewhere like Japan but probably not to be honest. I wanted to move to Japan a while back (not because of anime I swear lmfao it was other things) but the more I learned about Japan it didn't really seem like the place I'd wanna call home. Not in a bad way, I just don't think it's for me. I'd definitely like to visit Japan sometime. I've been wanting to visit another country for a Summer vacation for a while now, but it hasn't quite worked out yet unfortunately. My college does have a study abroad program, so I think that will create some opportunities for me to visit other parts of the world that always just seemed like unachievable dreams.
I don't know what countries are available, and the countries I go to are determined by the classes I take, they have to be relevant to the course I'm taking. Which is cool, since it's more likely that it'll be a place I'm interested in going to if it's a class I'm interested in.
I don't even know how I got to this topic, oh yeah, Gravity Falls. Gravity Falls is a really fire show. The episode "Soos and the Real Girl" remains one of my all-time favorites. It's also pretty funny how it predicted both Doki Doki Literature Club and Five Nights at Freddy's. Before you say "Ohhhh but it came out a month after fnaf 1" errrrmmmm while that's correct and all it was without a doubt animated voice acted storyboarded hell definitely conceptualized before fnaf 1 was even announced. Hell, probably even before fnaf 1 was conceptualized if you really consider it. Five Nights at Freddy's came about from the criticism Scott Cawthon received from his Chipper & Sons Lumber Co. video game, with critics describing the character designs as "reminiscent of terrifying Chuck E Cheese animatronics." If we want to get into specifics, it's likely that the video by Jim Sterling uploaded in May of 2014 was the inspiration for Five Nights at Freddy's, but we'll never know. I think it's safe to say that the Soos and the Real Girl episode of Gravity Falls existed as a concept before Five Nights at Freddy's existed as a concept. Not that it matters or anything, I just thought it was something interesting. Either way, the Regular Show episode "Fuzzy Dice" also technically predicted Five Nights at Freddy's, two years earlier. Although either way these are definitely coincidences lmao. Creepy animatronics are a fairly common trope in media, Which makes sense, because it always seemed like even before these episodes of cartoons or horror games with extensive lore existed people were mildly terrified by animatronic characters. As for the Doki Doki Literature Club thing, I'm pretty sure it was inspired by an older dating sim with a creepily sentient character, that may have been the inspiration for Giffany as well.
I don't know the name of that dating sim, actually. I just know it did the concept much earlier and I've heard it was done in a much more interesting way, but that's just a matter of opinion I suppose. I've seen people cosplay the character online occasionally, but the name just escapes me right now and I don't feel like looking it up to be honest. I'm just lazy I apologize. Gravity Falls just does horror really well for a kids' cartoon, and it definitely inspired my interest in horror from such a young age. As well as like weird paranormal alien cryptozoology stuff.
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Song of the Day: Rabbit Junk - Devotee 🩸
Y'know, I had to do it at some point.
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