glutenpee will return in avengers doomsday

September 17th 2026

I’m gonna make a post on my new account @/gaylittlescarab explaining everything that happened with glutenpee to my knowledge, but for now I think it’s looking good that I might be able to get the account back, even if it’s not wanting to let me recover it. I’ll try to figure things out, and maybe once I make that post and go into detail on what happened I’ll have more eyes on my situation and more people who can help me.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Lemon Demon - New Way Out

Classic. Been bumping this one since I was 13 and I still adore it.

10 days

Socrates was badass

September 16th 2026

The Socrates lecture was cool, taught me a lot about myself I think.

Then I had a geology lab after it and that was kinda difficult.

I still have an overdue essay I need to finish and a test I need to study for.

See ya

I think the glutenpee account is gone now, or at least I’m temporarily locked out. 

We’ll see what happens. :/

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: My Chemical Romance - Cubicles

Very excited for the new album

Fortune's Weave tomorrow

I'm a good speller I promise

September 15th 2026

Working on digitizing my physical journal entries. Definitely gonna touch a lot of these up. Not a fan of how I wrote the 9/11 one so I'm making a bunch of changes to it. Not the material itself just how it was formatted and stuff. I also misspelled a bunch of words. I was half asleep I'm usually pretty good with spelling stuff I was nominated to represent my class in the spelling bee from 3rd grade all the way to 5th grade and I placed 3rd in 5th grade and 5th in 3rd grade. We don't talk about 4th grade where I placed like 20th because I'd gotten no sleep. Notice how a lot of my big mistakes happen because I'm so so sleepy.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: TISM - Get Thee In My Behind, Satan

I feel like the Australian equivalent to a weeaboo whenever I listen to these guys.

Fortune's Weave in 2 days.

Monday, September 14th

September 14th 2026

RIDE THE CYCLONE DAY RIDE THE CYCLONE DAY

IT’S MONDAY SEPTEMBER 14TH LIKE IN THE MUSICAL

AND IM ASKIIIING WHYYYY LOOOOORDDDD

Shoutout The Amazing Karnak and Ocean O'Connell Rosenberg and Noel Gruber and Constance Blackwood and Ricky Potts and Mischa Bachinski and Jane Doe aka Penny Lamb aka Savannah with the greenest eyes. Also Talia. 

Song of the Day: Ride the Cyclone cast - The Uranium Suite

Easily my favorite musical of all time

Fortune's Weave in 3 days

friggin chickens pissing me off ugh

September 13th 2026

Why are people dunking on that Haminations kid and his song so hard? Like yeah it’s not great but it’s just 5 minutes of him being like “I love apple juice and hanging out with my friends” like it’s not something I can hate on without feeling like an asshole

In the same Chazington video SomethingElseYT’s “I’m Something Else” song got just as much attention and is honestly a funnier song for a variety of reasons I can’t really explain. I’ve found this song amusing for 3 years now ever since I first heard it, and I honestly really like it too. 

“Not only am I something… I’m something else😈😈😈” is so damn funny dude he thought that shit was so tuff and y'know what he was right

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the day: SomethingElseYT - I’m Something Else

“Fricken chickens pissin me off ugh!” Actual gold 

Fortune's Weave in 4 days. 

What's next you don't fw Austria? She like let's change the subject.

September 12th 2026

Been really interested in learning about other parts of the world recently. Right now it's mainly Western Europe. Ireland and Switzerland are two of the most interesting to me. I also like Denmark + Austria. I know some people would only count two of these as Western but whatever. Austria is so underrated which is crazy to me because Vienna was like THE city for classical music. I dunno, just my thoughts. 

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Chumbawamba - Bad Dog

Bark Bark

Fortune's Weave in 5 days.

Is it only a tragedy when it happens to us?

September 11th 2026

Today is the 25th anniversary of the 9/11 Terrorist attacks. Obviously, the events that unfolded on that day were a tragedy. I don't want what I'm saying to be taken the wrong way, but I see a lot of people get upset when people make light of what happened, and I do understand and sympathize with this perspective. However, I don't think people understand why this is so common. It's not just "oh they weren't alive to understand how shocking it was" but a bit more complex. I disagree with the sentiment that America "deserved 9/11," but the people who clutch pearls whenever someone makes jokes about it will often defend the atrocities America committed that killed just as many people, sometimes more. Like how the fallout of the attacks led to over 1 million dead in Iraq.

I was born in 2006, I do  not know what the months after 9/11 were truly like firsthand. I do know, however, that people like to say this country had united in a awy never seen before or since. I disagree. I've seen the way Muslims, Sikhs, or in fact any brown people for that matter were treated those supposedly "united" months. Many were victims of horrific hate crimes. 9/11 was a horrible tragedy, yes, but the way Americans have responded to it and treated each other because of it is also just as tragic. It's still being seen today with the outrage over NYC electing a Muslim mayor. A man who was 9 when the towers fell. Acting like he hasn't had a positive impact on the city in the months he's been in office. 

I dunno, I've talked about this time and time again, I don't have much more to say about this. Goodnight.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Paul McCartney - Coming Up

John Lennon once mentioned hearing this song on the radio not too long before he died I can't remember exactly what he had to say about it but I remember it being pretty funny. 

6 days until Fortune's Weave

my nerves are shot lmao

September 10th 2026

Nervous about how I did on the exam. I have an A in that class but I feel like I won't for long. There's honestly not much I feel like talking about, so today will be a short one, but I did overhear a conversation about Bad Apple in another class. I wonder if I can find friends who also like Touhou here.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: The Beatles - A Day in the Life

I mean, it's pretty good. Definitely not their best, though. 

Cirno Day 2026

September ⑨th 2026

Cirno Day! I love Cirno RAAAHH!!

Our favorite lovable idiot isn't the only Touhou related thing we're celebrating today, however. The EoSD remake released today! Technically tomorrow in Japan, though. Haven't played it yet, but it looks really cool. I wonder what other Touhou games will be getting remakes in the future. I dunno, I haven't been online at all today. I've been studying for my Geology test tomorrow. We had a lab today and that was really fun. This other girl in the class helped out a lot, she seems nice! That's all from me today, though.

Much Love!!
Nora Meadow ⑨

Song of the Day: ZUN - Beloved Tomboyish Girl [2]

I can't wait to hear the new arrangements!

Trying something new

September 8th 2026

Decided to start doing these in an actual journal and digitizing them later, just as a way of reducing my screen time. Feels nice to give myself a break, y'know? I hope my handwriting isn't too shitty...

Finally caved and listened to Steely Dan for Steely Dan September. Y'all weren't kidding! I can't remember the last time I've heard an album as good as Aja. Some of my friends do NOT play about The Dan, and I see why!

 I also still need to watch Project Hail Mary. It looks really good. Haven't seen many Ryan Gosling movies but he's always great in everything. Another thing is that I know for a fact Project Hail Mary will end up being one of those movies I'm incredibly annoying about for like a month straight. 

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Steely Dan - Peg

I should've started listening to them years ago

Touhou tomorrow.

ojn 

edgy cat roleplay soap opera

September 7th 2026

Warrior Cats is less a conventional series of novels and moreso a literary soap opera starring religious cats.

Instead of one continuous series, Warrior Cats is made up of several sub-series each consisting of six books. At the time of writing they're on the ninth sub-series with the fourth book of six coming out next month.

Each sub-series focuses on a different generation or group of cats. So while they're all connected it's not really one linear series.

So there's 52 books across each sub-series, but there's also standalone books that focus on some of the more popular and important characters. There are currently 19 of these, with the most recent one releasing... Tomorrow?! Genuinely had no idea when writing this up. Anyways, that adds up to 71 books. That's not even counting the manga, the novellas, the short stories, or the field guides. Or the graphic novels that are just retellings of the first two sub-series.

Warrior Cats is massive. You might be wondering how the author Erin Hunter has all this time on her hands. The answer is that Erin Hunter is more than one person. Several authors are behind the pen name, and each have played different roles in the development of the series. Victoria Holmes came up with a lot of the storylines and characters, while other authors alternate between writing each book, mainly Kate Cary and Cherith Baldry.

This has led to a lot of inconsistencies and issues with the lore, and just general writing issues overall. Which I think again adds to the whole idea of it being a "literary soap opera." It's more about the drama rather than the coherent storytelling that would draw readers into more conventional series like Percy Jackson or The Hunger Games.

This all makes it sound like it's a dumpster fire of a series, and while yes, even the diehard fans do tend to critique the writing a lot, it's worth mentioning that it has its own appeal and is beloved for a reason. 

Song of the Day: Rihanna - Umbrella

I made an edit of my cat Nermal to this song for her first birthday back in 2020. I don’t have it anymore though, sorry.

2 days until EoSD remake. 

Media Log 2026 - September 7th: 

64. Rihanna - Good Girl Gone Bad

Pure as I wanna be

September 6th 2026

Ouuuughhhhh.

Today’s my six year tranniversary (that’s not like. the slur is it? I want to combine trans + anniversary and that’s the only way to do it and it’s really unfortunate)

What I’m trying to say is six years ago today I realized I was trans. It was incredibly obvious to everyone around me because I’d been questioning it a lot the past week or so but on the sixth I finally came to terms with it. 

I still wonder if I made the right call? I dunno, I was kinda just experimenting and I ended up feeling a lot better presenting as a girl online and something about it was comforting. My gender nowadays is weird and hard to explain beyond the box of just “girl” but I think girl is a good way to simplify it, there’s just so much more going on there with me to explain. 

I don’t wanna be “everything at once” but that’s a good song

Song of the Day: Lenka - Everything At Once

Everyone talks about the Windows commercial but for me it was the Disney one

3 days until EoSD remake!

It’s about time…zones

September 5th 2026

So technically Touhou 6 remake is coming out on the 10th, not the 9th but I’m still using the 9th for the countdown because one I don’t feel like changing it and two I think technically it’s coming out on the 9th overseas and 10th in Japan??? I think because like timezones or something that’s what I’d heard at least. So technically it’s both ^_^

I’m excited regardless

Song of the Day: Elliott Smith - Pictures of Me

I love this whole album I gotta relisten to it at some point. 

4 or 5 days ???

twitter sucks

September 4th 2026

I should probably delete Twitter at this point honestly there’s just people on there I’m cool with. Won’t get into detail

Ugh.

Song of the Day: Twenty One Pilots - Ride

21 pilots my favorite rapper ⛷️

5 days until EoSD remake.

The Nora Drop

September 3rd 2026

Started listening to new albums I haven’t yet heard because I haven’t been in a music discovery mood lately and I figured I should try to find some cool stuff. I listened to The Strokes’ “Is This It” and The White Stripes’ “Elephant”

Elephant was an alright album. I’ve heard better for sure. Seven Nation Army was the only real standout in my opinion

Is This It is an all time classic though. I say that but I’ve only heard it once. Point is I get why this is in the RYM top 100. Still a 9/10 though. 

I still have several more albums I wanna check out like 69 Love Songs and Crime of the Century but I’ve been lazy when it comes to those I wanna get in the right mindset for them.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: The Strokes - Last Nite [2] 

Always loved this song, though.

6 days until EoSD remake.

Media Log 2026 - September 3rd;

62. The White Stripes - Elephant 

63. The Strokes - Is This It

They’re minerals, Marie!

September 2nd 2026

Geology lab today was nice. I enjoy this class. Some of the other students are really nice and cool. I just get too nervous talking to people. 

The lab itself was fun too, rocks are cool as hell.  I’m very excited for more of this class. 

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: TLC - Waterfalls

Isn’t this based on a Paul McCartney song? 

7 days until EoSD remake. 

Might regret that later

September 1st 2026

Probably fucking stupid of me but I felt too sick to go to class today

At least I was able to get some much needed rest.

I feel mostly better now I guess. I should feel better because I’ve still got two more days of class this week I’d rather not miss

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Stephanie Mabey - The Zombie Song

That Wolfychu and Sophie’s Magic Diary collab…

8 days until EoSD Remake

Media Log 2026 - September 1st:

61. Cardiacs - A Little Man and a House and the Whole World Window

All the food is poison!

August 31st 2026

I’m sick again! ^_^

Yay!!!

Food poisoning again award

why is all the food poisoned in 2026.

I know why it’s because Trump appointed a lobotomite pedophile disgusting freak in charge of the department of health. 

Fuck U Robert Kennedy You Think You’re Robert Loggia But Yr Not!!! <3

7/10 month

Song of the Day: Beck - Where It’s At

Two turntables and a michaelphone

part of a complete breakfast in america

August 30th 2026

I’m kinda going insane I need to be hugged

I’m kinda going insane I need to be bitten

Ugh i just got so much syrup poured on me twin I’m a stack of pancakes twin I’m fluffy and delicious ❤️

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Rihanna - Pon de Replay

Incredible banger

10 days until EoSD remake

crazy koishi victory clutch

August 29th 2026

Koishi won again lol.

I don’t really care she’s cool but damn lmao

Also ZUN ragebaiting the fanbase about Satori’s popularity again.

Utsuho or Aya will win next year though fingers crossed. 

(I know damn well it’s gonna be Koishi Reimu Marisa or Flandre like every year)

The fact that Koishi won by 1 vote is insane though. Every vote counts!

Can’t wait for next year. 

Song of the Day: Röyksopp - Remind Me

I love this song. I remember it from the caveman Geico commercials

11 days until EoSD remake

got a good reason for taking the easy way out?

August 28th 2026

I don’t care about this goodnight

I don’t wanna talk about it

Just wondering how to feel about something

I do have my regrets. I should’ve talked to her instead. I took the easy way out, though. and I didn’t even have a good reason. I’m not a day tripper. 

Song of the Day: The Beatles - Day Tripper

I’m sorry, old friend. My regrets with you keep piling on and we haven’t even spoken in years.

12 days until EoSD Remake

another sleepy rant

August 27th 2026

I don’t really have much to share today. Classes were cool.

However I’m seeing how some people online are talking about Dolly Parton and it pisses me off how as soon as someone dies people try to dig up any bad thing they can about them. I also don’t play about Dolly she did more good for this world than I or any of her weird basement dwelling critics ever will so honestly go to hell I’m tired of the insane classist bullshit from people who love to act all progressive then whenever a tragedy affects the South they start talking about Hitler about how the entire South deserves it because we just so happen to be gerrymandered to Hell and back and we have a lot of maga drones unfortunately.

Idk a lot of y’all aren’t as progressive as you think you are

Yes I’m mad about this I’ve had to cut people off for acting like this recently

Song of the Day: The Monkees - I’m A Believer

I should really check out more from them they’re apparently another really important 60s band

13 days until the Scarlet Mist Incident

this has been talked about extensively i’m just 20

August 26th 2026

They got Tim Curry too??? Damn man.

I wasn’t too familiar with him. He was in Rocky Horror and IT. He was also the guy in that one Command and Conquer game that was like “I’m escaping to the one place that hasn’t been corrupted by Capitalism…SPACE!!” I thought that was pretty funny.

He was cool. Rest in peace.

Unfortunately I also have to see Rocky Horror discourse again now because he died. That’s only one of his roles, who cares. I won’t get into it because I haven’t seen it but people get so fucking annoying about it and I just don’t give a shit. 

Makes me not even wanna watch it. Songs are good though

Song of the Day: Rocky Horror Picture Show - The Time Warp

Again, idgaf about this movie but the songs are good. This one in particular

Scarlet Mist Incident just two weeks away!

I Will Always Love You

August 25th 2026

I’m devastated right now. I can hardly put it into words. 

I’ve lived in Tennessee my whole life. Dolly Parton was a big part of my life for as long as I can remember. I’ve been to Dollywood countless times, The Imagination Library was probably responsible for me being able to read on my own at a young age, I had a lot of her songs on iTunes as a kid, etc. 

I was in public when I found out, in the lobby of one of the buildings at my school. I found out on the RYM front page (embarrassing I know) and I audibly gasped. I know for a fact other people heard me, and I’m sure they understood what I was gasping about too. I started to notice other people around me learning the news too and their reactions. It was surreal. She was beloved all over the world, but especially here.

Rest In Peace, Dolly Parton. We will always love you.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow. <3

Song of the Day: Dolly Parton - I Will Always Love You

SHE REALLY WROTE THIS IN THE SAME DAY SHE WROTE JOLENE. LEGENDARY STATUS.

15 days until EoSD Remake.

Nermal is my kitty

August 24th 2026

Man I’m really bad at the actual Touhou games I understand why half of the fans don’t play them

Yawnn I spent the rest of the day on Tiktok getting mad at dumb shit

Song of the Day: Ear Pwr - Sophie 

Nermal is my kitty and I think she’s pretty!!!

16 days

Happy Birthday Neil

August 23rd 2026

Happy 40th birthday to my goat Neil Cicierega

Probably one of my biggest creative influences if not my biggest creative influence.

Him being 40 is making ME feel old, I’ve been watching his stuff since he was 27 and I was 7.

I’d write more but I feel out of it rn.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Lemon Demon - You’re at the Party

10 years since the last album think abt what that does to a girl. Idgaf about no Charlie Kirk.

17 days until EoSD remake.

Feeling more comfortable

August 22nd 2026

Definitely think I’m getting more comfortable with my driving :3

Next lesson on the 13th

Hopefully I’ll have my license by the end of the year >.< that’ll be crazy lol I’ve been trying to get it for 5 years but I’ve just been lazy as hell ya know?

I didn’t practice driving for the entirety of 2024 or 2025, and in 2023 I’d only practiced for about 6 hours in total. 

Most of my time came from 2021 and early 2022 lol. 

But whatevs, I’m determined to get this shit by the end of the year ^_^

Song of the Day: M.I.A. - Paper Planes

Her music’s pretty damn good ngl. Just relistened to this album today not as good as I remember but still pretty good. 

18 days until EoSD remake

Media Log 2026:

60. M.I.A. - Kala

2007 album, 9/10

I'm evil

August 21st 2026

Thinking about so many things. Thinking about a certain someone whom I miss very much. She crosses my mind a lot.

Have nothing else to report today

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: ZUN - Flowering Night

Sakuya is so cool and I think I like this more than the Night of Nights remix or whatever.

19 days until EoSD Remake

Geology Rocks!

August 20th 2026

First day of classes!!! Yay!!!!!

Today was awesome and I only felt like crying once!!!

I think this is gonna be a good year

Also my geology professor called me out to the whole class like “yo you listen to they might be giants” apparently she saw my profile on the brightspace thing which I didnt know people read…

That geology class seems a lot more fun than I was expecting. I can’t wait… :3

I think if I just lock in this’ll be a fantastic semester. Ya girl’s got this :3 I will survive

Much Love!! <3

Nora Meadow

Song of the Day: LCD Soundsystem - All My Friends

He was spitting facts and I should've listened

20 days until EoSD Remake

I KNEW THAT DOOR HAD A LOCK ON IT

August 19th 2026

I KNEW THAT DOOR HAD A LOCK ON IT

I tried to tell my mom I’m not gonna have a lab today and she didn’t believe me 

At least I saw the post in the geology class before I went over there

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: AJJ - Rejoice

I remember someone telling me about how they knew a guy irl who listened to AJJ and how he would make Vietnam War traps in his backyard

Classes tomorrow actually

Whatever

August 18th 2026

Ya girl got a haircut and is feeling good!!!

I got classes tomorrow. Just one class. Just a lab for geology actually. I think? I’m still not convinced because my mom called the school and I tried to tell her it’ll probably be the professor’s decision but she didn’t believe me. I guess we’ll see tomorrow. 

Song of the Day: Michael Jackson - Bad

Bro really wanted Prince to say “your butt is mine”

Classes tomorrow.