ugh

July 10th 2026

ex-friend of mine’s recent behavior is extremely infuriating to me. I’m getting so close to blocking her she just keeps showing herself to be a worse and worse person. I don’t even know why I haven’t done it yet. 

Today’s my 4 year RFCKiversary though. I haven’t been active in the server in some time but it was very important to developing my internet persona. Specifically the rowdy part of rowdyflowergirl comes from there. Cool.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Kenny Loggins - Footloose

I love 80s music, Never seen the movie though.

40 days until classes start.

NLACakaNM, I miss you.

May 28th 2026

Need to get started on cleaning my room because I've been so sleepy. 

I'm excited for this Summer, though. I have a feeling this is gonna be a good one.

I'm gonna try to go on my annual shopping spree for my birthday in a few days. I'm excited for that.

I was thinking about how I showed up to my first date with you-know-who wearing a Garfield shirt and sweatpants. I found a selfie from when I was 16 wearing the Garfield shirt for reference. Didn't know if I should share it or not but why not, I like it. 

Nora Meadow circa November 2022

I know my mirror was dirty as hell. The phone case comes from a roleplay Discord server I've been a part of for quite some time now. A server called "ROWDY FUCKERS COP KILLERS" or "Endless War" or whatever. It's set in a city called NLACakaNM (New Los Angeles City aka Neo Milwaukee) I miss Neo Milwaukee. I haven't been very active in the server in a while because it's been kinda dead from what I can gather, but it's ok I guess. Who knows, maybe life will point me back in that direction soon. 

I'm getting older, I'm probably gonna get my license this summer if I lock in. It's kinda crazy. 

I've also started thinking about Testosterone by Talkshow Boy again, one of my favorite albums of all time. Somewhere in my top 5 for sure. Probably second favorite album because #1 is reserved for Breakfast in America. (Maybe, can't say for sure tbh. I really like both albums a lot and then some.) Talkshow Boy is a major creative inspiration of mine, his "Oh My God I <3 LiveJournal" song inspired me to start this journal thing, even though now I do it on both Blogger and DreamWidth now after I realized I probably wasn't gonna be allowed to talk about a lot of the things I wanted to on LJ because Russia. 

Also, Testosterone released on June 1st 2006. Same day I was born. That's why I decided to check it out in the first place, actually! It ended up becoming my favorite album ever, and like I said...still is.

Y'know, that song wasn't the only thing that inspired me to do this journal thing. I was actually inspired by an assignment my creative writing teacher in 11th grade made us do where we kept the daily journal and such. That song just inspired me to do it online. She's probably my favorite teacher I've ever had. That's another reason I'd love to be a teacher, to make a difference in the lives of young people the same way my teachers did for me when I was growing up. 

That's all from me though, see y'all! ^_^

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Michael Jackson - Human Nature

Just realized I've been doing this for over 1,200 days and still haven't selected a Michael Jackson song for song of the day yet. That changes today, this is a personal favorite of mine. 

4 days until ya girl is 20!~ 420 blaze it!!!

Life in Endless War

July 10th 2023

One year ago today I joined a discord server that changed me.

A server called "Rowdy Fuckers Cop Killers' ENDLESS WAR"

The server works in the style of a text-based MMORPG video game, but in a Discord server. 

I'm not verrrrrrryyyyy active in it, I've only played the game a little bit and I don't have much of an idea what I'm doing, but I love it!

It's where the "Rowdy" part of my username came from, as well as my obsession with slime. I wasn't as active in the game and community as much as I'd like to be within my first year, but I plan on being in there more.

Whatever, there's a good chance most of you don't know what I'm talking about.

Anyways, slime. fuck yeah. 

Song of the Day: The Traveling Hegemonic Pharmacopia - Life In Endless War ☢️

This song bangs, even without context.

327 days until ya girl is 18!