Smack My Beach Up

June 22nd 2026

They’re already talking about Jax Digital Circus unleashing a new wave of transgender bunnygirls like the transgender catgirls and puppygirls waves. I’ve been a bunnygirl since 2020, maybe even 2019 if you wanna get really crazy with it. I’m ready for this. I was born ready for this

Song of the Day: The Prodigy - Smack My Bitch Up

crab song 🦀

Deltarune Tomorrow Tomorrow

Final Thoughts

June 20th 2026

Overall I personally really enjoyed The Amazing Digital Circus and I would give the show as a whole either a high 8/10 or a low 9/10.

My biggest issue personally is the pacing and I do very much respect Goose's vision for the show and only wanting to do 9 episodes (I read somewhere she actually only wanted to do 8 at first) and I don't think she's a bad writer by any means but I think if there were a couple more episodes in between 5 and 6 a lot of the issues with the writing might've been fixed but that's just how I see it. 

After watching the finale for myself my takeaway is that Jax is a cautionary tale more than anything. She pushed away people who genuinely cared about her and treated everyone around her horribly out of fear and her own insecurities and refusal to accept herself. This doesn't excuse or justify her actions though, quite the opposite I would say. 

but idk that's just how I see it.

Much Love!! 

Nora Meadow

Song of the Day: "Weird Al" Yankovic - Dare to be Stupid

Weird Al my goat 

4 days until deltarune

Remember

June 19th 2026

So it’s playing the intro like episode 1 again

Just without Caine.

Aww :(

The song sounds weird with Pomni.

and we’re back to the greyness.

Brain scans.

So they’re not even humans in a simulation, they're just brain scans.

I was hoping that wouldn’t be the case but deep down I didn’t know how else the show could possibly end

Don’t know why Jax is being such an asshole to Ragatha now though

Me too Ragatha

THEY'RE HOLDING HANDS AWWWW

I had a lot of this spoiled for me but y’know I’m still gonna try to act like I don’t know

Pomni’s tryna use the force lmao

I love Pomni and Kinger’s dynamic.

So they’re just trapped in there forever… damn. 

Realizing you’re a brain scan has to be some terrifying shit.

What happened in Jax’s life outside of the circus. That I genuinely don’t know and haven’t been spoiled on yet.

Is that who I think it is.

Yep.

Underwhelming as hell if it is.

Yeah I thought so

The snowy summit

“Her” is Ribbit right

So that’s why Jax is like that.

As much of an asshole as Jax is that’s just depressing 

Awww

AWWWW THEY HUGGED

YAY!!!!

THIS IS SO SWEET

JESTERDOLL PEAK

YURI WIN

SHES GONNA SHOOT JAX?

Oh.

That’s genius.

Oh SHE HUGGED THE ABSTRACTION

THIS IS COOL WHAT

I WASNT EXPECTING THIS

Green Jax 

OH IS THIS LIKE JAX’S MEMORIES NOW

Oh not memories but thoughts ok 

Maybe the Green Jax door wasn’t the best choice

Let’s see this one

Oh now Zooble died.

MAID JAX

SO DAMN PRETTY

WHAT WAS THAT

WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING JAX

Awkwaaaaaard 

So Gangle dies in this one

Looney Tunes ass

Chainsaw arms 

This is great 

Jax is like Bugs Bunny but more of an asshole I love it

Maid Jax again

“No Girls Allowed” but…

Ironically? Dave Strider reference

MAID JAX CALLED THE OTHER ONE A FAG?!

Reality’s Gay!

That door looks like the real Jax

Is it that one

Looks like we’re finally gonna learn the truth

OK REAL LIFE SHOT

Did something happen

So Kaufmo and Ribbit were definitely already there

I mean we kinda knew that Jax entered before Gangle and Zooble but we didn’t know where Ribbit and Kaufmo fit into that

RIBBIT VOICE REVEAL

KAUFMO VOICE REVEAL

THEYRE SO CUTE TOGETHER

“Have you ever done something you regret” ohhh we’re about to see something

Ohhhhhh damn

That’s sweet

OHHHH JAX WAS HOMELESS that explains a lot

These two are everything to me already

Does everyone in this damn circus have shitty parents

Ohhh I get that feeling 

THIS HITS WAY TOO CLOSE TO HOME

Shit man

So what did Jax tell her?

Just kidding it’s obvious

Jax is a girl right

Transfem Jax realllll

Awww? Should I say aww?

I shouldn’t say aww I guess

Oh shit

Oh fuck

That’s scary

That’s why she’s homeless

That’s a terrifying feeling to have

THEY'RE HOLDING HANDS YAY

Ribbit’s so sweet

I love them 

PEAK YURI PEAK YURI

AWWWWWWWWW THE AWWWWWWW

AWWWWWWWW

“Your secret’s safe with me” 

So like Jax is definitely a girl

God I’m relating so hard to JAX of all characters there’s genuinely no way

RIBBIT SHE’S SO

OHHH SO NOW JAX IS JUST PRETENDING LIKE SHE MADE IT UP 

OHHH THATS WHY SHE ENDED UP THIS WAY

I know this feeling but instead of being an asshole to people to avoid getting close and opening up to them I just don’t talk to them at all or act like a scared puppy around them

It’s a habit that I hate having but it’s something I’ve just kinda lived with

uhm. Yeah. I’m also a trans girl too so

OH SO AFTER THAT SHE GOT TOO SCARED TO BE CLOSE TO HER AGAIN

That’s another thing I relate hard to

shit this is too real

It’s paranoia isn’t it

God I feel this so hard :(

The thing is I know Jax doesn’t sincerely feel that way and she too wants to be friends with Ribbit again as well she’s just scared

Like it doesn’t excuse her being an asshole yeah but 

I think that’s what it’s about

I wish they could be close again

Oh is she gonna abstract now

Oh shit

Yep :(

So Ribbit abstracted before Gangle got here

Speak of the devil! Helloooo Gangle my love!!!

Oh :(

That’s when Kaufmo abstracted

So Jax is like technically alive just like in this limbo coma state

So it’s like an afterlife 

I see

What happened to her mom

Pomni’s gonna hug her isn’t she 

AWWWWWWWWWWWW

THEY HUGGED AWWW

This is so sweet

Awwww

WHAT THE HELL??

Stevie Wonder cover

So I definitely think the song choice is a little odd given the fact that it was written for his newborn daughter but I get what they were going for here.

Is Pomni gonna abstract too?

Awww

AWWWWW

AWWWW THEY'RE MAKING A CASTLE FOR HER

How sweet

There’s Gangle

SHE’S CRYING OVER JAX?!

Oh we’ve never seen Gangle’s room before

I love that

AWWWWWWW

These two are everything to me as well

PEAK YURI

Is Pomni just stuck like that forever

CAINE??

He’s stuck in the void

BUBBLE’S THERE TOO

IS BUBBLE DEAD?

Recycle Bin…

He’s not fully deleted yet

It’s like the Inanimate Insanity ending

Guess that’s not how it’s gonna go but

COME ON CAINE GET OUTTA THERE

Neural Scans ok so yep that confirms it

So Scratch had like a brain tumor and he knew he was gonna die so he decided to do that as a way of living on after death

Makes me wonder how many of the others also had some kind of terminal illness or something

Welcome back Caine

OBSOLETE SCANS

ARE THOSE LIKE THE ABSTRACTED?

I mean it isn’t reversible so

Mike Dobby. That’s Scratch I’m guessing?

CAN HE BRING THEM BACK OR IS THIS HIS MEMORIES

The latter bruh wtf am I talking about

AH SHIT WE GOT MORE

Lemme think

Abigail - Ragatha maybe? I would've guessed right in my tweet from April if that's the case

Suzie - Probably Gangle

Zoey - Maybe Zooble

Leeroy - Jax (bro named Leeroy)

Grant - Kinger

Riley - Pomni

I guess we’ll find out

MISSOURI?

A lot of flashing stuff I didn’t catch hang on

QUEENIE’S NAME IS ANNE

OK SO SUZIE IS RAGATHA

ZOEY IS GANGLE 

RILEY IS ZOOBLE

ABIGAIL IS POMNI

Is that the lesser of the two

Is that Bubble?

Aww :(

Welcome back, Caine.

AWWWWWWW

BRO IM FUCKIN CRYING

YAYYYYYYY

THATS SO SWEET

THATS WHY CAINES THE GOATTTTT

THE GOATTTTT

HE'S SHOWING THEM THEIR LIVES ON THE OUTSIDE

Pomni’s still an accountant damn :( but she’s living out her urban explorer dream

Ragatha left and cut her mom off

AWWWWWWWWW

Gangle!!!!

So what happened to Zoey?

YAYYYYY

SO CUTE 

Riley opened their own bar!!!! I love that

Grant Best. WAIT ANNE WAS HIS DAUGHTER

I see OHHH DESTINY WAS HIS WIFE’S NAME

AWWWWWWWW

So what about Jax

Leeroy…

YAYYYYY GOOD FOR HER

OHHHH SHIT

THIS IS SO SWEET

Ohhhh thats great

Since they can’t leave they might as well enjoy it 

Awww

Pomni is a Russian word that means remember. 

I’m a little curious about the other abstracted C&A employees

ARE WE GONNA LEARN ABOUT RIBBIT AND KAUFMO TOO

I’d love to know more about them as well

AWWWWWWWWWWWW AAWWWWWWWWWWWW 

Hi Pomni

WAIT DID SOMEONE NEW ENTER?

Guess we’ll never know

I don’t usually watch the credits but I was told I should this time

KAUFMO WAS VOICED BY ARIN HANSON

DID THEY KILL THE FISH

The sweaters are so cute awww

Santa Kinger!!!

Dammit I liked that ending a lot

ARE GANGLE AND ZOOBLE FUCKIN

BRO 

ok so

Ohhh they're all at a bus stop

Interesting

Y’know what screw it 8/10

Song of the Day: Stevie Wonder - Isn't She Lovely

is jax transgender? hell yeah.

5 days until Deltarune Chapter 5

Media Log 2026 - June 19th:

55. The Amazing Digital Circus: The Last Act (2026)

8/10

tadc ranking before finale

June 18th 2026

Digital Circus tomorrow

Here’s a character ranking before the finale I guess

1. Gangle - My love!!! I just want to give her the biggest hug ever!!!
2. Ragatha - My other love!!!! She’s just the absolute sweetest and it makes me cry a lil
3. Pomni - I relate to her a bit too much
4. Kinger - He’s great but can be a little much sometimes
5. Queenie - We don’t know much about her but she’s an entomologist and I think that’s awesome!
6. Evil Pomni - Maybe I’m putting her up a little too high here but I think she’s really funny. 
7. Jax - He’s kinda the worst but I personally do find him very compelling and interesting.
8. Gummigoo - Australian so that’s bonus points but not much aside from that
9. Zooble - Would’ve liked to see more of them they’re another great character
10. Caine - He can be pretty funny but I wouldn't say I find him as interesting as the others.
11. Bubble - Kinda hated them at first but they grew on me
12. Ribbit - Very interested to see more of her character tomorrow
13. Evil Jax - I really like that Evil Jax is just a sweeter version of Jax instead of a more evil version. I want to give him a hug.
14. Evil Ragatha - She’s so funny I love the Evil Big Tops.
15. Coach Dictatorer - He’s funny too but not as much as the others
16. Scratch - We don’t know enough about him but I think he’s interesting too
17. Kaufmo - would love to learn more about him
18. Princess Loo - She’s also Australian so maybe bonus points but something about her feels off to me
19. Abel - whatever
20. Disappearing Guy - I think the joke with him is kinda fu-
21. Ming - was funny the first time then they did the joke again and i didnt laugh 
22. Bazooble - kinda annoying sorry
23. Moon - Also don’t really care for
24. Sun - Don’t like her sorry
25. The Fudge - yuck
26. Orbsman - FUCK YOU
27. Evil Orbsman - FUCK YOU TOO

That’s gonna be all from me ^_^

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow

Song of the Day: Fall Out Boy - Sugar We’re Goin Down

I kinda like fob but I always confuse them with patd who I don’t really like

Digital Circus tomorrow

We Carry the Flame

June 16th 2026 

I need to start playing Deadlock, it looks really cool and there’s some characters I think are really interesting. I’m a big fan of Holliday. She's kinda me-coded if u really think about it. Hehe idk. I like Silver too. Paige and Mina as well. Y’know how I am. Nerrrrddddd.

I don’t know, I just got tired of Overwatch at some point. Speaking of newer hero shooters I need to get more into Marvel Rivals. I’ve always had fun with it when I played. I’m struggling to find a character whose playstyle I really vibe with though. I like Peni Parker and Squirrel Girl as characters but idk how I feel about their playstyles. I’m gonna keep trying though. 

I’m excited for digital circus finale to release on youtube. I was planning on seeing it in theaters but I was like nahhh I didn’t feel like it. I heard it’s really sad and I’m probably going to cry even though I had some of the big things spoiled for me. I’m honestly excited.

I saw a promo someone made for their indie pilot called Chimptopia and it looks so ass. It disses Gameoverse which by the way I still haven't seen yet but I think advertising your project by putting another one down is so lame and boring. The ad also is a one to one parody of Screwy Squirrel and yet it was criticizing Gameoverse for referencing video games and shit. Just so lame and hypocritical I don’t like it

Saw an image of Charlie Kirk waterbending milk out of his massive tits. Not necessarily against the concept but I think people need to understand that Charlie Kirk would be a firebender. Since he carries the flame. “I thought we carry the flame” you might be saying. And yes, that’s true. However, since we are Charlie Kirk, and we carry the flame, that means Charlie Kirk carries the flame. He’d also probably be a firebender because he seemed like a big fan of imperialism.

I need to rewatch Avatar: The Last Airbender, actually.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow

Song of the Day: The Garden - California Here We Go

I love The Garden sm bro

Deltarune in 8 days!

tadc fans understand subtext challenge

June 14th 2026

Bored as hell and I cant stand the tadc fandom honestly

Goodnight

Song of the Day: Blue Suede - Hooked on a Feeling

Stuck in my head past few days for some reason 

Deltarune in 10 days

the amazing digital fortnite

June 11th 2026

digital circus fortnite

awesome

goodnight

much love

the nora

Song of the Day: The Beatles - While My Guitar Gently Weeps

Harrisongem > Lennonslop

Deltarune in 13 days

Random thoughts

June 10th 2026

Here’s some random ramblings of mine from today. None of them are really connected, but I figured I’d share them on here anyway

Just finished chapter 1 of deltarune for the first time since I was like 13-14 or so. Don’t remember how long ago it’s been just that i wasn’t a girl yet. Anyways Chapter 1 I give a 10/10 I feel the same about it as I did all those years ago shit’s peak thank u Tobias Foxwell you beautiful bastard I love Lancer Deltarune. I also discovered some things that I hadnt known about on my last playthrough like how you can encounter Asgore and give Toriel flowers from him. I’m sure this was common knowledge but back when I played I was really bad about not exploring enough in video games which I’m trying to get better about. Ok enough rambling chapter 1 was awesome. Hell yeah. I intend to finish chapters 1-4 before 5 releases :3

I still think it’s really funny how more than a third of the Fire Emblem series is exclusive to Japan. Even when Mystery of the Emblem got remade it wasn’t released outside of Japan. If I can find decent translations of the first six games + 12 I might play them. I’m busy with Three Houses right now. I got into the series with Awakening initially but I didn’t get far into it. I barely got into Three Houses but I got more into it than I did Awakening. I think Three Houses is a good starting point though. I plan to finish that one first. I’ve also played a little bit of Blazing Blade, Path of Radiance, and Fates. Three Houses is my favorite so far but it’s the only one I’ve really spent a lot of time with. 

yknow uh when it comes to tadc I think the biggest discourse I’ve seen since the first episode came out is whether or not it’s for kids and imo it’s definitely not intended as such but it’s gonna have a large audience of kids whether you like it or not 

Also I don’t think like really young ass kids should be watching it but I think it would be fine for like 10 year olds at the youngest maybe idk that might just be me tho but I was into salad fingers and dhmis when I was 10 so maybe thats just my bias speaking

While cleaning out my desk I found figures for this old game called Starlink: Battle For Atlas. It was a toys to life game released very late in the fad’s life so I’m pretty sure it flopped or some shit. I only bought it back in the day because it was the closest thing the Switch had to a Star Fox game at the time. I played it a lil bit and didn’t like it very much. Now 7 years later there's a new Star Fox game coming to Switch 2 and I don’t really have any interest in the series anymore.

I found my old capture card I bought so that I could stream games and shit. I never did it but it's cool that I found it. I’d like to start streaming someday. Nora vtuber arc will be real

When i was 9 i had a kirby oc that was named steve and he was just a blue kirby

Song of the Day: Eurobeat Brony - Discord

I prefer this to the remix ngl

Deltarune in a fortnight, Digital Circus in Fortnite. 

Media Log 2026 - June 10th:

54. Deltarune Chapter 1

2018 Video Game, Rating: Magnificent

BACK ON IT

June 5th 2026

I started driving lessons again!!! I think I did fairly decent, there's a couple things I definitely needed to work on though. I'm so happy to finally be behind the wheel of a car again, I hope I can finally get my license this summer because my life without it has been rough. 

Also my OC Trixie has been added to the Tomodachi island!

Song of the Day: Jeff Williams, Casey Lee Williams - Boop

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NORA VALKYRIE I NAMED MYSELF AFTER HER KINDA

14 days until tadc finale drops on youtube!

It's over!

June 4th 2026

The Amazing Digital Circus finale has released in theaters. I’m probably gonna wait a week to watch it, to be honest. 

Added three more characters to my tomodachi island

Roxy, my catgirl mage OC who’s a massive closeted nerd.

Himera, my half-demon half-human but also aspiring vampire OC with a thirst for blood and vengeance. 

aaaaand finally Penny Crygor from WarioWare. 

Ok goodniiiight everyone!

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Gooseworx - Digital Days

I can't believe it’s over man. I think the pacing of the whole show was a bit ehh but that's just a personal nitpick. Excited to see how it ends though

Driving Lessons tomorrow

New miis on the island

June 3rd 2026

We got

1. Charlie, an OC who wants to invent things to solve his friends' problems but struggles to do so.
2. Jade Harley from Homestuck
3. Hazel, My flower princess OC 
4. Twilight Sparkle from My Little Pony
5. Ashley from WarioWare (You might've heard her theme song on reels or tiktok)
6. Amy Rose from Sonic the Hedgehog
7. Amelia, a brilliant child prodigy who wants answers about certain things [OC]
8. Grim. [OC]
9. Viktor, the final mii of today, based on an OC who had a rough past he tries to make up for by learning to defend himself and others

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Ween - Homo Rainbow

Happy pride month!! ^_^ 

Digital Circus tomorrow

My island so far.

June 2nd 2026

I have four miis on my lil island so far:

1. My Sona!
2. My Fortune Teller Ocean Princess OC
3. My French Elf Lady OC 
4. My Pre-Transition Sona I'm too attached to get rid of

uhmmm yeah...

Here's my mii for reference. I might send the others later :3

I'm very happy with how she turned out, I think she's adorable!

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: My Chemical Romance - Teenagers

Now that I'm officially no longer a teenager, I can finally say that teenagers scare the living shit out of me!!

2 days until digital circus finale

Officially in my 20s.

June 1st 2026

It's my birthday! I'm officially in my RAWRING 20s!

I woke up to the shelf in my room collapsing which wasn't great, I'm getting new shelves for my birthday anyway. And a new desk, which means I need to clean out the old one and get rid of a bunch of the old shit I had in there. My room will feel and look nicer once that's taken care of

As for the other stuff I got for my birthday!!

Final Fantasy 1-6 Collection

Tomodachi Life Living the Dream

as well as Warrior Cats and Wings of Fire graphic novels. I didn't even know the graphic novels existed and I think it's really cool I loved Warrior Cats as a kid I only ever read up to the fifth book of the original series though.

Much Love!! Here's to Two Decades!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Pink Floyd - Comfortably Numb

I still need to listen to the whole album but omg this song is incredible

3 days until TADC finale