hiiiii

November 7th 2025

ach. my homestuck hyperfixation is back i fear. I'm looking into making an mspfa (if u dont know what that is look it up) but i dont knowww honestly.

ok byeee 

Song of the Day: Gorillaz - November Has Come

indeed it has. 6 days late but here.

hazel loves u

May 24th 2005

Hazel: hiiii <3

???: Hello.

Hazel: how r u today? 

???: Good.

Hazel: i'm doing good too.

Hazel: did you hear that new gorillaz album yet

???: Not yet. That's the Feel Good Inc. one, right?

Hazel: hehe yeah. youd probably like it.

Hazel: im gonna be 19 soon isn't that crazy

???: Yeah.

Hazel: oh!! have you met amelia yet?

???: Who?

Hazel: she's nice. she likes a lot of the same music as me. but i can't help but feel like she's hiding something from me.

???: Everyone is hiding something from other people. We all have dark secrets that we keep under the floorboards, but no matter how hard we try we can still hear them beating.

Hazel: geez. way to be morbid. talking to you is kinda hard, even if you are really cute >////<

???: Should I take that as a compliment?

Hazel: go ahead

???: Well, good luck with [pauses] everything I guess. 

Hazel: you too... love you!!

???: Wait, what?

Song of the Day: Gorillaz - Feel Good Inc.

damn this album is 20 years old now. That's crazy actually, I first heard it in 2019 so not that long ago but damn. 

sip sippin on orphan tears

February 11th 2025

So I was really into Gorillaz in Middle School. I also had the hugest crush on this girl I sat next to in English class. (Same girl I talked about having a crush on early last year. I've liked her on and off for almost six years now and I'm still scared to talk to her.)

uhhh anyways I also started listening to Your Favorite Martian because I had become convinced they were kinda the same deal and uhhh yeah....

this resulted in me learning the lyrics to ORPHAN TEARS of all songs in an attempt to impress her... I never wnet through with it but god that wouldve been so embarrassing...

I'm sure she liked me as a friend but my squidward impressions and other annoying bullshit probably turned her away from me. Also I was kind of an asshole because idk bullshit it was 8th grade and I was stupid. I hope we can be friends again but I've been too terrified to reach out. 

Song of the Day: Your Favorite Martian - Orphan Tears 🧠

lowkey still goes CRAZY. 

Choose Pazuzu!

January 10th 2024 

Learned about Pazuzu in Mythology class today. He's a cool dude. Wind demon who is chill with humanity for the most part. He's also a bit of a mascot for Gorillaz. and the villain in The Exorcist. Which I still need to watch

I love Pazuzu.

Song of the Day: Gorillaz - Spitting out the Demons

Choose Pazuzu!

143 days until ya girl is 18!

MEDIA LOG - JANUARY 10TH

45. Jeff Rosenstock - Hellmode 💽

This and The Silver Cord were the best albums of 2023 fr. 10/10

46. Good Omens: S1E2 📺

This show, man. <3 Ugh. 10/10

47. Gorillaz - D-Sides 💽

This is the album cover Pazuzu is on. Always wondered who that was on the D-Sides album cover ever since I became a Gorillaz fan. Never thought I'd be learning about him in school. Truly an icon fr. 10/10