CELTICS WON! (June 17th 2024)

Dear Diary,

THE CELTICS, THE GREATEST TEAM IN AMERICA WON THE FUCKING FINALS BITCHESSS FIRST TIME SINCE 2008. AND THEY HAVE THE MOST CHAMPIONSHIPS FUCK THE LAKERS LMFAOOOO GET FUUUUUCKED WOOOOOOOOOO BOSTON FOR LIFE BABY CELTICS RED SOX BRUINS AND PATRIOTS TOO I GUESS EVEN THOUGH THEY'RE NEW ENGLAND BUT BOSTON IS THE CAPITAL OF NEW ENGLAND FUCK YES IM CUMMING ABSOLUTE BUCKETS OF BLOOD AND SWEAT AND TEARS, TEARS OF JOY OF COURSE BECAUSE THE CELTICS ARE THE GREATEST BASKETBALL TEAM IN THE HISTORY OF THE UNIVERSE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JAYSON TATUM L MAVS L LUKA DONCIC

oh yea also we still dont know whats wrong with me, finding that out July 22nd I think? earliest they can get me in. 

Song of the Day: Sufjan Stevens - Shit Talk 🦠

We had Sweet Talk, now time for Shit Talk

65 days until my first day of college

MEDIA LOG - JUNE 17:

252. Sufjan Stevens - Javelin 💽

253. Ghorwane - Majurugenta 💽

AGHHHH (June 16th 2024)

 Dear Diary,

The pain is neverending. Tomorrow I will figure out what the hell is wrong with my body. But today I am in so much pain. Sleep is the only thing keeping me from feeling like complete death. 

It might just be a cavity, although I doubt it because I’ve been trying to take good care of my teeth, but it happens sometimes. I’m afraid that it’s something worse though. Maybe it’s neither.

Song of the Day: Britney Spears - Radar ⚡️

How have I never heard a Britney Spears song until today? Greatest artist of our generation. (I’ve heard Toxic and that’s it…)

66 days until my first day of college ^_^

MEDIA LOG - JUNE 16TH:

248. Britney Spears - Blackout 💽

249. Mavis Rivers - Take a Number 💽

250. Grandaddy - The Sophtware Slump 💽

251. Jamiroquai - Travelling Without Moving 💽

Hazel the Drunken Sailor (June 15th 2024)

Dear Diary,

Hazel met Roxy one night, late into the Jestoric Bloom. It was before Hazel called herself by that name. 1996, she was 10 and Roxy was 11. Enamored by the blood mage’s trickery, Hazel wanted in on the pact. The heir to the Floronic throne was a bit of a rebel herself. She would later join the Daughters of the Solstice, however. Perhaps it was because of the events that she endured in Aquaria. Nobody may truly know. One thing’s for sure, the life of crime proved to be disastrous for the two girls, the bloodlust of their enemies would follow them for decades.

(Image was conceived October 25th 2023)

Song of the Day: The Longest Johns - Drunken Sailor 🌊

Favorite version of the song!

67 days until my first day of college!

MEDIA LOG - JUNE 15TH:

247. Lonesome Wyatt and the Holy Spooks - Grim Weepers 💽

More of this shit (June 14th 2024)

Dear Diary,

The dreams are only getting weirder. Sigh. Bucculenta tomorrow, queen? I shld delete twitter. Toxic cesspool of an app despite the sweet people I’ve talked to on there. I have a dentist appointment on the 17th, maybe they’ll figure out what the hell is wrong with me!!!! >_<

Song of the Day: Low - Medicine Magazine 💊

Interesting album, I don’t listen to this type of music much.

68 days until ya girl starts college! ^_^

MEDIA LOG - JUNE 14TH:

245. Gordon Koang - Unity 💽

246. Low - Things We Lost in the Fire 💽

Kingdom Hearts on Steam (June 13th 2024)

Dear Diary,

KINGDOM HEARTS IS ON STEAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM FUCK EPIC GAMES STORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The bundle is 68 dollars... idk if I'm gonna buy it or not, I was really excited for it, but I think imma wait a bit. :3

I TALKED TO MY FAVORITE SILLY GIRL AGAIN TODAYYYYYYYYY I missed her so much y'all 🥺 she's so sweet and i told her i loved her and i wanted to kiss her and yeah yeah yeah yeah yaeha i'll probably see her again late july we may not get to have a fun summer togetehr like i was hoping but it's cool!!!! I go back to school on August 21st, that might be my next countdown actually idk ????? 

I had a dream about college actually, that was silly cute silly meow I'm excited tbh... 

Song of the Day: Toy-Box - The Sailor Song 🌊

this is what happens when

MEDIA LOG - JUNE 13TH: 

243. RXKNephew - Crack Therapy 3

244. Toy-Box - Fantastic

Weird Dreams (June 12th 2024)

Dear Diary,

First thing’s first. Here’s a visual tier list of yesterday’s Termina contestant ranking.

I like just about every character in Fear and Hunger 2, except for Caligura. He’s… yeah. 

I first encountered him playing as Abella. If you know you know.

I got a haircut today!!!! I’m pretty happy with it, but I’m sleepy I just fell right asleep after going home.

I’ve been having weird dreams about this girl I thought I liked. Not like weird weird just confusing. More silly than anything. I think I’ve said this already but I have a “friend crush” on her if that makes sense.

My laptop was supposed to be fixed but they didn’t fuckin fix it lmfao it’s still broken. 

Kingdom Hearts tomorrow

Song of the Day: Charli XCX - Apple 🪵

Yeah no I totally get it. I don’t usually agree with Fantano, but he’s right about most of his 10s I feel.

Kingdom Hearts tomorrow.

MEDIA LOG - JUNE 12TH:

241. LCD Soundsystem - This Is Happening 💽

242. Charli XCX - Brat 💽

someone asked for termina contestant ranking (June 11th 2024)

Dear Diary,

someone asked for the termina ranking

 1. Samarie (She's so cute!)

 2. Olivia (She's so cute!)

 3. Abella (She's so cute!)

 4. Marina (She's so me!)

 5. Levi (He's so silly!)

 6. O'saa (He's so cool!)

 7. Pav (Strange bisexual man on adderall!)

 8. Henryk (Leon Kennedy!)

 9. Karin (Leah Kennedy!)

 10. Marcoh (He's pretty cool, and damn near broken in game!)

 11. Tanaka (STOP FUCKING DYING! youre cool tho!)

 12. August (He seems chill!)

 13. Daan (He seems chill!)

 14. Caligura (obviously. hate this motherfucker!) 

Song of the Day: Elliott Smith - Ballad of Big Nothing 💊

Either/Or is one of the greatest albums of all time, holy shit. 

KINGDOM HEARTS IN  2 . DAYS

MEDIA LOG - JUNE 11TH:

239. King Gizzard - Infest the Rat's Nest 💽

240. Portishead - Portishead 💽

ths is so (June 10th 2024)

I miss her I'm gonna get to see her again soon hopefully yayayayayay

I'm boreeddddddd

XIV seems interesting, there's bunnygirls.... Viera.... ya !!!! mreow how is it already the 10th?!?!?!

Matt Mahaffey is so cool

Song of the Day: Self - So Low 🔥

i feel so silly sable

3 days until kingdom hearts 

MEDIA LOG - JUNE 10TH: 

238. The Doors - Strange Days 💽

waaah pain (June 9th 2024)

 ihurt so damn much my fuckign aaahhhh

Song of the Day: Ntirenganya, Ntakirutimana, Nzayisenga, Rwanamiza - Ikondera Tune (Bamboo Horns) ☘️

RWANDA IS BACK!!!!!

4 days until the 

MEDIA LOG - JUNE 9TH:

234. My Chemical Romance - Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge 💽

235. Ntirenganya, Ntakirutimana, Nzayisenga, Rwanamiza - Intwatwa. Kigali: Songs From Rwanda 💽

236. Le Tigre - Le Tigre 💽

237.  Lemon Demon - Live (Only Not) 💽

fungerpilled (June 8th 2024)

Dear Diary, 

this girl is fungerpilled now 

I love fear and hunger!!!! and monster prom. I'm playing the 2nd fear and hunger. Samarie is so pretty.... and Olivia is cute.... I kin Marina lowkey. I'm trans and I kinda look like her??? Kinda.... I have nothing else to say really..... I miss my silly friend.

Song of the Day: Beth Gibbons - For Sale 🏜️

KENDRICK LAMAR 

days

MEDIA LOG - JUNE 8TH:

232. Inside Out (2015)🎥  

233. Beth Gibbons - Lives Outgrown 💽

im back i wish i wasnt (June 7th 2024)

Dear Diary,

 yea im ngl things havent been getting better and ir fuckign alreayd beh beh beh i need sleep 

ukcufkcufkcufk

:(

crying 

Song of the Day: Darkestrah - Quest for the Soul ⚙️

Shoutout to Kyrgyzstan, country 24 on the music map!

6 days kingdom hearts

MEDIA LOG - JUNE 7TH:

231. Darkestrah - Nomad 💽

ONE MONTH (June 6th 2024)

Dear Diary,

If all goes well, my favorite silly girl and I should be reunited… a month from today I wanna say? Not sure.

God, I watched that fuckin repo movie today holy shit it was ass… and I loved it. 10/10

I also watched May, which might be another instant favorite horror movie of mine. 

aaaand I listened to some Micronesian reggae album that ended up being pretty terrible. I know a lot of people don’t like reggae, and I am a huge enjoyer of it. But this was just garbage. Yawn. Goodnight y’all I’m sleepy.

My mom came home from Florida today. I’m still taking my break from the internet but I’m worried my online friends think I’m ignoring them on purpose. It’s not that. I love y’all, I’m just in an odd headspace right now and I need a break. I actually tend to go through something like this around this time every year in June. Not EVERY year but most years. I’m not sure what it’s about but this is just how it’s been since 2019, something feels different this time though. I think maybe this time I’ll keep my pledge of spending less time on the internet. I’m trying to take a complete break from it now to prepare myself to spend less time. Although I’m sure it’s stupid. I have a lot of reasons why I’m staying away from the internet right now, aside from this blog and a couple websites I use to rate movies and albums and stuff, as well as snapchat and psn for ppl to contact me in case of emergency. All I’m tryna say it has nothing to do with me ignoring my online friends on purpose. I just need a break, y’all :3

Song of the day is Chase the Morning from Repo I’m tired I’ll put the media log here later 🧠

dammit (June 5th 2024)

Dear Diary,

TURNS OUT DUE TO THAT PS PLUS THING I HAD LITTLEBIGPLANET 3 THIS WHOLE TIME AND DIDN'T KNOW IT. I HAD THOUGHT I MISSED OUT ON LBP3 THIS WHOLE TIME WHEN I'VE HAD IT SINCE 2017 AND HAD NO IDEA. I EVEN HAD ONE GOLD TROPHY IN IT OUT OF ONLY TWO GOLD TROPHIES I HAVE ON PLAYSTATION. WHAT THE FUCK?!

DAMMITTTTTT..... I CAN STILL PLAY IT JUST NOT ONLINE BECAUSE THEY SHUT IT DOWN. UUUUUUGH....

Whatever, today was pretty cool. Two new countries added to the Song of the Day map? Jordan and Sweden.

I've started watching Community again. Incredible show. Especially seasons 2 and 3. I never finished Community, only the first 5 seasons. Never got to season 6. I actually think I liked season 4 more than 5 tbh. 

My internet break is going alright, I hope no one worries about me while I'm gone, I just need to leave for a bit because the internet has been harmful for me. 

Song of the Day: Ellen Arkbro & Johan Graden - Waqt 🎵

Welcome to the map, Jordan & Sweden. 23/197

8 days until Kingdom Hearts on Steam. 

MEDIA LOG - JUNE 5TH:

225. Thunder Way - The Order Executors 💽

226. Ellen Arkbro & Johan Graden - I get along without you very well 💽

(After writing this post)

227. Molchat Doma - Etazhi 💽

June 4th 2024

Dear Diary,

I need a lil break from the internet. I'm still gonna write these diary/blog posts. I know not many people read these, and I understand why. I just like writing them because it's fun. I've noticed I spend way too much time on the internet ever since the covid pandemic when I was 14 and it has affected me quite a bit. It's very likely the reason I was too scared to talk to the people I wanted to reconnect with. I was so used to interacting with people online I became afraid of real life interaction. That's completely my fault but it sucks thinking about it. I'm taking a break from the internet to assess my mental state and figure out how I can get better about that. I just hope graduation doesn't mean I missed my chance to reconnect with them.

Not to mention my regular laptop doesn't work, so I'm using a school laptop I got as a graduation gift to write these blog posts. But for now, I can't play video games on pc, which sucks I think...

I always could play on ps5 or switch... I have several games on Switch, and like 5 games for ps5... I have a few through the free ps plus games every month but not many because I'm stupid and always forget to go in and add em to my library. I have FF7 remake though!!!! :O That's cool because I was interested in that game. Thankfully I don't have to drop $70 on it now on PC because I already got it through PS Plus for free!

Had to take the kitties to the vet for shots today since mom is in Florida. They're my responsibility anyway. I think Buddha was scared because my mom couldn't go with us though. He's very attached to my mom. Nermal didn't seem to care. She was pretty cooperative. I don't know if that's because I was there or what, but yeah. She didn't even seem to react to the shots. I think she was thinking "Buddha is such a drama queen" which is funny.

So yeah, if you don't hear from me on Discord or Instagram, this is why. I need a lil break for a while. Thank you ^o^

Song of the Day: The Weeknd - Ordinary Life 💊

Second song of the day with those words in the title. 

9 days until Kingdom Hearts PC :O 

Godzilla Movie was Peak (June 3rd 2024)

Dear Diary,

I watched Godzilla Minus One today. It was actually really good. 10/10.

Even if you don't like kaiju films, I highly recommend it.

I fell asleep several times today, not much else to say.

I got the cutest cat ear headphones for my birthday that I still need to show y'all. They light up and stuff!!! I believe the brand was called yowu? They make fox ear headphones too I think... lmk when they make bunny ear headphones :3

Song of the Day: Spellling - Sweet Talk 💘

lowest rated song on the album on rym but i gotta say it's like my 3rd favorite

10 days until kingdom hearts steam 

MEDIA LOG - JUNE 3RD 2024:

221. François Robin & Mathias Delplanque - L'ombre de la b​ê​te 💽

222. Deserts Chang - Games We Play 💽

223. Spellling - The Turning Wheel 💽

224. Godzilla Minus One (2023) 🎥

I LOVE CAR!!!! (June 2nd 2024)

 Dear Diary,

HI, I DON'T HAVE MUCH TO TALK ABOUT BUT I LOVE THIS CREATURE I'VE BEEN SEEING ALL OVER THE INTERNET LATELY.

HIS NAME IS CAR AND HE'S FROM A GAME CALLED GARN47 HE HAS 47 FRIENDS AND YOU'RE ONE HE'S SO CUUUUUUTEEEEEEEEE

Garn47 is a game hidden in the files of a Friday Night Funkin mod. I don't like fnf but that's actually a really smart way of getting eyes on a game you're working on in my opinion. That's all I wanted to say about that, this is a really cool looking game and I'm excited to see where it goes. 

I forgot how good Justice's albums are aside from their debut. Woman and Audio Video Disco are pretty incredible as well, and Hyperdrama is one of my favorite albums to come out this year. 

I don't have much else to say, I kinda overslept, which I also did on my birthday. I was gonna watch Godzilla Minus One today, I was actually gonna watch it yesterday, but I fell asleep. Sigh.

I'm gonna countdown to something small this time, like the Kingdom Hearts games getting put on Steam, because I'm excited to be able to play them for the first time. (I only played Dream Drop Distance once in 2014, thought it was awesome and never touched it again.)

Also one more thing, I changed the name of this blog to Eleanor's Evil Bug Breakfast Diary, and I will be calling my Discord server Eleanor's Evil Bug Breakfast Club!  It's been work in progress for about two months now, it's currently a low priority at the moment. Sorry to disappoint. Every Discord server I've run has had lots of drama resulting in the servers dying. This will be my... 5th Discord server I wanna say? Let me think.

There was The Haunted Candle Shop (June 2019-January 2020)

First Glutencord (May 2020-April 2021)

Second Glutencord (April 2021-December 2021)

Meadowcord/Hydrogen Juan Gaming (December 2021-October 2023) 

2nd glutencord and Trap Story still exist, they're just very dead and I've kinda disowned them at this point. 

Anyways...

Song of the Day: Danny Brown - uknowhatimsayin¿

I swear, he never misses.

11 days until Kingdom Hearts on Steam!

MEDIA LOG - JUNE 2ND

219. Justice - Audio, Video, Disco 💽

220. Danny Brown - uknowhatimsayin¿ 💽

Hello Adulthood! (June 1st 2024)

 Dear Diary,

I never thought I'd make it this far, but I did.

14-year-old Nora, I made you proud. I survived. :)

Now I'd like to read you the e-mail I sent myself 3 years ago, to be delivered today. On my 18th birthday, there are two actually, but I don't like the second one. 

"Hello 18 Year old Nora

It’s me, 14 year old Nora
Knowing you, you probably won’t read this.
Even though I know nothing about you.
I don’t know if you’re still funny af on instagram,
I don’t know if you’re still living in T-Te-Tennessee 🤢
I don’t even know if you’re still alive
Just wanted to say, if you are still alive.
Congratulations, You’ve been alive for 18 years.
Me? I’m currently laying in my bed.
While writing this it is October 13th 2020
Around 1:30 AM
I am 14 Years 4 Months 12 Days Old.
Just wanted to say hi.
I hope you’re doing amazing.
You are swag as hell.
Surely you jest,
Nora from like 4 years ago lmao."

I wish to keep the other one private. It details some stuff I don't want to talk about on here. That's all. It was written on November 12th 2021, which means I was probably listening to TMBG's album Book that dropped that day. I didn't mention that in the e-mail, though. I could probably tell ya if I looked on last.fm though. 

This was a good birthday. Here's a cute picture of me!

meeeeee :3 im wearing the bracelet my crush made me :0 it's so cute!!! not as cute as her though :3 <3 

and im wearing my mcr shirt i got from hot topic!!!

I also got a mulch gang shirt today. and a Black Parade CD !!!!! Also $40 in Steam gift cards, I'm saving up for the sale later this month. This was honestly a really good birthday. I saw The Garfield Movie in theaters too. It was... alright. It made me cry a little, but the Olive Garden and Tinder product placement and advertising was a little obvious if you ask me. Snoop Dogg should've been in it more. 

Song of the Day: My Chemical Romance - Welcome to the Black Parade 🎵

This song means so much to me, and I feel like it's only right I choose this song to be song of the day for my 18th birthday. Thank you everyone.

What am I gonna count down to now? I've been doing my 18th birthday since it was 500 days... hm....

MEDIA LOG - June 1st

217. My Chemical Romance - The Black Parade 💽

218. The Garfield Movie (2024) 🎥