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Showing posts with label utdr. Show all posts

Wednesday, July 8, 2026

YAHOO!!!

July 8th 2026

My room feels a lot bigger now. 
I've been sleeping a lot. It's also been really cold in my room. Colder than usual.  >.<
I guess I don’t mind too much. I prefer the cold. Usually.
Got my new shelf put up now I gotta pick out a desk! ^w^

Much Love!!
Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: MGMT - Me and Michael
Michael the cat from Touhou and Deltarune
42 days until classes start

Wednesday, July 1, 2026

Happy ArtFight Month!

July 1st 2026

It’s artfight month officially. I’ve never done artfight and I don’t plan on it this year because I’m not confident enough in my artistic abilities…
Looks very fun though I hope everyone else has fun with it!

So yeah, it might be a good time for me to learn art this month. I give up too easily. I can't keep letting that deter me. I need to be strong.

Failure creates the path to success.

Much Love!!
Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Carly Rae Jepsen - Call Me Maybe
It’s a great song I don’t care
Deltarune last week

Tuesday, June 30, 2026

Guilt eats away at me

June 30th 2026

I’ve been kinda sleepy. I slept all day. Haven’t had any nightmares but I do feel guilty despite it all because my dreams have been reminding me of a certain someone who I miss a lot. I should try to reconnect with her but I wouldn’t even know what to say. On top of that I’d have to tell her I’m trans and… sigh.

Much Love!! <3
Nora Meadow

Song of the Day: Will Wood - Dr. Sunshine is Dead
First song of his I ever heard. He’s got so many better ones but this isn’t bad at all. It’s probably only in my top 15 though sorry.
Deltarune 6 yesterdays ago

Monday, June 29, 2026

klipy is bullshit

June 29th 2026


discord’s new gif search is actually infuriating me
I dont’t have anything else to say but damn my back is killing me i feel like a car seat headrest album
what

Much Love!!
Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Violent Femmes - Blister in the Sun
One of the songs ever made tbh
Deltarune 5 yesterdays ago

Sunday, June 28, 2026

Guilt is the Nora Killer

June 28th 2026

Mannnn idk what I’m doing -_-

Guilt is a strange feeling. I’m sad this month is almost over also I’m really sleepy I just wish I could build up the courage to do everything I want to do

Fear is the mind killer or whatever. 

Do any of y’all fw the aquabats

Much Love!!
Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: The Aquabats - Cat With Two Heads
Cat With Two Heads was my nickname as a kid. No it wasn’t but I wished it was. 
Deltarune 4 yesterdays ago

Saturday, June 27, 2026

tiktok whatever

June 27th 2026

I like TikTok I guess, I don’t know what I’m doing.
I don’t know anything, be quiet. 
I really want to reconnect with a certain old friend but I don’t know what I’m doing.
Happy Saturday.
Happy Caturday!
Goodnight.

Much Love!! 
Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Billy Joel - The Longest Time
I’ll never understand the hate for Billy Joel his music is great. 
Deltarune 3 yesterdays ago.

Friday, June 26, 2026

Daft Punk Movie Made Me Cry

June 26th 2026

Just watched Interstella 5555 again after four years. Cried. Went to Chili's for dinner. They played Harder Better Faster Stronger for some reason. Cried again. 

Much Love!!
Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Daft Punk - Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger [2]
Fucked up that Stella's fabricated backstory said she's from Memphis. Girl I'm so sorry.
Deltarune 2 yesterdays ago

Media Log 2026 - June 26th:
56. Interstella 5555 (2003)  [10/10]

Thursday, June 25, 2026

Deltarune Yesterday

June 25th 2026

So… Deltarune came out yesterday. I’m too tired to play it, though.
I’m just sleepy as hell.
I also don’t want spoilers. >_<

Much Love!!
Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Gym Class Heroes - Taxi Driver
They made that Cupid’s Chokehold song too I think. Whatevs.
Deltarune yesterday.

Wednesday, June 24, 2026

Deltarune Today

June 24th 2026

My slow ass still needs to finish chapters 3 and 4. Also chapter 2 actually I’m stuck on the Giga Queen fight. I'm struggling like a mf.

Much Love!!
Nora Meadow

Song of the Day: The Presidents of the United States of America - Boll Weevil
joe biden new album
idk what to count down to next

Tuesday, June 23, 2026

Deltarune Tomorrow

June 23rd 2026

Back on the driving grind! My instructor said I’m doing better! I feel better for sure! I was on actual roads with actual traffic and I think I did pretty good. I had a couple screwups but thankfully my instructor was there to stop the car to prevent anything from happening

Much Love!!
Nora Meadow

Song of the Day: Lemon Demon - The Ocean [2]
me and my mermaid girlfriend ballroom dance on a wave in the ocean!!!
Deltarune Tomorrow

Monday, June 22, 2026

Smack My Beach Up

June 22nd 2026

They’re already talking about Jax Digital Circus unleashing a new wave of transgender bunnygirls like the transgender catgirls and puppygirls waves. I’ve been a bunnygirl since 2020, maybe even 2019 if you wanna get really crazy with it. I’m ready for this. I was born ready for this

Song of the Day: The Prodigy - Smack My Bitch Up
crab song 🦀
Deltarune Tomorrow Tomorrow

Sunday, June 21, 2026

the scarab

June 21st 2026

Yum! Green Beetles! Our Favorite!

Song of the Day: Kanye West - Mercy
Why did everyone cook so hard here
Deltarune 3 days

Saturday, June 20, 2026

Final Thoughts

June 20th 2026

Overall I personally really enjoyed The Amazing Digital Circus and I would give the show as a whole either a high 8/10 or a low 9/10.

My biggest issue personally is the pacing and I do very much respect Goose's vision for the show and only wanting to do 9 episodes (I read somewhere she actually only wanted to do 8 at first) and I don't think she's a bad writer by any means but I think if there were a couple more episodes in between 5 and 6 a lot of the issues with the writing might've been fixed but that's just how I see it. 

After watching the finale for myself my takeaway is that Jax is a cautionary tale more than anything. She pushed away people who genuinely cared about her and treated everyone around her horribly out of fear and her own insecurities and refusal to accept herself. This doesn't excuse or justify her actions though, quite the opposite I would say. 

but idk that's just how I see it.

Much Love!! 
Nora Meadow

Song of the Day: "Weird Al" Yankovic - Dare to be Stupid
Weird Al my goat 
4 days until deltarune

Friday, June 19, 2026

Remember

June 19th 2026

So it’s playing the intro like episode 1 again
Just without Caine.
Aww :(
The song sounds weird with Pomni.
and we’re back to the greyness.
Brain scans.
So they’re not even humans in a simulation, they're just brain scans.
I was hoping that wouldn’t be the case but deep down I didn’t know how else the show could possibly end
Don’t know why Jax is being such an asshole to Ragatha now though
Me too Ragatha
THEY'RE HOLDING HANDS AWWWW
I had a lot of this spoiled for me but y’know I’m still gonna try to act like I don’t know
Pomni’s tryna use the force lmao
I love Pomni and Kinger’s dynamic.
So they’re just trapped in there forever… damn. 
Realizing you’re a brain scan has to be some terrifying shit.
What happened in Jax’s life outside of the circus. That I genuinely don’t know and haven’t been spoiled on yet.
Is that who I think it is.
Yep.
Underwhelming as hell if it is.
Yeah I thought so
The snowy summit
“Her” is Ribbit right
So that’s why Jax is like that.
As much of an asshole as Jax is that’s just depressing 
Awww
AWWWW THEY HUGGED
YAY!!!!
THIS IS SO SWEET
JESTERDOLL PEAK
YURI WIN
SHES GONNA SHOOT JAX?
Oh.
That’s genius.
Oh SHE HUGGED THE ABSTRACTION
THIS IS COOL WHAT
I WASNT EXPECTING THIS
Green Jax 
OH IS THIS LIKE JAX’S MEMORIES NOW
Oh not memories but thoughts ok 
Maybe the Green Jax door wasn’t the best choice
Let’s see this one
Oh now Zooble died.
MAID JAX
SO DAMN PRETTY
WHAT WAS THAT
WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING JAX
Awkwaaaaaard 
So Gangle dies in this one
Looney Tunes ass
Chainsaw arms 
This is great 
Jax is like Bugs Bunny but more of an asshole I love it
Maid Jax again
“No Girls Allowed” but…
Ironically? Dave Strider reference
MAID JAX CALLED THE OTHER ONE A FAG?!
Reality’s Gay!
That door looks like the real Jax
Is it that one
Looks like we’re finally gonna learn the truth
OK REAL LIFE SHOT
Did something happen
So Kaufmo and Ribbit were definitely already there
I mean we kinda knew that Jax entered before Gangle and Zooble but we didn’t know where Ribbit and Kaufmo fit into that
RIBBIT VOICE REVEAL
KAUFMO VOICE REVEAL
THEYRE SO CUTE TOGETHER
“Have you ever done something you regret” ohhh we’re about to see something
Ohhhhhh damn
That’s sweet
OHHHH JAX WAS HOMELESS that explains a lot
These two are everything to me already
Does everyone in this damn circus have shitty parents
Ohhh I get that feeling 
THIS HITS WAY TOO CLOSE TO HOME
Shit man
So what did Jax tell her?
Just kidding it’s obvious
Jax is a girl right
Transfem Jax realllll
Awww? Should I say aww?
I shouldn’t say aww I guess
Oh shit
Oh fuck
That’s scary
That’s why she’s homeless
That’s a terrifying feeling to have
THEY'RE HOLDING HANDS YAY
Ribbit’s so sweet
I love them 
PEAK YURI PEAK YURI
AWWWWWWWWW THE AWWWWWWW
AWWWWWWWW
“Your secret’s safe with me” 
So like Jax is definitely a girl
God I’m relating so hard to JAX of all characters there’s genuinely no way
RIBBIT SHE’S SO
OHHH SO NOW JAX IS JUST PRETENDING LIKE SHE MADE IT UP 
OHHH THATS WHY SHE ENDED UP THIS WAY
I know this feeling but instead of being an asshole to people to avoid getting close and opening up to them I just don’t talk to them at all or act like a scared puppy around them
It’s a habit that I hate having but it’s something I’ve just kinda lived with
uhm. Yeah. I’m also a trans girl too so
OH SO AFTER THAT SHE GOT TOO SCARED TO BE CLOSE TO HER AGAIN
That’s another thing I relate hard to
shit this is too real
It’s paranoia isn’t it
God I feel this so hard :(
The thing is I know Jax doesn’t sincerely feel that way and she too wants to be friends with Ribbit again as well she’s just scared
Like it doesn’t excuse her being an asshole yeah but 
I think that’s what it’s about
I wish they could be close again
Oh is she gonna abstract now
Oh shit
Yep :(
So Ribbit abstracted before Gangle got here
Speak of the devil! Helloooo Gangle my love!!!
Oh :(
That’s when Kaufmo abstracted
So Jax is like technically alive just like in this limbo coma state
So it’s like an afterlife 
I see
What happened to her mom
Pomni’s gonna hug her isn’t she 
AWWWWWWWWWWWW
THEY HUGGED AWWW
This is so sweet
Awwww
WHAT THE HELL??
Stevie Wonder cover
So I definitely think the song choice is a little odd given the fact that it was written for his newborn daughter but I get what they were going for here.
Is Pomni gonna abstract too?
Awww
AWWWWW
AWWWW THEY'RE MAKING A CASTLE FOR HER
How sweet
There’s Gangle
SHE’S CRYING OVER JAX?!
Oh we’ve never seen Gangle’s room before
I love that
AWWWWWWW
These two are everything to me as well
PEAK YURI
Is Pomni just stuck like that forever
CAINE??
He’s stuck in the void
BUBBLE’S THERE TOO
IS BUBBLE DEAD?
Recycle Bin…
He’s not fully deleted yet
It’s like the Inanimate Insanity ending
Guess that’s not how it’s gonna go but
COME ON CAINE GET OUTTA THERE
Neural Scans ok so yep that confirms it
So Scratch had like a brain tumor and he knew he was gonna die so he decided to do that as a way of living on after death
Makes me wonder how many of the others also had some kind of terminal illness or something
Welcome back Caine
OBSOLETE SCANS
ARE THOSE LIKE THE ABSTRACTED?
I mean it isn’t reversible so
Mike Dobby. That’s Scratch I’m guessing?
CAN HE BRING THEM BACK OR IS THIS HIS MEMORIES
The latter bruh wtf am I talking about
AH SHIT WE GOT MORE
Lemme think
Abigail - Ragatha maybe? I would've guessed right in my tweet from April if that's the case
Suzie - Probably Gangle
Zoey - Maybe Zooble
Leeroy - Jax (bro named Leeroy)
Grant - Kinger
Riley - Pomni
I guess we’ll find out
MISSOURI?
A lot of flashing stuff I didn’t catch hang on
QUEENIE’S NAME IS ANNE
OK SO SUZIE IS RAGATHA
ZOEY IS GANGLE 
RILEY IS ZOOBLE
ABIGAIL IS POMNI
Is that the lesser of the two
Is that Bubble?
Aww :(
Welcome back, Caine.
AWWWWWWW
BRO IM FUCKIN CRYING
YAYYYYYYY
THATS SO SWEET
THATS WHY CAINES THE GOATTTTT
THE GOATTTTT
HE'S SHOWING THEM THEIR LIVES ON THE OUTSIDE
Pomni’s still an accountant damn :( but she’s living out her urban explorer dream
Ragatha left and cut her mom off
AWWWWWWWWW
Gangle!!!!
So what happened to Zoey?
YAYYYYY
SO CUTE 
Riley opened their own bar!!!! I love that
Grant Best. WAIT ANNE WAS HIS DAUGHTER
I see OHHH DESTINY WAS HIS WIFE’S NAME
AWWWWWWWW
So what about Jax
Leeroy…
YAYYYYY GOOD FOR HER
OHHHH SHIT
THIS IS SO SWEET
Ohhhh thats great
Since they can’t leave they might as well enjoy it 
Awww
Pomni is a Russian word that means remember. 
I’m a little curious about the other abstracted C&A employees
ARE WE GONNA LEARN ABOUT RIBBIT AND KAUFMO TOO
I’d love to know more about them as well
AWWWWWWWWWWWW AAWWWWWWWWWWWW 
Hi Pomni
WAIT DID SOMEONE NEW ENTER?
Guess we’ll never know
I don’t usually watch the credits but I was told I should this time
KAUFMO WAS VOICED BY ARIN HANSON
DID THEY KILL THE FISH
The sweaters are so cute awww
Santa Kinger!!!
Dammit I liked that ending a lot
ARE GANGLE AND ZOOBLE FUCKIN
BRO 
ok so
Ohhh they're all at a bus stop
Interesting
Y’know what screw it 8/10

Song of the Day: Stevie Wonder - Isn't She Lovely
is jax transgender? hell yeah.
5 days until Deltarune Chapter 5

Media Log 2026 - June 19th:
55. The Amazing Digital Circus: The Last Act (2026)
8/10

Wednesday, June 17, 2026

DELTARUNE, just a week away!

June 17th 2026

Can you believe it, guys?
DELTARUNE
Just a week away!
DELTARUNE
Is in a week! Woohoo! 
I am so happy about this information.
DELTARUNE
Just a week away, oh wow.
Can you believe it?
DELTARUNE
Just in a week!
It got here so fast!
DELTARUNE
Just a week away!

I still need to finish chapters 2-4 in preparation but I’ve been so busy with other things as of recent I haven’t been able to get on it. I played chapter 2 when it first came out. I love Noelle and Ralsei a lot. Also Lancer but you all already know that. Kris and Susie too actually just all the main characters are great. I love it so much more than Undertale which is saying a lot because Undertale has always meant so much to me ever since I first played it. Been thinking about silly lil headcanons for the characters. This started as me saying Kris is Mexican as a silly lil joke but I genuinely do think they would be hypothetically. Actually here’s my headcanons for all of them hypothetically if they were all human like Kris. 
Kris is Mexican (Possibly Tejano?)
Susie is Afro-Latina
Ralsei is French
Noelle is Filipina
Berdly is Black
Lancer is Miami Cuban
Jevil is Irish
Rouxls is Welsh
Spamton is New Englander
Tenna is Black

These are just my personal headcanons for them, going off of either what I’ve seen other people say or how I imagine them. I don’t really have any valid reasoning for believing some of these, I just do. 

Much Love!!
Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: DJ Shadow - Nobody Speak Part 2
Just a remix with new verses from Denzel Curry and TiaCorine. Kinda cool since the original song is 10 years old and this is a way to celebrate but other than that I’m not really into it. 
DELTARUNE is in a week.

Monday, June 15, 2026

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE GROUND!!!

June 15th 2026

Finally finished cleaning off my desk ^_^ 
Huge weight lifted off my back.
Now to work on the rest of the room…yay! Shouldn’t take me long lol :3
Goodnight

Much Love!!
Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: The Lonely Island - Threw It On The Ground
MAAAANNNN THIS AIN’T MY DAD, THIS IS A CELL PHONE!!!
9 days until Deltarune

Sunday, June 14, 2026

tadc fans understand subtext challenge

June 14th 2026

Bored as hell and I cant stand the tadc fandom honestly
Goodnight

Song of the Day: Blue Suede - Hooked on a Feeling
Stuck in my head past few days for some reason 
Deltarune in 10 days

Saturday, June 13, 2026

Oklahoma ruined my life

June 13th 2026

Hiiii, been feeling like I’m going to throw up for the past couple of hours! I hate it… I’m going to take a nap and maybe I’ll feel better. Oklahoma ruined my life!!!! Nora isn’t coming to fuckass Oklahoma!!!

Why the fuck are people celebrating Elon Musk becoming a trillionaire? Most of the people celebrating can barely afford groceries or gas. I wonder why. Flexing another man’s wealth is insane to begin with. 

I guess it goes to show I could be the richest person on Earth with “more money than God” as they say and that wouldn’t change anything if I was a massive unhappy loser who ruins everyone’s lives because I’m mad about my daughter being trans and my wife leaving me.

I’m still far from being happy with myself, but I’m getting there every day. Telling people irl I’m trans even if I know they’ll be supportive is pretty difficult though, but I think it would take a huge weight off my shoulders.

I’m not sure what to do for song of the day honestly. I guess uh
Much Love!!
Nora Meadow

Song of the Day: Sensei Sludge - I wanna eat some crab legs then kill myself
I promise this song choice is not representative of any feelings I have right now. I just think it’s a funny song. 
Deltarune in 11 days!

Friday, June 12, 2026

workers are going home!

June 12th 2026

Happy Friday. I’m tired of everything and everyone and I slept all day again so goodnight I guess lmao.

Song of the Day: Weezer - My Name is Jonas
Made an accidental reference to this in one of my old assignments from 7th grade I found while I was cleaning out my desk lmao. I don’t know why the hell I still had that.
Deltarune in 12 days!

Thursday, June 11, 2026

the amazing digital fortnite

June 11th 2026

digital circus fortnite
awesome
goodnight
much love
the nora

Song of the Day: The Beatles - While My Guitar Gently Weeps
Harrisongem > Lennonslop
Deltarune in 13 days



glutenpee will return in avengers doomsday

September 17th 2026 I’m gonna make a post on my new account @/gaylittlescarab explaining everything that happened with glutenpee to my knowl...