Cancelling out the scorpion.

DONALD TRUMP’S PEANUT FARM WILL WITHER. TRANSGENDER FOR EVERYBODY.

I voted today, and by the time I post this the polls will close, but I’m very happy I voted today. I almost didn’t, but I realized just how important it is.

This is a big one. I do not consider myself aligned with the two party system, but I know that the Pedophile in Chief is scared. I’m scared too, but not for the same reasons as him.

Imagine if Texas turns blue, though. Imagine if “Talafreako” wins. We’ll be seeing a lot of pronouns in email signatures. Transgender will never end. God bless.

Maybe I could finally go by she/her irl and feel comfortable. Finally feel…alive?

Thing is, I don’t necessarily have a problem with he/him, I just feel like I’m living a life that’s not mine forcing myself to be cisgender.

If the dems win today everybody’s getting pronouns! Transgender for everybody transgender forever. 

I think this is lowkey important than the presidential election, and not many people realize that. Also, no electoral college. So our votes actually friggin matter!!!

The future could be a lot brighter for us soon. 

Unfortunately a lot of this country is like the scorpion in the fable of the scorpion and the frog. Willing to take themselves out if it means others will go down with them.

I remember how November 6th 2024 felt. And I don’t want that ever again. I don’t want that for my potential future children or grandchildren or whoever. 

We need a brighter future, a hopeful tomorrow. My state will probably stay red, but I’m happy to have made my voice heard. 

Song of the Day: Oingo Boingo - Home Again

idk about this one actually. I guess it’s fine

24 days until Shinola Vol. 2

i still miss you though

October 20th 2026

been big into lemon demon recently

i dont have much else to say there yknow just a fork found in a kitchen

i didnt go to school today. I felt too icky about everything. im not sure what my problem is, i need to get my life together

im trying to finish the rest of this semester off stronger 

at this point im just sitting in a room for hours absorbing information about things im vaguely interested in but not sure what im doing

i dug up some old music i would make using some app on my phone. none of it was good but it made me think

what was my goal with this? i was making these to take my mind off of the awful things going on in my life at the time.

around quarantine i slowed down but i wanted to start doing more than messing around with fake instruments for 15 minutes and then posting it online.

it was the perfect time for it but i kinda lost all motivation for some reason. i’d moved onto other things like early creative writing projects that i also didn’t know what i was doing with them but i do know i was having fun

it felt like i had purpose, though

i guess im just trying to find that spark again

none of the stuff i made in the 2019-2021 period was good but i had a drive

my friends were nice

song of the day: the beach boys - let’s go away for a while

If you don’t “get” pet sounds yet, you will. Give it some time. 

38 days until shinola vol. 2. heh. 38. 

dread

October 19th 2026

I am getting older and that scares me.

At least I’ll always have Lemon Demon.

Song of the Day: Lemon Demon - Musical Chairs

I’ve always been confused by this song but I like it. 

39 days until Shinola Vol. 2

i think im okay

October 18th 2026

all clear. pretty sure it’s because i was running on the treadmill when my body isn’t used to that kind of exercise. i shoulda stretched first too

love you.

i love you

much love!!

nora meadow <3

Song of the Day: Death Grips - Say Hey Kid

DON’T IT FEEL GOOD TO DRIVE A BUS? PEOPLE NEED TO GET PICKED UP

40 days until Shinola Vol. 2

i'm pretty sure it's not cancer though

yknow its weird because i think exmilitary is a lot better than the money store but theyre both 10/10s so why compare the two and at that point shouldnt tms be a 9 and it’s like fuck u the website’s called rateyourmusic thats what im doing. yknow as much as we rightfully bag on rateyourmusic you really gotta respect how straightforward the name is. like when it comes to websites for rating and reviewing media and shit you have albumoftheyear. letterboxd. glitchwave. (rym’s website for video games) imdb to an extent but that ones the internet movie database which is also straight to the point and most people dont really use it for that purpose anyway rather to see who all’s in a movie (so like an internet movie database) you get the picture. then theres rateyourmusic. like yep. no confusion about what that one's for.

pain in my legs and i peed blood this morning. like yeah it’s bad but i’ve been exercising more recently maybe it’s related. i hope it’s not anything severe because i don’t wanna go to the hospital and have invasive shit done to me. i also don’t want to put my parents through a bunch of bullshit just for it to turn out i did something stupid that fucked up my body a bit and it’s all my fault and i should focus on my schoolwork. "i guess we're doin circles now" amirite

like im in college now and im still going through the “i dont understand how this will help me in my life” phase

i have a lot of stupid shit i wanna do i wanna get into radio i wanna make music in the style of lemon demon or talkshow boy singing about the internet and my friends and tell cute stories through music i want to tell stories through all sorts of mediums but im scared it’ll end poorly and i’m too 

i wanna do bedroom pop type music for sure but i also wanna dabble in some darker stuff to satisfy the side of me that’s really into like meaningful deep shit.

but something doesnt have to be serious or dark to be deep. i think most people can understand it so why do i still feel like a propellor hat wearing child when i say i find dinosaurchestra deep.

all art has meaning or purpose behind it. it might not always be pushing a political agenda but like even a bunch of random squiggles were created because “oh i was bored hehe”

“no reason” is an oxymoron because that in of itself is a reason

art is beautiful man idk im parroting shit people have said for thousands of years i just like to sit and think about all the things that mean something to me

also i won a thing today in a raffle today it was a cool shirt and hat not really my style but i like it. I think it’s the lucky cat thing I got in my room. The Chawowow brings luck. I may already be a winner

Pep-Pep Pepperoni Pizza!

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Lemon Demon - Smell Like a Cookie All Day

This one’s weird but enjoyable

41 days until Shinola Vol. 2

my legs hurt now

October 16th 2026

I am so damn good at Fortnite.

Walked on the treadmill some more today. I need to get more exercise that might be why I’m so hellish rn. Whatever, I think I can get my life together. 

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Aesop Rock - 100 Feet Tall

That Snakefinger sample oh my gah I didn’t know Aes was tapped into dat Residents.

42 days until Shinola Vol. 1

absolute bullshit ugh

October 15th 2026

TISM is a weird band because everyone I’ve talked to from Australia knows them but I’ve only known like 3 or 4 people outside of Australia who know about them

Also Justice is doing the score for GTA 6 what the hell?!

I hate my computer

gn

Song of the Day: ZUN - Lunatic Eyes ~ Invisible Full Moon

Reisen Udongein Inaba was the original asshole rabbit trans woman. Fuck Jax. 

43 days until yeah

SHE GET HIIIIGH

October 14th 2026

Been really into The Doors recently. 

Also been getting into chess again too.

I think it helps my mind stay healthy. I dunno though -_- 

Also I have some thoughts regarding Deadlock’s approach to adding new heroes. While I appreciate every hero in the bunch getting added because they're all really cool I still think things would be way more interesting if they dropped a batch of six characters and were like "ok only four out of these six are getting in and the other two will never see the light of day good luck." There’s just no stakes to it especially at the rate they've been getting added

Much Love!! <3

Nora Meadow

Song of the Day: The Doors - Riders on the Storm

Oh my gawwwwwddddd I get it now so peak

44 days until Shinola Vol. 2

NONE SHALL PASS.

October 13th 2026

God, I’m so nervous about that essay. I hope I did well :P :3 ^_^ I have my next test soon too

Also I tried playing Deadlock again today and holy shit my ping was so ass. Actually fuckin horrendous, I’m gonna cry. I don’t know why that happened. This is why I don’t play video games much even though I love them. Always some bullshit

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Aesop Rock - None Shall Pass [2]

Aesop Rock just says shit and it goes hard i think

45 days until Shinola Vol. 2

I survive

October 12th 2026

Today was odd. I’ve been prescribed a new medicine that’s like the stuff I took before, Trazodone. Hopefully it’ll help me out just as much. I feel hopeful. Also I had IHOP for breakfast I love them yayayaya

Gonna try to start getting more exercise too, maybe? I dunno yet. <3 teehee

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: COOL&CREATE - Help Me, Help me, ERINNNNNN!!

I don’t want bottom surgery but if Eirin Yagokoro was my surgeon I’d consider. 

deltarune tomorrow

that's the dog

10/11: seamus

bewh im tooo tired for it today yawwnnnn wht the hell

god. 

im sorry.

imtrying to write and shit but wtf 

song of the day: pink floyd - seamus

(that’s the dog)

2 days until classes start

I talk to the wind

October 10th 2026

It’s the 57th anniversary of King Crimson’s In the Court of the Crimson King. One of the first as well as one of the most important albums in prog rock.

My parents came back home. I’m so happy right nowwwww ^.^ goodnight

That’s all I wanted to say today :3 I have homework to do and it’s killing me :(

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: King Crimson - I Talk to the Wind

Just an incredible album all around. This is one of my personal favorites I think

Classes start in 2 days

MSI IS GONE!

October 9th 2026

MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE IS FINALLY OUT OF MY TOP 50 ON LAST.FM GOD BLESS!!!!

I should listen to more They Might Be Giants (I say as if they aren’t my top artist of all time by a longshot) 

I listened to a bunch of Elvis Costello albums today. He’s alright. My Aim Is True and This Year’s Model are still his best albums. 

My parents should be getting home tomorrow I miss them.

The cover for Elvis Costello’s “Imperial Bedroom” fucking sucks man

Also I listen to M.I.A.’s new album today. What a disaster. 

I hate that fucking losercore playlist shit especially even more knowing that the tv girl characters in the AI generated slop videos came from stolen marilevi fanart. 

whatever.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow<3

Song of the Day: System of a Down - Cigaro

MY COCK IS MUCH BIGGER THAN YOURSS!!!!!!!

4 days until classes start

I get it now Fleetwood Mac is peak

October 8th 2026

Going thru the Fleetwood Mac discography now. Not the whole thing, just a few notable albums. None of y’all told me they were this good. I mean of course y’all have, it just took me 5 or 6 years to actually listen. 

I’m trying to listen to more new music lately because I haven’t been into it like I used to. I go through phases, ya know? I have so many discographies I need to complete though, aha. I should probably just go at my own pace but idk. 

I still need to listen to that new Weezer album… 

I’ll get to it when I get to it. 

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow

Song of the Day: Fleetwood Mac - Sara

Oh My GODDDDDD they’re so goated. 

5 days until classes start.

turn on dat losercore playlist

October 7th 2026

Still working on my next YouTube video. I don’t know when I’m gonna finish it or anything, though. :( I always get sidetracked. 

I found out about this app called Reprised, and it’s like Letterboxd for music. Not in a “Don’t you mean RateYourMusic” way. I mean it’s look very much imitates Letterboxd. Their Instagram account is kinda interesting, though. 

I also kinda wanna start using Tumblr more. Even though I can’t stand most of the userbase there’s some cool things on there. 

Meow

Song of the Day: Death Grips - Hustle Bones

HUSTLE BONES COMIN OUT MY MOUTTHHHHHH

God I love that song so much. 

6 days until classes start. 

HAIL BOOGNISH

October 6th 2026

HAPPY TUESDAY.

SHINOLA VOL. 2 WAS ANNOUNCED

HOLY

FUCKING

SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT’S COMING OUT FOR RSD BLACK FRIDAY NOVEMBER 27TH

THE BOOGNISH HAS BLESSED US 

The tracklist is interesting too. 

A1. Kim Smoltz

A2. Young Choulin

A3. Britney

A4. She Caught My Fancy

A5. Essex Plaza

A6. Kite Flying Man

B1. Makin’ Love in the Gravy

B2. Planet Fantasy (Horsefly)

B3. Ooh Vah Lah

B4. Hello Johnny

C1. I Wuz Nothing

C2. Opus Fugue Trilogy

C3. The Argus, Pt. 2

C4. Pink Surprise

C5. For So Long

D1. Skycruiser

D2. Put Your Boobs On

D3. The Chancy Boys

D4. Shalom Absalom

D5. You Can Go Shit In Your Hat (Matt)

D6. Weed Whore

D7. The Belvodine

I’m very excited for some of these, mainly I Wuz Nothing and THE ARGUS PART 2?! I know it’s just an older song that Ween made titled Argus that was mislabeled as The Argus Pt. 2 sometimes, but I’m still excited. 

Anyways, that’s all from me.

Song of the Day: Owl City - Fireflies

sorry it’s not ween this time. I had a hard time deciding which Ween song to pick so I was like eh none of em :( 

7 days until classes start.

just creaturing around

October 5th 2026

I am the creature. I am always the creature!!!!!!

I love my mom so much I’m worried abt her though bbluh\

I think she has her surgery today or tomorrow

Hoping for the best for her.

I’m scared…

Anyways, me and ***** are talking again. Not like that. We’ve kinda got a truce now even though I never really recovered from everything and I still feel weird about it. I do believe her when she said that she’s matured though and I hope she’s doing well. 

I feel so cute because I’m the creature rn

just creaturing around

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: sElf - Sassy Britches

ok i take it back this album is really damn good. especially this song. 

Classes start in 8 days!

bang bang, shoot shoot

October 4th 2026

I’ve been listening to a lot of The Beatles today, man I love their music. I know that’s not a shocker to anyone but yeah. Younger people in 2020-2022 went on a big hate campaign against The Beatles for some reason. I still don’t know what that’s about. 

I don’t like being home alone like this all day, but I can take good care of myself. I just get sad, that’s all. yawn

Song of the Day: The Beatles - Happiness is a Warm Gun

I ended up liking the white album way more than I’d remembered. 

9 days until classes start

Oh My God, It's Bad Apple!

October 3rd 2026

I got a silly little pony from my friend Twiggy. 

Her name is Bad Apple, and you can see her over on my ToyHouse

BAD APPLE 👀 on Toyhouse 

Do you guys know that “Oh My God” song? The one by Masta Artisan, also known as the Rap Critic? That song is terrible but I have some history with it. When I was 16 I went through a phase where I would listen to it on repeat while playing World of Warcraft because I thought it was so funny despite how bad it is. I did end up listening to the whole album, and he’s actually a singer when he’s not doing shit like he’s doing on Oh My God. 

It’s still a 3/10 album though. Shit sucks. 

Anyways, that’s all I have to say about that.

Song of the Day: Masta Artisan - Oh My God

Oh my God indeed. 

10 days until classes start. 

I like the beatles

October 2nd 2026

Day 1 of this weird fall break I'm going through

Not much to say, I just listened to The Beatles all day because I like The Beatles

I like The Beatles

Song of the Day: The Beatles - Ticket to Ride

My mom loved playing this one on road trips when I was little, I have so many warm memories attached to it. :)

11 days until classes start.

Screwy

October 1st 2026

I wish I wasn’t so erratic all the time, I wish everything didn’t feel so fast moving and I wish my brain didn’t make me feel this way.

Depression, ADHD, OCD, and Anxiety is a horrible combo.

I’m working on dealing with it, though. ^^

So, now what?

I’m on Fall Break now, and this is the weirdest Fall Break of my life.

I won’t go into detail, I just feel like I need to take some responsibility in many different aspects of my life.

I’ve been an adult for over 2 years now, but I still don’t feel like it. Maybe this is my ultimate test, though. 

Once I come back I’ll try to salvage my academic performance because I’ve been falling behind like I always do, because my brain just gets so screwy!!! I don’t even know how else to describe what’s going on with me. Just screwy. 

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - Ana Ng

Can’t believe I haven’t done this one yet.

12 days until classes start.

Hey Mr. Burns

September 30th 2026

That was a nightmare. Went through all of YFM’s discography today just for the hell of it. There’s some stuff I genuinely do like, but a majority of it isn’t great in my opinion. 

Orphan Tears, Take Over the World, and The Unofficial Smithers Love Song are my favorites. 

There’s a few other bangers but it’s those three mainly.

Much Love!! 

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Your Favorite Martian - The Unofficial Smithers Love Song

Ray William Johnson is a based fudanshi?

insufferable bullshit

September 29th 2026

Why does it seem like the people with the worst, most insane beliefs and ideas are the ones who are the loudest?

Do people who stay miserable constantly on the internet even have life goals? I have to wonder, don’t you?

This is why I hate social media at times, it just makes people annoying and miserable. I’m a victim of this, I feel like. I’m trying to do better, though. 

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Logan Whitehurst - Paranoid

It’s weird how this song sounds more polished than the rest of the album.

Craigslist

September 28th 2026

Still thinking about the concert lmao. That was awesome last night.

Also I learned about his song “Craigslist” which is a style parody of The Doors with RAY MANZAREK HIMSELF on keyboard. I think it was one of Ray’s last songs before his passing. Since the song came out in 2009 and he died 4 years later. 

Is it even a style parody anymore when the keyboardist of the band you’re parodying plays on the song?

Nonetheless it’s great, I’ve always wanted to know what it would sound like if The Doors ever did a song about Craigslist.

Much Love!! 

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: “Weird Al” Yankovic - Craigslist

Apparently he did this one because he imagined what it would be like if Jim Morrison sang about Craigslist and thought it would be funny.

weird night

September 27th 2026

Holy crap.

That concert was a night to remember.

Weird Al is one hell of a performer, he’s in his late 60s and he’s absolutely killing it on stage.

and this is a pretty massive tour. That’s awesome.

He’s always been a favorite artist of mine, ever since I was a kid. And it’s interesting to see how diverse the crowd at a Weird Al concert is. So many people from different age groups and walks of life. Weird Al is one of those artists who’s beloved by every type of person. 

The music was great too. He played all of his best songs. 

There were brief intermissions of clip montages played throughout, and it was interesting seeing all the different ones. Especially the fake interviews he does. The one he did with Eminem is still one of the funniest things I’ve ever seen. 

Much Love!! 

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: “Weird Al” Yankovic - White & Nerdy

I got a T-Shirt of this song too. ^_^

I'M SO EXCITED

September 26th 2026

Weird Al concert tomorrow!!! I’m excited!!! ^_^

I’ve always been a big fan of his stuff ever since I was like 6 years old.

Pretty much my whole life, lol.

I’m not a big Star Wars fan, but I love his Star Wars parodies for one. (The Saga Begins, Yoda)

Other parodies I love include: Amish Paradise, White & Nerdy, Word Crimes, Jurassic Park, Gump, My Bologna, and Trapped in the Drive Thru.

He’s not just a parody artist, though. He’s made some original songs that are just as good if not better than his parodies. Dog Eat Dog, Everything You Know is Wrong, Hardware Store, Virus Alert.

Song of the Day: Macklemore & Ryan Lewis - Can’t Hold Us

I would’ve loved to see Weird Al do a Macklemore parody instead of just including Thrift Shop in the polka medley. Oh well.

Concert tomorrow

9 to 5

September 25th 2026

Unremarkable Friday. I did learn that Lin-Manuel Miranda’s acting debut was as an extra in The Sopranos, apparently.

Twitter is entertaining, unfortunately. I wish it wasn’t because Elon Musk is a horrible evil piece of shit, but that’s just the way it is.

I’m probably gonna delete it soon though… eventually. 

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Dolly Parton - 9 to 5

Get it. Because 9/25. Sorry, this joke only works in the United States, Japan, China, Taiwan, Mongolia, Korea, Hungary, and Lithuania.

2 days until concert.

¡Ay caramba!

September 24th 2026

Happy anniversary to Weezer's 2nd studio album, Pinkerton.

30 years ago today, Rivers Cuomo put out a masterpiece of an album that everyone misunderstood despite him explaining before it even came out that it chronicled one of the darkest times in his life while he was studying at Harvard. They didn't understand it, and as such The World Turned and Left Him Here. That's from the Blue album but still. Anyways, great album. I still need to listen to Songs From the Black Hole. Weezer's still good every now and then but I understand why people say they peaked here. This album was hated at first but now people finally get it, which is nice. 

Across the Sea is still uncomfortable in my opinion.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Weezer - El Scorcho

Easily my favorite song on here. It's kind of relatable? God I feel like such a chud admitting I relate to a song from Pinkerton, but at least it's one of the more acceptable ones to relate to I think. Not sure. 

3 days until concert

I have no right to be depressed

September 23rd 2026

Decided to check out the new version of Teens of Denial. Yeah, you all were right. It’s not very good. 

It’s kind of an unnecessary re-recording anyway because the actual album was recorded in a professional studio and shit unlike the original Twin Fantasy.

I listened to og Teens of Denial again too. Still holds up really well imo. Fill in the Blank, Vincent, Unforgiving Girl, Cosmic Hero, and of course Drunk Drivers / Killer Whales are all great songs. 

INTOXICADO INTOXICADO INTOXICADO INTOXICADO INTOXICADO INTOXICADO

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Car Seat Headrest - Unforgiving Girl

"Thank God he took this song off the new album so he didn't ruin this one like he did all the rest."

4 days until concert

band kid rant

September 22nd 2026

Today is Tuesday. Mostly unremarkable, but I’ve been thinking about Five Starcle Men again.

and Ween, but I’m always thinking about Ween. One of the best bands ever.

I kinda screwed up on that exam the other day, oops ehe!!

I need to read more of the textbook.

Oh yeah here’s a rant from my Instagram story I feel like publishing on here too.

I hated playing clarinet for a variety of reasons, one of them being having to build it every single time like yeah man I play legos as an instrument apparently.

I wanted to switch to orchestra too because the girl I had a crush on was in orchestra but my mom was like “you committed to this” no I didn’t you wanted me to do this and you talked me into playing clarinet because you wanted me to play saxophone which like sure saxophone is cool but I’d rather play trumpet or flute or maybe I DUNNO I’D RATHER BE IN ORCHESTRA.

I’m not still mad about it just saying I feel like I was reasonably mad about it at the time.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Ween - Flies on My Dick

Sweet Mindfuck Lady is a banger nickname imma start telling people to call me that. Jokes aside this is a really good song, probably one of my favorites on Pure Guava

5 days until concert!

The 21st Night

September 21st 2026

It's the 21st night of September and I'm sleepy as hell. Oh well. 

Changed the account's username from gaylittlescarab to glutenpeez. I don't know when I'm getting it back, but I'm gonna try waiting it out teehee...

I'm sad

Song of the Day: Earth, Wind & Fire - September [2]

you saw this coming

6 days until the concert.

It don't make no sense at all

September 20th 2026

Yeah I still can’t get into the account. Seems like the best course of action is to just wait it out. I’ll do just that. Trying to get my silly lil homework done now. Goodnight.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: King Gizzard - Sense

Honestly yeah it's kinda one of their best.

1 week until concert

I hope I didn't mess up

September 19th 2026

Took the test for philosophy today. I don’t feel good or bad about it, just okay. I haven’t done as much of the reading as I probably should’ve… but there’s always next time.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - The World’s Address

The Joshua Fried remix is fascinating, check it out. I recommend listening to the original first though, just to compare. 

8 days until concert ^_^

burger music bullshit

September 18th 2026

Kill Karl’s new album dropped and it is certifiably garbage just like I was hoping it would be.

2/10 lmao

Self-Ish 2026 also dropped and it’s fine. Kinda just a rerelease of the original album but with demos of each song included. I like the Hand Me My Shovel demo, not a big fan of The Song With Five Names’ demo. 

Goodnight

Song of the Day: Will Wood - 2012 [2]

I love seeing all the newgen fans ask “what happened in 2012?” unaware of the fact that many people thought the world would end

9 days until the concert :3

glutenpee will return in avengers doomsday

September 17th 2026

I’m gonna make a post on my new account @/gaylittlescarab explaining everything that happened with glutenpee to my knowledge, but for now I think it’s looking good that I might be able to get the account back, even if it’s not wanting to let me recover it. I’ll try to figure things out, and maybe once I make that post and go into detail on what happened I’ll have more eyes on my situation and more people who can help me.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Lemon Demon - New Way Out

Classic. Been bumping this one since I was 13 and I still adore it.

10 days

Socrates was badass

September 16th 2026

The Socrates lecture was cool, taught me a lot about myself I think.

Then I had a geology lab after it and that was kinda difficult.

I still have an overdue essay I need to finish and a test I need to study for.

See ya

I think the glutenpee account is gone now, or at least I’m temporarily locked out. 

We’ll see what happens. :/

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: My Chemical Romance - Cubicles

Very excited for the new album

Fortune's Weave tomorrow

I'm a good speller I promise

September 15th 2026

Working on digitizing my physical journal entries. Definitely gonna touch a lot of these up. Not a fan of how I wrote the 9/11 one so I'm making a bunch of changes to it. Not the material itself just how it was formatted and stuff. I also misspelled a bunch of words. I was half asleep I'm usually pretty good with spelling stuff I was nominated to represent my class in the spelling bee from 3rd grade all the way to 5th grade and I placed 3rd in 5th grade and 5th in 3rd grade. We don't talk about 4th grade where I placed like 20th because I'd gotten no sleep. Notice how a lot of my big mistakes happen because I'm so so sleepy.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: TISM - Get Thee In My Behind, Satan

I feel like the Australian equivalent to a weeaboo whenever I listen to these guys.

Fortune's Weave in 2 days.

Monday, September 14th

September 14th 2026

RIDE THE CYCLONE DAY RIDE THE CYCLONE DAY

IT’S MONDAY SEPTEMBER 14TH LIKE IN THE MUSICAL

AND IM ASKIIIING WHYYYY LOOOOORDDDD

Shoutout The Amazing Karnak and Ocean O'Connell Rosenberg and Noel Gruber and Constance Blackwood and Ricky Potts and Mischa Bachinski and Jane Doe aka Penny Lamb aka Savannah with the greenest eyes. Also Talia. 

Song of the Day: Ride the Cyclone cast - The Uranium Suite

Easily my favorite musical of all time

Fortune's Weave in 3 days

friggin chickens pissing me off ugh

September 13th 2026

Why are people dunking on that Haminations kid and his song so hard? Like yeah it’s not great but it’s just 5 minutes of him being like “I love apple juice and hanging out with my friends” like it’s not something I can hate on without feeling like an asshole

In the same Chazington video SomethingElseYT’s “I’m Something Else” song got just as much attention and is honestly a funnier song for a variety of reasons I can’t really explain. I’ve found this song amusing for 3 years now ever since I first heard it, and I honestly really like it too. 

“Not only am I something… I’m something else😈😈😈” is so damn funny dude he thought that shit was so tuff and y'know what he was right

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the day: SomethingElseYT - I’m Something Else

“Fricken chickens pissin me off ugh!” Actual gold 

Fortune's Weave in 4 days. 

What's next you don't fw Austria? She like let's change the subject.

September 12th 2026

Been really interested in learning about other parts of the world recently. Right now it's mainly Western Europe. Ireland and Switzerland are two of the most interesting to me. I also like Denmark + Austria. I know some people would only count two of these as Western but whatever. Austria is so underrated which is crazy to me because Vienna was like THE city for classical music. I dunno, just my thoughts. 

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Chumbawamba - Bad Dog

Bark Bark

Fortune's Weave in 5 days.

Is it only a tragedy when it happens to us?

September 11th 2026

Today is the 25th anniversary of the 9/11 Terrorist attacks. Obviously, the events that unfolded on that day were a tragedy. I don't want what I'm saying to be taken the wrong way, but I see a lot of people get upset when people make light of what happened, and I do understand and sympathize with this perspective. However, I don't think people understand why this is so common. It's not just "oh they weren't alive to understand how shocking it was" but a bit more complex. I disagree with the sentiment that America "deserved 9/11," but the people who clutch pearls whenever someone makes jokes about it will often defend the atrocities America committed that killed just as many people, sometimes more. Like how the fallout of the attacks led to over 1 million dead in Iraq.

I was born in 2006, I do  not know what the months after 9/11 were truly like firsthand. I do know, however, that people like to say this country had united in a awy never seen before or since. I disagree. I've seen the way Muslims, Sikhs, or in fact any brown people for that matter were treated those supposedly "united" months. Many were victims of horrific hate crimes. 9/11 was a horrible tragedy, yes, but the way Americans have responded to it and treated each other because of it is also just as tragic. It's still being seen today with the outrage over NYC electing a Muslim mayor. A man who was 9 when the towers fell. Acting like he hasn't had a positive impact on the city in the months he's been in office. 

I dunno, I've talked about this time and time again, I don't have much more to say about this. Goodnight.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Paul McCartney - Coming Up

John Lennon once mentioned hearing this song on the radio not too long before he died I can't remember exactly what he had to say about it but I remember it being pretty funny. 

6 days until Fortune's Weave

my nerves are shot lmao

September 10th 2026

Nervous about how I did on the exam. I have an A in that class but I feel like I won't for long. There's honestly not much I feel like talking about, so today will be a short one, but I did overhear a conversation about Bad Apple in another class. I wonder if I can find friends who also like Touhou here.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: The Beatles - A Day in the Life

I mean, it's pretty good. Definitely not their best, though. 

Cirno Day 2026

September ⑨th 2026

Cirno Day! I love Cirno RAAAHH!!

Our favorite lovable idiot isn't the only Touhou related thing we're celebrating today, however. The EoSD remake released today! Technically tomorrow in Japan, though. Haven't played it yet, but it looks really cool. I wonder what other Touhou games will be getting remakes in the future. I dunno, I haven't been online at all today. I've been studying for my Geology test tomorrow. We had a lab today and that was really fun. This other girl in the class helped out a lot, she seems nice! That's all from me today, though.

Much Love!!
Nora Meadow ⑨

Song of the Day: ZUN - Beloved Tomboyish Girl [2]

I can't wait to hear the new arrangements!

Trying something new

September 8th 2026

Decided to start doing these in an actual journal and digitizing them later, just as a way of reducing my screen time. Feels nice to give myself a break, y'know? I hope my handwriting isn't too shitty...

Finally caved and listened to Steely Dan for Steely Dan September. Y'all weren't kidding! I can't remember the last time I've heard an album as good as Aja. Some of my friends do NOT play about The Dan, and I see why!

 I also still need to watch Project Hail Mary. It looks really good. Haven't seen many Ryan Gosling movies but he's always great in everything. Another thing is that I know for a fact Project Hail Mary will end up being one of those movies I'm incredibly annoying about for like a month straight. 

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Steely Dan - Peg

I should've started listening to them years ago

Touhou tomorrow.

ojn 

edgy cat roleplay soap opera

September 7th 2026

Warrior Cats is less a conventional series of novels and moreso a literary soap opera starring religious cats.

Instead of one continuous series, Warrior Cats is made up of several sub-series each consisting of six books. At the time of writing they're on the ninth sub-series with the fourth book of six coming out next month.

Each sub-series focuses on a different generation or group of cats. So while they're all connected it's not really one linear series.

So there's 52 books across each sub-series, but there's also standalone books that focus on some of the more popular and important characters. There are currently 19 of these, with the most recent one releasing... Tomorrow?! Genuinely had no idea when writing this up. Anyways, that adds up to 71 books. That's not even counting the manga, the novellas, the short stories, or the field guides. Or the graphic novels that are just retellings of the first two sub-series.

Warrior Cats is massive. You might be wondering how the author Erin Hunter has all this time on her hands. The answer is that Erin Hunter is more than one person. Several authors are behind the pen name, and each have played different roles in the development of the series. Victoria Holmes came up with a lot of the storylines and characters, while other authors alternate between writing each book, mainly Kate Cary and Cherith Baldry.

This has led to a lot of inconsistencies and issues with the lore, and just general writing issues overall. Which I think again adds to the whole idea of it being a "literary soap opera." It's more about the drama rather than the coherent storytelling that would draw readers into more conventional series like Percy Jackson or The Hunger Games.

This all makes it sound like it's a dumpster fire of a series, and while yes, even the diehard fans do tend to critique the writing a lot, it's worth mentioning that it has its own appeal and is beloved for a reason. 

Song of the Day: Rihanna - Umbrella

I made an edit of my cat Nermal to this song for her first birthday back in 2020. I don’t have it anymore though, sorry.

2 days until EoSD remake. 

Media Log 2026 - September 7th: 

64. Rihanna - Good Girl Gone Bad

Pure as I wanna be

September 6th 2026

Ouuuughhhhh.

Today’s my six year tranniversary (that’s not like. the slur is it? I want to combine trans + anniversary and that’s the only way to do it and it’s really unfortunate)

What I’m trying to say is six years ago today I realized I was trans. It was incredibly obvious to everyone around me because I’d been questioning it a lot the past week or so but on the sixth I finally came to terms with it. 

I still wonder if I made the right call? I dunno, I was kinda just experimenting and I ended up feeling a lot better presenting as a girl online and something about it was comforting. My gender nowadays is weird and hard to explain beyond the box of just “girl” but I think girl is a good way to simplify it, there’s just so much more going on there with me to explain. 

I don’t wanna be “everything at once” but that’s a good song

Song of the Day: Lenka - Everything At Once

Everyone talks about the Windows commercial but for me it was the Disney one

3 days until EoSD remake!

It’s about time…zones

September 5th 2026

So technically Touhou 6 remake is coming out on the 10th, not the 9th but I’m still using the 9th for the countdown because one I don’t feel like changing it and two I think technically it’s coming out on the 9th overseas and 10th in Japan??? I think because like timezones or something that’s what I’d heard at least. So technically it’s both ^_^

I’m excited regardless

Song of the Day: Elliott Smith - Pictures of Me

I love this whole album I gotta relisten to it at some point. 

4 or 5 days ???

twitter sucks

September 4th 2026

I should probably delete Twitter at this point honestly there’s just people on there I’m cool with. Won’t get into detail

Ugh.

Song of the Day: Twenty One Pilots - Ride

21 pilots my favorite rapper ⛷️

5 days until EoSD remake.

The Nora Drop

September 3rd 2026

Started listening to new albums I haven’t yet heard because I haven’t been in a music discovery mood lately and I figured I should try to find some cool stuff. I listened to The Strokes’ “Is This It” and The White Stripes’ “Elephant”

Elephant was an alright album. I’ve heard better for sure. Seven Nation Army was the only real standout in my opinion

Is This It is an all time classic though. I say that but I’ve only heard it once. Point is I get why this is in the RYM top 100. Still a 9/10 though. 

I still have several more albums I wanna check out like 69 Love Songs and Crime of the Century but I’ve been lazy when it comes to those I wanna get in the right mindset for them.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: The Strokes - Last Nite [2] 

Always loved this song, though.

6 days until EoSD remake.

Media Log 2026 - September 3rd;

62. The White Stripes - Elephant 

63. The Strokes - Is This It

They’re minerals, Marie!

September 2nd 2026

Geology lab today was nice. I enjoy this class. Some of the other students are really nice and cool. I just get too nervous talking to people. 

The lab itself was fun too, rocks are cool as hell.  I’m very excited for more of this class. 

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: TLC - Waterfalls

Isn’t this based on a Paul McCartney song? 

7 days until EoSD remake. 

Might regret that later

September 1st 2026

Probably fucking stupid of me but I felt too sick to go to class today

At least I was able to get some much needed rest.

I feel mostly better now I guess. I should feel better because I’ve still got two more days of class this week I’d rather not miss

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Stephanie Mabey - The Zombie Song

That Wolfychu and Sophie’s Magic Diary collab…

8 days until EoSD Remake

Media Log 2026 - September 1st:

61. Cardiacs - A Little Man and a House and the Whole World Window

All the food is poison!

August 31st 2026

I’m sick again! ^_^

Yay!!!

Food poisoning again award

why is all the food poisoned in 2026.

I know why it’s because Trump appointed a lobotomite pedophile disgusting freak in charge of the department of health. 

Fuck U Robert Kennedy You Think You’re Robert Loggia But Yr Not!!! <3

7/10 month

Song of the Day: Beck - Where It’s At

Two turntables and a michaelphone

part of a complete breakfast in america

August 30th 2026

I’m kinda going insane I need to be hugged

I’m kinda going insane I need to be bitten

Ugh i just got so much syrup poured on me twin I’m a stack of pancakes twin I’m fluffy and delicious ❤️

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Rihanna - Pon de Replay

Incredible banger

10 days until EoSD remake

crazy koishi victory clutch

August 29th 2026

Koishi won again lol.

I don’t really care she’s cool but damn lmao

Also ZUN ragebaiting the fanbase about Satori’s popularity again.

Utsuho or Aya will win next year though fingers crossed. 

(I know damn well it’s gonna be Koishi Reimu Marisa or Flandre like every year)

The fact that Koishi won by 1 vote is insane though. Every vote counts!

Can’t wait for next year. 

Song of the Day: Röyksopp - Remind Me

I love this song. I remember it from the caveman Geico commercials

11 days until EoSD remake

got a good reason for taking the easy way out?

August 28th 2026

I don’t care about this goodnight

I don’t wanna talk about it

Just wondering how to feel about something

I do have my regrets. I should’ve talked to her instead. I took the easy way out, though. and I didn’t even have a good reason. I’m not a day tripper. 

Song of the Day: The Beatles - Day Tripper

I’m sorry, old friend. My regrets with you keep piling on and we haven’t even spoken in years.

12 days until EoSD Remake

another sleepy rant

August 27th 2026

I don’t really have much to share today. Classes were cool.

However I’m seeing how some people online are talking about Dolly Parton and it pisses me off how as soon as someone dies people try to dig up any bad thing they can about them. I also don’t play about Dolly she did more good for this world than I or any of her weird basement dwelling critics ever will so honestly go to hell I’m tired of the insane classist bullshit from people who love to act all progressive then whenever a tragedy affects the South they start talking about Hitler about how the entire South deserves it because we just so happen to be gerrymandered to Hell and back and we have a lot of maga drones unfortunately.

Idk a lot of y’all aren’t as progressive as you think you are

Yes I’m mad about this I’ve had to cut people off for acting like this recently

Song of the Day: The Monkees - I’m A Believer

I should really check out more from them they’re apparently another really important 60s band

13 days until the Scarlet Mist Incident

this has been talked about extensively i’m just 20

August 26th 2026

They got Tim Curry too??? Damn man.

I wasn’t too familiar with him. He was in Rocky Horror and IT. He was also the guy in that one Command and Conquer game that was like “I’m escaping to the one place that hasn’t been corrupted by Capitalism…SPACE!!” I thought that was pretty funny.

He was cool. Rest in peace.

Unfortunately I also have to see Rocky Horror discourse again now because he died. That’s only one of his roles, who cares. I won’t get into it because I haven’t seen it but people get so fucking annoying about it and I just don’t give a shit. 

Makes me not even wanna watch it. Songs are good though

Song of the Day: Rocky Horror Picture Show - The Time Warp

Again, idgaf about this movie but the songs are good. This one in particular

Scarlet Mist Incident just two weeks away!

I Will Always Love You

August 25th 2026

I’m devastated right now. I can hardly put it into words. 

I’ve lived in Tennessee my whole life. Dolly Parton was a big part of my life for as long as I can remember. I’ve been to Dollywood countless times, The Imagination Library was probably responsible for me being able to read on my own at a young age, I had a lot of her songs on iTunes as a kid, etc. 

I was in public when I found out, in the lobby of one of the buildings at my school. I found out on the RYM front page (embarrassing I know) and I audibly gasped. I know for a fact other people heard me, and I’m sure they understood what I was gasping about too. I started to notice other people around me learning the news too and their reactions. It was surreal. She was beloved all over the world, but especially here.

Rest In Peace, Dolly Parton. We will always love you.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow. <3

Song of the Day: Dolly Parton - I Will Always Love You

SHE REALLY WROTE THIS IN THE SAME DAY SHE WROTE JOLENE. LEGENDARY STATUS.

15 days until EoSD Remake.

Nermal is my kitty

August 24th 2026

Man I’m really bad at the actual Touhou games I understand why half of the fans don’t play them

Yawnn I spent the rest of the day on Tiktok getting mad at dumb shit

Song of the Day: Ear Pwr - Sophie 

Nermal is my kitty and I think she’s pretty!!!

16 days

Happy Birthday Neil

August 23rd 2026

Happy 40th birthday to my goat Neil Cicierega

Probably one of my biggest creative influences if not my biggest creative influence.

Him being 40 is making ME feel old, I’ve been watching his stuff since he was 27 and I was 7.

I’d write more but I feel out of it rn.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Lemon Demon - You’re at the Party

10 years since the last album think abt what that does to a girl. Idgaf about no Charlie Kirk.

17 days until EoSD remake.

Feeling more comfortable

August 22nd 2026

Definitely think I’m getting more comfortable with my driving :3

Next lesson on the 13th

Hopefully I’ll have my license by the end of the year >.< that’ll be crazy lol I’ve been trying to get it for 5 years but I’ve just been lazy as hell ya know?

I didn’t practice driving for the entirety of 2024 or 2025, and in 2023 I’d only practiced for about 6 hours in total. 

Most of my time came from 2021 and early 2022 lol. 

But whatevs, I’m determined to get this shit by the end of the year ^_^

Song of the Day: M.I.A. - Paper Planes

Her music’s pretty damn good ngl. Just relistened to this album today not as good as I remember but still pretty good. 

18 days until EoSD remake

Media Log 2026:

60. M.I.A. - Kala

2007 album, 9/10

I'm evil

August 21st 2026

Thinking about so many things. Thinking about a certain someone whom I miss very much. She crosses my mind a lot.

Have nothing else to report today

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: ZUN - Flowering Night

Sakuya is so cool and I think I like this more than the Night of Nights remix or whatever.

19 days until EoSD Remake

Geology Rocks!

August 20th 2026

First day of classes!!! Yay!!!!!

Today was awesome and I only felt like crying once!!!

I think this is gonna be a good year

Also my geology professor called me out to the whole class like “yo you listen to they might be giants” apparently she saw my profile on the brightspace thing which I didnt know people read…

That geology class seems a lot more fun than I was expecting. I can’t wait… :3

I think if I just lock in this’ll be a fantastic semester. Ya girl’s got this :3 I will survive

Much Love!! <3

Nora Meadow

Song of the Day: LCD Soundsystem - All My Friends

He was spitting facts and I should've listened

20 days until EoSD Remake

I KNEW THAT DOOR HAD A LOCK ON IT

August 19th 2026

I KNEW THAT DOOR HAD A LOCK ON IT

I tried to tell my mom I’m not gonna have a lab today and she didn’t believe me 

At least I saw the post in the geology class before I went over there

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: AJJ - Rejoice

I remember someone telling me about how they knew a guy irl who listened to AJJ and how he would make Vietnam War traps in his backyard

Classes tomorrow actually

Whatever

August 18th 2026

Ya girl got a haircut and is feeling good!!!

I got classes tomorrow. Just one class. Just a lab for geology actually. I think? I’m still not convinced because my mom called the school and I tried to tell her it’ll probably be the professor’s decision but she didn’t believe me. I guess we’ll see tomorrow. 

Song of the Day: Michael Jackson - Bad

Bro really wanted Prince to say “your butt is mine”

Classes tomorrow.

Them was some birds

August 17th 2026

So tired…

Just wanna read yuri and sleep

been working on my room a lil i guess

Much Love!! <3

Nora Meadow

Song of the Day: Eagles - Heartache Tonight

They’re pretty good for some birds

2 days until classes

Shoutout to the Hifuu Lesbians

August 16th 2026

Being in love is weird.

Anyways a new hifuu album released, I should probably listen to it but I’m too lazy. I should listen to the whole collection first to understand the full story. All I know is that Maribel Hearn and Renko Usami are two college students who are gay as fuck and the former might be Yukari? 

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: MC Lars - This Gigantic Robot Kills

I guess ska is pretty good

3 days until classes start.

New Tohosort

August 15th 2026

TOUHOU SORTER IS FINISHED!

HERE WE GOOOOO 

Written List:

1. Aya Shameimaru (Start of S)
2. Yuuka Kazami
3. Tewi Inaba
4. Wriggle Nightbug
5. Satori Komeiji
6. Eirin Yagokoro
7. Utsuho Reiuji
8. Patchouli Knowledge
9. Parsee Mizuhashi
10. Mike Goutokuji
11. Seiran
12. Sumireko Usami
13. Minamitsu Murasa
14. Mamizou Futatsuiwa 
15. Byakuren Hijiri
16. Flandre Scarlet
17. Rikako Asakura
18. Tsukasa Kudamaki
19. Reisen Udongein Inaba
20. Clownpiece
21. Kokoro Hata
22. Renko Usami
23. Youmu Konpaku
24. Rin Kaenbyou
25. Alice Margatroid
26. Sakuya Izayoi
27. Nareko Michigami
28. Maribel Hearn
29. Miko Toyosatomimi
30. Ran Yakumo
31. Hisami Yomotsu
32. Hecatia Lapislazuli
33. Suika Ibuki (Start of A)
34. Nitori Kawashiro
35. Nue Houjuu
36. Marisa Kirisame
37. Saki Kurokoma
38. Kasen Ibaraki
39. Yuyuko Saigyouji
40. Miyoi Okunoda
41. Koishi Komeiji
42. Kutaka Niwatari
43. Sekibanki
44. Tenshi Hinanawi
45. Remilia Scarlet
46. Kaguya Houraisan
47. Aunn Komano
48. Hina Kagiyama
49. Reimu Hakurei
50. Daiyousei
51. Cirno
52. Ariya Iwanaga
53. Yamame Kurodani
54. Yuugi Hoshiguma
55. Momoyo Himemushi
56. Yachie Kicchou
57. Eternity Larva
58. Yuuma Toutetsu
59. Mystia Lorelei
60. Son Biten
61. Ringo
62. Junko
63. Kogasa Tatara
64. Okina Matara
65. Nina Watari
66. Mokou Fujiwara
67. Sagume Kishin (Start of B)
68. Tokiko
69. Yukari Yakumo
70. Sanae Kochiya
71. Seija Kijin
72. Raiko Horikawa
73. Suwako Moriya
74. Koakuma
75. Hatate Himekaidou
76. Reisen Bougetsushou
77. Komachi Onozuka
78. Zanmu Nippaku
79. Lily White
80. Hong Meiling
81. Kanako Yasaka
82. Yumemi Okazaki
83. Ellen
84. Mima
85. Eiki Shiki
86. Chiyuri Kitashirakawa
87. Kyouko Kasodani
88. Shinki
89. Keine Kamishirasawa
90. Lyrica Prismriver
91. Mai (PC-98)
92. Chiyari Tenkajin
93. Doremy Sweet
94. Ruukoto
95. Shion Yorigami
96. Nazrin
97. Chen
98. Elly
99. Shou Toramaru
100. Kurumi
101. Akyuu Hieda
102. Keiki Haniyasushin
103. Megumu Iizunamaru
104. Takane Yamashiro
105. Urumi Ushizaki
106. Sannyo Komakusa
107. Lunasa Prismriver
108. Minoriko Aki
109. Ichirin Kumoi
110. Joon Yorigami
111. Kosuzu Motoori
112. Mizuchi Miyadeguchi
113. Yumeko
114. Rinnosuke Morichika
115. Enoko Mitsugashira
116. Wakasagihime
117. Kagerou Imaizumi
118. Meira (Start of C)
119. Sunny Milk
120. Shinmyoumaru Sukuna
121. Yuki
122. Luna Child
123. Chimi Houjuu
124. Medicine Melancholy
125. Rumia
126. Letty Whiterock
127. Iku Nagae
128. Kana Anaberal
129. Rika
130. Merlin Prismriver
131. Yatsuhashi Tsukumo
132. Benben Tsukumo
133. Yorihime Watatsuki
134. Mayumi Joutouguu
135. Star Sapphire
136. Genji
137. Yuiman Asama
138. Great Catfish
139. Yoshika Miyako
140. Tojiko Soga
141. Unzan
142. Toyohime Watatsuki
143. Konngara
144. Sariel
145. Gengetsu
146. Shizuha Aki
147. Elis
148. Satono Nishida
149. Mai Teireida
150. Ubame Chirizuka
151. Mugetsu
152. Nemuno Sakata
153. Narumi Yatadera
154. Sara
155. Orange
156. Kotohime
157. Louise (Beginning of D)
158. Eika Ebisu
159. SinGyoku (Female)
160. SinGyoku (Male)
161. Misumaru Tamatsukuri
162. Kikuri
163. Hisoutensoku
164. Fortune Teller
165. YuugenMagan
166. Kisume
167. Mimi-Chan
168. Chimata Tenkyuu
169. Evil Eye Sigma
170. Futo Mononobe (Beginning of F)
171. Momiji Inubashiri
172. Seiga Kaku

Song of the Day: Le Tigre - The The Empty

ALL THAT GLITTERS IS NOT GOLD!

4 days until the party.

I love my NEET Princess

August 14th 2026

Touhou ranking tomorrow

Today? I don’t know

It’s hard thinking about what characters I like more than other characters. I definitely do think I prefer Kaguya to Mokou at this point. She’s so pretty and her theme is lovely. 

I miss Yuuka

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: The Proclaimers - I’m Gonna Be

Good song genuinely. Doesn’t he know they have cars though?

5 days until classes start.

hey, it's me, it's verity.

August 13th 2026

Why am I kinda sad now idk

I figured out who verity is a while back I like verity

Oui oui oui it is paris

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Iruka no yumede sayonara - I love love love suki suki suki

This is weird as hell but I adore it

6 days until classes start.

There's no dark side of the moon...

August 12th 2026

The eclipse is really cool. I’ve always been a big fan of space anomalies and stuff.

Also MeadowHeart reference???? 

Goodnight lol

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Talking Heads - Crosseyed and Painless

Awesome band I don’t listen to nearly enough as I should

One week until classes start.

Fuck U J.K. Rowling You Think Ur Andy Warhol But Ur Not!!

August 11th 2026

Harry Potter fans proving themselves to be insufferable again. Destroying an actual historical grave so that ugly ass fictional house elf’s grave is unharmed. Bullshit. Y’all’s money is going to a transphobic lobbyist btw. That’s why my only engagement with the Harry Potter franchise is reading bad fanfictions and even that is something I barely do. 

Remember when Miriam Margolyes who played Professor Spout in the movies said people need to get over Harry Potter and she was harassed to no end? Yeah… that’s the kinda people who are ensuring their favorite fictional slave’s grave remains.

Also Fuck U J.K. Rowling You Think Ur Andy Warhol But Ur Not!! <3

Much Love!! 

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Bloodhound Gang - I Hope You Die

how it feels to play danganronpa 

8 days until classes start. 

I'm smart as hell

August 10th 2026

Just tried the flags and countries and capitals quizzes for the first time in like a year or so

Gunc (girl unc’s) still got it

Except capitals I forgot dili bleh

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - Broke in Two

I love them

9 days until classes blegh 

exhausting

August 9th 2026

I really do not like most Tally Hall fans.

Some of y'all are cool but urgh. 

That is all.

Goodnight

Song of the Day: Supertramp - Give A Little Bit

I really should listen to their other albums, huh?

10 days until classes start.

fazbearona

August 8th 2026

FNAF WORLD 2 ANNOUNCED YIPPEE!!! YAHOO!!!! WAHOO!!!

I love turn based rpg style games so fnaf world was always my favorite fnaf

Song of the Day: Dusty Springfield - Son of a Preacher Man

I remember this song coming on the radio while me and…her…ugh… were holding hands in the car while my dad was driving. Idk why I have that memory attached to this song but oh well

11 days until classes start.

sory

August 7th 2026

I’m not gonna lie, I’m still sad and sleepy.

I just want to feel happy for once.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Future - Mask Off

Only song I know from him. It’s good I guess

12 days until classes start.

I miss her :(

August 6th 2026

I need to watch more movies tbh 

2020 was something else I was posting fnaf memes with the captions always being some bs like “do you think theres a universe where she likes me back” sometimes I wonder if she did and I was too stupid to do anything about it

People in that class would joke about me and her being soulmates and ughhh that made the feelings worse.

:(

Song of the Day: Arthur Brown - Fire

I AM THE GOD OF HELLFIRE!!!!

13 days until classes start.

transgender celebration

August 5th 2026

Happy Quebec day! One of the best albums ever made, and definitely my favorite Ween album. Tried and True still makes me cry. Transdermal Celebration too honestly. This album just means so much to me. 14 year old me had no idea what she was in for. Or maybe she did. Who knows?

Much Love!! <3

Nora Meadow

Song of the Day: Ween - Tried and True

Genuinely beautiful

2 weeks 

ranting abt tumblr again

August 4th 2026

Tumblr users can be so insufferable sometimes I swear. Racist transmisogynistic hellscape that will go out of their way to defend pedophilia. 

I don’t know why people are so shitty to each other it pisses me the fuck off man 

Anyways I miss a certain someone in my life very very much >.< I want to be held gahhhhhhhh 

I miss the feeling of being held 

I’m too tired to do my rwby rewatch it’s a good show but I’m just bleh I’m having nightmares about rwby now it’s so over

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Kanye West - Hold My Liquor

I don’t like Kanye as a person but damn his music from 2004-2016 was fire. Bitch I’m back out my coma

15 days until classes start.

tf is verity

August 3rd 2026

So like what the hell is Verity? I keep hearing about it.

Is it like a glaggleland thing…

Anyways uh

Idk

Man I miss rwby

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Electric Light Orchestra - Mr. Blue Sky

I hate the weezer cover

16 days until classes start

JUST CALL ME BIG PUSSY CAPICHE

August 2nd 2026

RIP Vincent Pastore aka Salvatore “Big Pussy” Bonpensiero. 

I haven’t seen The Sopranos, I need to add it to my list.

I’m so so so raaaaahh

Goodnight im so tired 

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Alabama 3 - Woke Up This Morning

Got some gabagool…

17 days

willy wonka willy willy wonka

August 1st 2026

Happy August, everypony!

I’m kinda excited for my classes to start back up, I guess.

I hope everyone is doing well, I’m trying my best. 

I don’t have much to say actually.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Gene Wilder - Pure Imagination

Man I need to rewatch this movie at some point

18 days until classes start.

I was almost happy.

July 31st 2026

hi

Can’t believe July is over already. 5/10 month idk things were weird recently. I’m just doomed to feel sad and awful about everything until I rot

Much Love!! 

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: sElf - Pattycake

I still fw them btw good band

19 days until classes start.

fuck brickleberry

July 30th 2026

Nora’s writing oc slop again? What is this, bullshit day?

Yawnnn… I’m not 100% sure on the current outline I have for part 1. I’m gonna rework some tings.

Goodnight

Song of the Day: Pink Floyd - Have a Cigar

I love the floyd

kill me

July 29th 2026

I wish I was smart… sigh *reads yuri*

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Steely Dan - Black Cow

Steely Dan September is fast approaching.

3 weeks until classes start.

Yang Birthday

July 28th 2026

I picked a good time to do my RWBY rewatch. Happy birthday Yang Xiao Long!!!

I love her she’s so damn pretty

I don’t think I’m gonna finish this I’m not that interested in volume 5

I also got a bunch of Inanimate Insanity to catch up on.

Damn…

Song of the Day: Casey Lee Williams - I Burn

One of my favorite songs in the whole series

22 days until classes start.

It's been a year now.

July 27th 2026

One year without Tom Lehrer… wtf man

Still can’t believe he’s gone he was so young too 97 

Song of the Day: Tom Lehrer - The Irish Ballad

Apparently people hate this song. That's messed up.

23 days until classes start.

I hate catchy choruses and I'm a hypocrite.

July 26th 2026

Been finishing the rwby rewatch but i probably wont season 5 is so boring

Wehh im sad i wqnt to be held

I’m useless

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Bo Burnham - Words Words Words

Genuinely insane wordplay 

24 days until classes start

I don't know, I'm sorry.

July 25th 2026

Still shaken up after everything, I love y’all.

Much Love!! 

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Pink Floyd - Pigs

pih haha charade you out

25 days until classes start.

Media Log 2026 - July 25th:

59. Dinosaur Jr. - Bug

Rest In Peace.

July 24th 2026

I really don’t know how to say this, I didn’t think I’d have to be saying something like this for a very long time. A friend of mine from high school died in a motorcycle accident yesterday morning. 

He and I weren’t super close but I’d still consider him a friend. He was always incredibly kind to me. I can’t believe he’s gone. He was only 20, same age as me. 

I’ve just been having a hard time processing all of this. Stay safe out there, everybody. You are loved. 

Much Love!! 

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Will Wood - White Noise

This came up in my shuffle today and I sobbed like a mfer

26 days until classes start

happy birthday bullets

July 23rd 2026

Ough I’m sleepy as hell I love my kitty cat I love my cat

I’m just listening to music and passing out every few hours

Also I just realized it’s the 24 year anniversary of MCR’s first album!! :O 

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: My Chemical Romance - Vampires Will Never Hurt You

This was gonna be song of the day in the first month of me doing this but I changed my mind, here it is finally after three and a half years! ^_^

27 days until classes start!

Driving Lesson Today

July 22nd 2026

Driving lesson today. Could’ve gone better but I think I did pretty good. I feel a little better now.

Next lesson is a month from today. Earliest I could get -w- fml but not really im just being dramatic

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Gary Numan - Cars

Fuuuuh this song was in the muppets movie

28 days until classes start

I'm so sick of _____.

July 21st 2026 

I got driving lessons tomorrow. I’m kinda going insane though. Not really it’s not that serious I’m just kinda sad about random things that don’t matter. I need to be held NOW!!!! 

Trying to find something that will give me more storage space for my laptop. I have a 512 gb microsd card but that won’t work with my laptop so I ordered an adapter. It’ll be here tomorrow yay yippee!!! ^_^

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Car Seat Headrest - Fill in the Blank

They butchered this album lol.

29 days until classes start.

"I do not know what to get you for your birthday..."

July 20th 2026

This album means so much to me personally, I don’t really know how to describe it and we’d be here all day if I tried so I’m not going to. Happy 20th birthday to my favorite Lemon Demon album and one of my favorite albums of all time in general.

Rocking Out In The Dinosaurchestra Forever!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Lemon Demon - Birthday (Alligators & Pretzel Makers)

Happy birthday, Goodsie. 

30 days until classes start.

Media Log 2026 - July 20th:

58. Lemon Demon - Dinosaurchestra 

2006 Album, Magnificent

Already explained how much I love this album up above.

ONE STEP CLOSER

July 19th 2026

My desk is set up ayayayaya it looks so good!!!!

I’m so happy with it I might show pictures later but I don’t feel like it right now I’m just so sleepy yawn honk shoo

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - No One Knows My Plan

Still my favorite album of theirs.

31 days until classes start.

Media Log 2026 - July 19:

57. They Might Be Giants - John Henry

ive got a match

July 18th 2026

tired. at least i got to go to the mall today that was fun.

idk i dont wanna talk about it. setting up the desk tmrw though !!!

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - I've Got A Match

One of their best it's so underrated.

32 days until classes start.

yawn

July 17th 2026

Dude I'm sleepy as hell.

Should be getting my desk set up this weekend though I'm so happy!!!!

Nora will be real soon!

I haven't really done much this Summer but sleep and write, I'm gonna spend this last month or so off playing video games once I get my laptop set up on my new desk ^_^ 

Song of the Day: Elliott Smith - Between the Bars

Thank u Mitch McConnell for reminding me about this song still fuck u tho.

33 days until classes start.

Happy 716.

July 16th 2026

Happy 7/16!!!

I'm not sure what I'm gonna do rn, but I did update my carrd ^_^

dvno.carrd.co

:3

Also I got signed back into Disney+ so I should be able to resume my RWBY binge watch :3 Volume 5 is just sooooo boring though. 

Much Love!!

Song of the Day: Oingo Boingo - What You See

IT'S THE 80s IDIOT!!! WHAT YOU SEE IS WHAT YOU GET!!!

34 days until classes start. 

REMNANT THEORY: Does Weiss Schnee Is Gay?

July 15th 2026

Hello internet and welcome to REMNANT THEORY!!! 

Today we’re going to be discussing. Does Weiss Schnee is Gay? 

Let’s find out.

Weiss Schnee, heir to the massive Schnee Dust Company, a multi-million dollar conglomerate, would have you think that she is absolutely heterosexual and does not swing the way of her fellow teammates. 

But also one has to wonder why exactly she found Ms. Rose so annoying, no?

Of course, a smart guy would say “She blew herself up in front of her anyone would be annoyed by her especially prissy Ms. Schnee.”

Shut the hell up!!!!

Clearly Weiss was having her gay awakening and was annoyed that Ruby was making her question her sexuality like this.

Yuri for life goodnight 

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow

Song of the Day: Butthole Surfers - Jingle of a Dog’s Collar

I need to listen to this album holy shit

35 days until classes start.

i frew up

July 14th 2026

i frew up in my dad’s car right before pulling into the driveway i thought i was gonna make it home before puking i was so close too but i didn’t.

slept all day because i just felt horrible.

Song of the Day: David Bowie - Starman

nice song love david bowie.

36 days until classes start.

It'll Be Fine.

July 13th 2026

2020 days since December 31st 2020. 

2020 was a very important year for me. As I imagine, everyone’s lives were significantly altered that year. 

2020 was the year I realized I was transgender at the age of 14 years old. Now? I’m 20! I haven’t made much progress in my transition. I’m not on estrogen yet, I’m not even openly out to many people I know irl. 

However, we all have our own paths. I’m gonna be okay. :) 

ALSO MY GOODSIE PLUSH ARRIVED!!! I love Goodsie the Dinosaur from Lemon Demon!!! In fact it’s a week before the 20 year anniversary of the Dinosaurchestra album.

Like I said, I’m a little discouraged by the fact that I’m older than Neil was when he released that album. But also like I said, we all have our own paths. 

Neil’s been a big inspiration on my creative process since I was the same age he was when he really struck gold, but nothing I’ve come up with has been anywhere near as interesting or famous as his work. I’m sure I’ll get there though. :)

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Lemon Demon - Fine

One of my favorites from him. Always has been even before it got big. Reminded me of my crush when I was 13. Seven years later I’m still too nervous to reach out to her about the prospect of potentially being friends again. Time is a flat circle? Everything’s gonna be fine.

37 days until classes start.

Down To Fish

July 12th 2026

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS. FLAYN!!! I haven’t been playing Three Houses recently but she’s one of my favorite characters.

The Twitter Account Emblem Crave put it best. “It’s a shame she lives in a universe without cartoons and cereal, as she seems exactly the type to want to spend her birthday watching cartoons and eating cereal.”

and as I replied. “She’ll never know what 67 is. 😔”

It’s sad, truly. She’ll never know what 67 is. Or cartoons and cereal for that matter.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: SuperMega - DTF

How I felt during Flayn’s fishing tournament thing.

38 (GERALD FORD REFERENCE) days 

Nora vtuber arc??

July 11th 2026

I don’t feel like sharing but I got some cute pics of my customcast model. I’m tempted to become an actual vtuber. 

I guess once I get my setup fully… well, set up I might actually try it. Who knows? I’m excited!

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Men Without Hats - The Safety Dance

Been really into 80s music rn teehee.

39 days until classes start.

ugh

July 10th 2026

ex-friend of mine’s recent behavior is extremely infuriating to me. I’m getting so close to blocking her she just keeps showing herself to be a worse and worse person. I don’t even know why I haven’t done it yet. 

Today’s my 4 year RFCKiversary though. I haven’t been active in the server in some time but it was very important to developing my internet persona. Specifically the rowdy part of rowdyflowergirl comes from there. Cool.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Kenny Loggins - Footloose

I love 80s music, Never seen the movie though.

40 days until classes start.

thoughts of an old friend

July 9th 2026

Last day of Steam Sale. Here’s what I bought.

Digimon World: Next Order

Capcom Fighting Collection

RWBY Grimm Eclipse

Don’t Starve Together

Rain World

The Binding of Isaac Rebirth Complete Edition

Anyways, I posted a confession in my friend’s discord server about how I keep having dreams about my former crush/friend and it makes me feel a weird feeling of guilt and yearning.

A friend of mine suggested I “go to her” and that life is too short to be afraid. I guess that’s true. I’m thinking about it. Yawwwn…

Anyways I think my brain was rewired today by another silly little discord interaction in that same server. Unrelated interaction btw. A lil too much to go into detail but it was funny. 

Actually lemme post what I said specifically.

“The yearning is going to kill me. Not like that I’m just thinking about someone who I used to have a crush on for years and I don’t think it ever went away but she probably doesn’t remember I exist like what do I even do? I keep seeing her in dreams and stuff it’s like I don’t want to make this weird but I wish I could be friends with her again at the very least. bluhh.”

After my friend’s response I followed up:

“I think I will do just that. I need to like think about what I’m going to say but I don’t know, I want to be friends again at least. I’m not even sure why but I’ve always really liked her despite trying to convince myself I couldn’t stand her for years. I’ll try to reach out before this month is over. I’m extremely nervous though like my heart is beating really fast and my hands are shaking thinking about it.”

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Bonnie Tyler - If You Were A Woman (And I Was A Man)

I was devastated to hear of her passing. I haven’t heard many of her songs but the ones I have are incredibly important to me personally. 

41 days until classes start.

YAHOO!!!

July 8th 2026

My room feels a lot bigger now. 

I've been sleeping a lot. It's also been really cold in my room. Colder than usual.  >.<

I guess I don’t mind too much. I prefer the cold. Usually.

Got my new shelf put up now I gotta pick out a desk! ^w^

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: MGMT - Me and Michael

Michael the cat from Touhou and Deltarune

42 days until classes start

Bright Future

July 7th 2026

The world is starting to feel brighter already.

I got my new shelf put up and my old desk out of here and I’ve made a lot of progress on cleaning my room. It’s getting a lot better. I probably won’t be done with everything until Summer is reaching its end but I’m still feeling good about everything. ^_^ I’m happy.

I feel like I’m actually making progress and my life is going to end up being better by the end of the year! :3

Goodnight.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Wesley Willis - I Wupped Batman’s Ass

Lyrical masterpiece really

43 days until classes start.

cold

July 6th 2026

Sleepy

It’s cold here I need someone to hold me in their arms.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: That Handsome Devil - Elephant Bones

Address Me. 

Tomorrow

Shoutout to Neil

July 5th 2026

I’m like if Neil Cicierega was a 20 year old girl.

I can’t believe I’m older than he was when he released Dinosaurchestra.

I haven’t done shit.

Damn.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Fall Out Boy - Uma Thurman 

I guess they’re okay.

Bleh

The Big 250.

July 4th 2026

As I get older I really just resent 4th of July more and more. I’m just not a big fan of celebrating 250 years of the world’s most genocidal imperialist regime that’s not only been protecting the world’s most disgusting monsters for decades but allowing them to take positions of power. Also I fucking despise fireworks I think they’re Satan’s worst invention.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Creedence Clearwater Revival - Fortunate Son

I love all the anti-USA songs that dumbasses like to use as pro-USA songs. Lol

mreow

WE CAN PLANT A HOUSE WE CAN BUILD A TREE

July 3rd 2026

I’m tired I hate everything bleh!

Green Yuri is getting an anime though!!! The opening song of which is Nirvana’s Breed!!!

Song of the Day: Nirvana - Breed

Kurt Cobain would love the fact that 30 years later his song is being used for yuri anime.

teehee

July 2nd 2026

Just gonna start believing shit that obviously isn’t true if it’s funny enough. Like yeah sure whatever Penelope Scott sued The Beatles for 2 million and won.

Like John F. Kennedy said, “I choose to believe this shit. Not because it’s true but because it’s funny.” 

I am almost certain that John F. Kennedy said that.

Song of the Day: Penelope Scott - Feel Better

Yeah I admit it she has a couple songs I like

I actually just don’t know what to count down to

Happy ArtFight Month!

July 1st 2026

It’s artfight month officially. I’ve never done artfight and I don’t plan on it this year because I’m not confident enough in my artistic abilities…

Looks very fun though I hope everyone else has fun with it!

So yeah, it might be a good time for me to learn art this month. I give up too easily. I can't keep letting that deter me. I need to be strong.

Failure creates the path to success.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Carly Rae Jepsen - Call Me Maybe

It’s a great song I don’t care

Deltarune last week

Guilt eats away at me

June 30th 2026

I’ve been kinda sleepy. I slept all day. Haven’t had any nightmares but I do feel guilty despite it all because my dreams have been reminding me of a certain someone who I miss a lot. I should try to reconnect with her but I wouldn’t even know what to say. On top of that I’d have to tell her I’m trans and… sigh.

Much Love!! <3

Nora Meadow

Song of the Day: Will Wood - Dr. Sunshine is Dead

First song of his I ever heard. He’s got so many better ones but this isn’t bad at all. It’s probably only in my top 15 though sorry.

Deltarune 6 yesterdays ago

klipy is bullshit

June 29th 2026

discord’s new gif search is actually infuriating me

I dont’t have anything else to say but damn my back is killing me i feel like a car seat headrest album

what

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Violent Femmes - Blister in the Sun

One of the songs ever made tbh

Deltarune 5 yesterdays ago

Guilt is the Nora Killer

June 28th 2026

Mannnn idk what I’m doing -_-

Guilt is a strange feeling. I’m sad this month is almost over also I’m really sleepy I just wish I could build up the courage to do everything I want to do

Fear is the mind killer or whatever. 

Do any of y’all fw the aquabats

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: The Aquabats - Cat With Two Heads

Cat With Two Heads was my nickname as a kid. No it wasn’t but I wished it was. 

Deltarune 4 yesterdays ago

tiktok whatever

June 27th 2026

I like TikTok I guess, I don’t know what I’m doing.

I don’t know anything, be quiet. 

I really want to reconnect with a certain old friend but I don’t know what I’m doing.

Happy Saturday.

Happy Caturday!

Goodnight.

Much Love!! 

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Billy Joel - The Longest Time

I’ll never understand the hate for Billy Joel his music is great. 

Deltarune 3 yesterdays ago.

Daft Punk Movie Made Me Cry

June 26th 2026

Just watched Interstella 5555 again after four years. Cried. Went to Chili's for dinner. They played Harder Better Faster Stronger for some reason. Cried again. 

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Daft Punk - Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger [2]

Fucked up that Stella's fabricated backstory said she's from Memphis. Girl I'm so sorry.

Deltarune 2 yesterdays ago

Media Log 2026 - June 26th:

56. Interstella 5555 (2003)  [10/10]