oh goodness

November 20th 2025

No class today so I’m just gonna sit here do some homework and make shitty memes. I’m back on TikTok and it’s kinda fun actually…There’s a lot to be said about tt and most of it isn’t positive but I’m having a bit of fun

I’m making umamusume shitposts because I like horsey!

Agnes Digital is out globally and she’s such a cutie she’s definitely going in S Tier on my new horsey ranking

Song of the Day: Ween - I’m In The Mood To Move

I’m in the mood to eat scarabs and shrimp, God Dammit.

Because I'm Awesome!

November 19th 2025

gonna get all ts shit done on jah im chillin im having fun and im making time for my work

fuuuuck i gotta figure some shit out too

>~<

uh

damn

idk i can do this

Song of the Day: John Linnell - Louisiana

Should’ve been on the final album

Best sleep I've had all year

November 18th 2025

I don’t usually get very good sleep anymore but I feel well rested after last night. Honestly? I feel pretty damn good. I’m gonna try to be friends. With the people I want to be friends with!!!! I already feel like my thoughts are less scattered and erratic and I can understand myself better.

Song of the Day: Vince Staples - Norf Norf

The video of the Christian mom singing this while crying. I kindaaa understand where she’s coming from but she coulda just changed the station 

uh meow

November 17th 2025

I dunno man, I’ve been feeling cute as hell recently. i dont think i hsve much else to talk about i do feel cute and silly and im gonna try to get some #sleep tonighttt

song of the day: Tom Jones - It’s Not Unusual

I still think about that salt and pepper diner story

applejits was evil

November 16th 2025

Went to applebees for dinner today, wasn’t all that great of an experience… :/ oh well

I’m kinda relieved that Spanish class is letting us go at our own pace, since I have a lot of work piled up that I need to finish…

I think the first step to improving my life and mood is fixing my dog ass sleep schedule, but who knows really.

 

Song of the day: Sohodolls - Mayday

I adore this song so hard bruh

Putin was "fujoshing out"

November 15th 2025

Well, I don't know where to start with the Trump stuff. I think they're using this whole "He blew Bill Clinton" thing to distract from the underage girls tbh. This shit sounds fabricated as hell, it sounds like a distraction. I dunno man, I guess the idea of it is kinda funny. Putin was fujoshing out or something. 

It's also kinda funny in a horrible way how they basically have nothing left to distract us with, so now they're using the files to distract us from the files. That's definitely something, hm? 

At this point, you cannot convince me that Donald Trump isn't a pedophile. 70 million people voted for a pedophile. Also don't forget how Kamala had a choice between genocide or winning the election and she chose genocide. Israel probably has dirt on all of these people because I can't fathom this shit. Maybe they're just evil I don't know. It's awful because both sides are sucking Israel Clinton's dick but Trump's voter base doesn't give a shit about that kind of thing while many people who probably would've voted for Kamala didn't because of her refusal to condemn genocide. As much as I wish we didn't have Trump in office right now, I can't blame them for not voting for her. I'm just scared for the future, because it's unlikely we'll have a candidate who actively speaks out against Israel any time soon. One can only hope. The Democratic party is unfortunately just spineless and will never learn from this, while the Republican party wants to plunge us into 1940s Germany. It's sick. 

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - Whistling in the Dark 

This was like the fourth or fifth song off of Flood I ever heard and I love it. 

what am i doing

November 14th 2025

i dont want to talk about anything im tired i idontt know what i need maybe a hug but it’s all so much i feel lost 

much love

song: britney spears - toxic

Always been obsessed with this song even as a kid

Well that was lame

November 13th 2025

Seems like both of my classes were cancelled, so I decided to Uber home. After that I took a really long nap, I could've slept in today but nooooo...

I'm lowkey nervous about Spanish, I've basically accepted that I'm failing the English class and I can just retake it in the Spring, but I need to lock in for Spanish. I'm glad I can go at my own pace...

I can't believe The Greensons is real, I called that shit 2 years ago.

Song of the Day: System of a Down - Vicinity of Obscenity 

TERRACOTTA PIE HEY

Going thru my insta archive

November 12th 2025

i archived several of my old shitpost memes from 2022-2024 that i posted to my instagram late last yr… i’m going thru them rn and deciding which ones i wanna keep and which ones i can do without… bleh. I post way too much over there, not as much as I used to but still… anyways, I’m tryna get everything back on track still but I’m still a sleepy idiot

song of the day: the beatles - octopus' garden

if he was from far enough in the future to know that george dies why didnt he warn us about september 11th

Yay

 November 11th 2025

So I think I have things figured out, too bad I only figured everything out in the last damn month of the semester. Wish me luck, everybody! Much love!

Song of the Day: Elton John - Rocket Man
ELTON JOHN IS A LEGEND I SWEAR

funny cats that shaped my childhood

November 10th 2025

 

Does anyone else remember Skippyjon Jones? He’s so cute I love him, might be part of the reason I was so obsessed with cats as a kid… especially siamese cats.

Speaking of funny cats, I think they should sell mugs of Garfield's iconic catchphrase "[x] should be drug out into the street and shot" who’s with me? Sorry that’s stupid… uhh idk what else to say.

 

Song of the Day: George Michael - Careless Whisper
This song is perfect. Do you understand? 

GAH I LOVE TEXAS ROADHOUSE

November 9th 2025

Soooo Texas Roadhouse was amazing  as alwyas, their bread is the best shit ever istg!!! >_<

I don't have anything else to say, I've been diving down the booktok rabbit hole though and that shit is wild, it's fascinating lol.

Song of the Day: P!nk - Get the Party Started

Her music is so fire tbh

Obsessed with Homestuck oops.

 November 8th 2025

I don't know if I've ever done a phemiec song for song of the day but I love their music so much !!!

I'm goin out to dinner tmrw too I'm so excited!!! Everything is great actually..

Song of the Day: PhemieC - Ugly Story

Worst troll best song

hiiiii

November 7th 2025

ach. my homestuck hyperfixation is back i fear. I'm looking into making an mspfa (if u dont know what that is look it up) but i dont knowww honestly.

ok byeee 

Song of the Day: Gorillaz - November Has Come

indeed it has. 6 days late but here.

Lock In Silly Bunnygirl

 November 6th 2025

I NEED TO LOCK INNNNN!!!!!!! I NEED TO TALK TO THE PPL I WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH I NEED TO FIX MY SLEEP SCHEDULE I NEED TO FIX MY GRADES I NEED TO MAKE IT THROUGH THISSSS!!!!!!!! AGGHHHHH!!!!! I need to be strong. I need to start going back to therapy. I can do this. I need to stop talking about it and put it into action. Meow.

Song of the Day: Will Wood - Red Moon

teehee i love this album i feel like ive selected this song before but hey thats cool repeats are fine now i think?? blehhh :P

no comment

November 5th 2025

Thinking about many many things, I'm trying to stop being so paranoid all the time.

Song of the Day: Fiona Apple - Sleep to Dream

She's such a goated artist istg, I need to listen to more of her stuff. 

NEW YORK WIN

November 4th 2025

I've never lived in New York, never been to the state, but I think it's so awesome that Mamdani won. This country might not be doomed after all, Well I wouldn't go that far. 

I love how people were genuinely mad at him for not knowing a Billy Joel song from the 1970s, and I say this as someone who loves Billy Joel. 

Oh well, Goodnight chat. 

Song of the Day: Billy Joel - New York State of Mind

It's like the Nas song!!! *gasp* (joke)

I still feel icky about everything

November 3rd 2025

I don't know what my future holds, I'm scared...

Either way, I'm gonna keep working on my personal projects when I can find the time, it's fun and I enjoy doing them. 

I've been hard at work on the lore so trust that it's going to be peak!! ^w^

I scheduled a meeting for an appointment with my advisor, so maybe she can help me out here. 

I won't give up just yet, I won't give up and that's my only sin. 

Song of the Day: Lemon Demon - Being a Rock Star

Well, technically this song is about being a rock star. 

funger yapping

November 2nd 2025

So there's 28 soul types in Fear & Hunger, mine is the submissive soul lmao.

It's based on your birthday like the irl zodiac

idk the funger 1 characters' soul types off the top of my head, but I do know the termina contestants'

Levi - Solitary (May 17th-31st)

Marina - Changeling (November 16th-30th)

Daan - Blank (October 17th-31st)

Abella - Caressing (September 1st-21st)

O'saa - Enlightened (October 1st-16th)

Olivia - Shadowed (December 31st 1921)

Marcoh - Tainted (January 17th-31st)

Karin - Endless (February 1st-15th) 

Samarie - Radiating (January 1st-16th)

Tanaka - Latent (August 17th-31st)

Henryk - Suffocated (December 1st-20th)

Pav - Chaotic (December 21st)

August -Tormented (July 1st-16th)

Caligura - Decrepit (March 22nd-31st)

I think it's funny how the only two contestants that have actual confirmed birthdays are my two favorites, Olivia and Pav. 

No June or April sadly :(

Song of the Day: IDKHOW - Mx. Sinister

Me if I was they/them tbh

oh good lord

November 1st 2025

I'm still trying to figure out how to get these words off my chest. If I wanted to fail I would've dropped out already, I'm glad I have a support system but I feel like I'm letting everyone around me down and I'm not doing it intentionally I'm just kinda in a rough patch right now. A rough patch that's been lasting years...aha.

I don't want to disappoint anybody, I want to be the best me I can be but lately I've just been taking depression naps 24/7... guh... This will be a better month I hope. This year has honestly been a shitshow and I hate everything... I know I'm a good person I just struggle with certain things.

I've been more active on TikTok lately. I'm not the biggest fan of the platform but it's nice to see fellow Lemon Demon and Object Show fans on there, y'know? I've seen a lot of recognition for the more underrated LD songs such as his first four albums. I still think it's funny how Trump claimed he unbanned TikTok before he was even president that was honestly really stupid. Our country is an absolute circus lately. It'll all be okay, though. 

Song of the Day: Dazey and the Scouts - Wet

Only 7 songs but they still popped off so hard.

not so happy halloween

 October 31st 2025

Well, I just fucked everything up, didn't I?

I've basically confirmed that I'm going to fail that damn English class, I'm such an idiot! Sorry everybody, I thought i had this under control but I don't even know what to do now. 

College is weird, I thought this would be exciting and new but it all feels just like high school again, maybe thats my fault because I'm failing to talk to people and make new friends but hey social anxiety yknow. Dammit.

Song of the Day: Danny Elfman - This Is Halloween

One of my favorite movies as a kid, still holds up well tbh.

^_^

October 30th 2025

EHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE >:3 MWEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHE

KEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE

^w^

The Ween is tomorrow!!!!

Ween? Ween! Hail boognish!

Song of the Day: Ween - Among His Tribe 

Canada… Canada Dry.

I feel a little better

 October 29th 2025

thankfully didnt havr to get any bloodwork done actually i was really worried about that but i managed to avoid it because im young n healthy!!! For the most part, at least…

I’ve been oversleeping a lot lately and I’m arguably pretty depressed and I’ve been struggling to stay on top of most of my classes but I’ll figure this out. I shouldn’t be stressed but I am!!!! The stress is probably going to kill me too… I don’t like where I’m headed, to be honest.

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - Last Wave
this is how this entire damn year has felt tbh

ranking 200 lemon demon songs

 October 28th 2025

1. This Hyper World
2. Fine
3. The Afternoon
4. Eighth Wonder
5. Sky Is Not Blue
6. Hip Hop Cherry Pop
7. Indie Cindy & the Lo-Fi Lullabies
8. Your Evil Shadow Has a Cup of Tea
9. The Machine
10. Soft Fuzzy Man
11. White Bread Boyfriend
12. Sunbeam Light Show Flower Seed
13. New Way Out
14. Geeks In Love
15. Amnesia Was Her Name
16. Spiral of Ants
17. You're at the Party
18. Telekinesis
19. The Ocean
20. Ivanushka
21. I've Got Some Falling to Do
22. Lifetime Achievement Award
23. Touch-Tone Telephone
24. Sundial
25. Marketland
26. Sweet Bod
27. Aurora Borealis
28. Mold En Mono
29. Action Movie Hero Boy
30. A Mask of My Own Face
31. What Will Happen Will Happen
32. Cabinet Man
33. Word Disassociation
34. Modify
35. Your Imaginary Friend
36. Nothing Worth Loving Isn't Askew
37. Musical Chairs
38. The Only House That's Not On Fire (Yet)
39. Bill Watterson
40. My Trains
41. Between You and Me
42. Hazel's Modus Operandi
43. The Next Dimension
44. Hyakugojyuuichi 2003
45. The Too Much Song
46. While My Keytar Gently Weeps
47. 123456 Pokémon
48. Super Hey Ya
49. The Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny
50. Toy Food
51. No Eyed Girl
52. Reaganomics
53. Dead Sea Monkeys
54. Pumpkin Pie
55. SAD
56. Redesign Your Logo
57. Archaeopteryx
58. Don't Be Like the Sun
59. Destructo!
60. Crisis Actors
61. Knife Fight
62. Fire Motif
63. When He Died
64. Birthday (Alligators and Pretzel Makers)
65. Matches and Nails
66. Ode to Crayola
67. Man-Made Object
68. Scatterbrained
69. Goosebumps
70. Really Cool Wig
71. Fuzzy
72. Ben Bernanke
73. Gonna Dig Up Alec Guinness
74. Behold the FUTURE
75. Bad Idea
76. Two Trucks
77. Go To Hollywood
78. Deep in the Ocean
79. Somnolence
80. Switzerland
81. Spring Heeled Jack
82. Stick Stickly
83. Kitten is Angry
84. Something Glowing
85. Dinosaurchestra Part 3
86. Rainwater
87. Elvis Porn
88. Nightmare Fuel
89. I Know Your Name
90. It Can Get Lonely In My Mansion
91. Fancy Pants Manifesto
92. Dizziful Bliss
93. Flamingo Legs
94. Subtle Oddities
95. One Weird Tip
96. Vow of Silence
97. Eyewishes
98. Boat
99. Atomic Copper Claw
100. Ancient Aliens
101. Being A Rock Star
102. Relativity
103. Neverending Hum
104. CryptoSanta
105. Lawnmower
106. The Saga of You, Confused Destroyer of Planets
107. Eventuality
108. Dance Like An Idiot
109. Christmas Will Be Soon
110. Samuel and Rosella
111. Birdhouse in Your Soul
112. Take a Picture
113. Lemon Demon
114. Jaws
115. As Your Father I Expressly Forbid It
116. Consumer Whore
117. Being Alone on Valentines Day
118. Angry People
119. Smell Like a Cookie All Day
120. The Man in Stripes and Glasses
121. The Ceiling
122. Bicycle Race
123. Dinosaurchestra Part 1
124. Mr. Wolfgang
125. Brodyquest
126. I Earn My Life
127. When Robots Attack
128. The Satirist’s Love Song
129. Ask For Nothing
130. Wrong
131. Pizza Heroes
132. Cat Hacks
133. Kaleidoskull
134. Pepper and Salt
135. Elsewhere 
136. Strangelet
137. Gadzooks
138. Hydroelectric Viking
139. Party on the Moon
140. Funkytown
141. Sexy DVD
142. Space Mission Alpha
143. Snakes on a Plane
144. Creepy
145. Today's Secret Word
146. The Wiggles Hate Each Other In Real Life
147. Everybody Loves Raymond
148. Everyday French
149. Drinky-Bird
150. Moon's Request
151. Geocities
152. Angelfire
153. Kubrick and the Beast
154. Prelude to Presents
155. Error
156. Roman Robot Statues
157. Almond
158. Not Applicable
159. This Is Youmacon
160. Ten Thousand Light Years Away
161. Stuck
162. Dinosaurchestra Part 2
163. Zero Gravity
164. I Want To Wake Up
165. Bottom Line
166. How To Poop
167. Fiberglass Monkey
168. Chu Chu Rocket
169. Booja Jabooja
170. Idiot Control Now
171. Movie Night
172. Abraham Lincoln’s Head
173. Holy Bison Beaks!
174. Money Dollar Bills
175. The Oldest Man on MySpace
176. Bystanding
177. 320x200
178. Gravitron
179. Lollipops
180. Funniest
181. Chip’s Challenge Chip01 Midi Remix
182. Fly Straight or Drop the Oar and Wreck
183. Oz Explodes
184. Sick Puppy
185. Every Time You Stifle a Sneeze
186. Mothers All Over the World
187. Bowling Alley
188. Treasure Map
189. March of the Living Figments
190. The Song You Hear When You Die
191. Turkeys
192. Princess Unicorn Bunny Kitten Angel
193. Pirate in a Box
194. Without My Tonsils
195. Mr. Porta Potty Man
196. What’s in the Toaster
197. There’s a Robot in My Head
198. Neil.soul
199. Run, Harry, Run!
200. You Got a Toothache

Song of the Day: Lemon Demon - Soft Fuzzy Man

I was obsessed with this song for a bit a couple years ago. Spirit Phone is such an incredible album.

thoughts on ii season 4 so far

October 27th 2025

The Future is Today!

• BOT IN THE THUMBNAIL YAY!!!
• Who are these new sillies?
• I like Jack and Tapey so far
• I don’t remember Bell but I remember Spiky and Teddy
• BELL NO!!!
• Aww :( that just makes me kinda sad
• Hello Floor
• BOT MY LOVE!!!!!
• Hello Cabby
• Hello Yin Yang
• Hello Toilet
• Hello Paper
• So there's no game this time? Cool. I guess…
• Lmao wtf is happening
• Bot is such a cutie
• LOL
• hello balloon i mean suitcase
• So it’s all because Marshmallow wanted to be a gay lesbian right
• Wait where’s MePhone then? 
• Hello Clover
• Hello Baseball
• Hello Lifering
• Hello Box
• Hello Paintbrush
• Hello MeTag
• Hello Lightbulb
• I don’t know how to feel about this so far
• What is happening
• Hello Salt and Bomb… ugh
• Hello Pepper…
• Pickle you alright bud?
• God I can’t stand them ugh
• Hello Fan
• THE END OF THE TOUR TMBG REFERENCE
• Hello Taco
• Hello Magnet
• Hello Pencil…?
• Hello Soap
• This feels weird 
• Hello Candle
• Hello Cheesy
• Hello Tea Kettle
• Hello… Bonesaw?
• Hello Nickel
• Hello Trophy
• Hello OJ
• Hello Suitcase
• So with no MePhone death is just permanent now?
• Also OSC teehee. They noticed the coincidence and went with it.
• Fan’s right what the hell is happening.
• Hello Test Tube
• Hehe
• So is there gonna be a new competition or not?
• Oh my god I didn't think about it like that. You start to notice how empty everything is now that there’s no competition
• FREEDOM OF CHOICE DEVO REFERENCE
• Something bad will happen soon *glaggle*
• Still haven’t seen: Apple, Blueberry, Bow, Cherries, Dough, Goo, Knife, Marshmallow, Microphone, Silver Spoon, Tissues
• This is why I love Fan he’s so smart and goated
• Hello Knife
• Hello Bow
• Hello Marshmallow
• Hello Dough
• Hello Blueberry
• Hello Silver Spoon
• Hello Goo
• Hello Cherries
• Hello Tissues
• Hello Apple
• Hello Microphone
• ok is that everybody
• Hi Poppy…
• Corn racism?
• Find out next time on Dragon Ball Z!

Cob Mentality

• I like how much longer these episodes are
• :(
• WHAT THE HELL :(
• BOT :(
• They saved Bot aww
• I’m not sure how to feel about all of this so far.
• Ohh Marsh went there 
• We haven’t seen much of Fantube’s relationship with Bot but it seems positive
• I feel bad for Mephone4 because I know he just wanted to have fun with something but he got carried away.
• OK so let’s see here.
• Teddy, Jack, Spiky, Tapey are in 
• Paper is back!!!
• I take it OJ, Suitcase, and Cabby won’t be though.
• And I’m sure Marshmallow won’t either
• Taco, Mic, and Soap are back as well
• Bonesaw won’t get annoying at all.
• Tea Kettle is back too!!! We didn’t get to see enough of her and she seemed sweet.
• Lightbulb and Trophy are in. Box too?
• Pepper without Salt? Now this I’ve gotta see
• Hello MeTag. Guess Tissues isn’t in though. Shame. 
• Silver’s out. Candle and Poppy are in.
• Cammy and Starfruit are in
• Magnet’s in.
• So… Cherries, Goo, and Cheesy are in.
• Alright now what about Bot?
• Oh no…
• Alright so lets see here.
• Spiky, Teddy, Jack, Tapey, Paper, Taco, Microphone, Soap, Bonesaw, Tea Kettle, Lightbulb, Trophy, Box, Pepper, MeTag, Candle, Poppy, Cammy, Starfruit, Magnet, Cherries, Goo, Cheesy, and I think I saw Lifering in there as well. Not the worst lineup, and it looks like my three favorites are hosting…It makes sense for Marshmallow and Bow to abstain… Paper is probably my favorite of those competing so I wish the best of luck to him! Wouldn’t be the first time a favorite contestant of mine got eliminated first in the first season only to win in the fourth season…looking at you bfdi. (Flower my goat!!!)
• This is kinda sweet but also a bit much
• Hehehehehe
• I’m really curious to see this
• Soap’s character development is great
• I don’t like Cherries but hopefully they’ll get a redemption arc here
• Cherries’ whole thing is confusing.
• What’s Jack’s deal
• I have a feeling Jack’s gonna be out soon
• Cammy on some religious shit
• Can I just say I’ve always loved II’s background music?
• Magnet’s not even letting Starfruit talk bro
• I was hoping Jack would be an actually interesting character but he seems like just an ass.
• I can’t stand Magnet either like I know I’m one hell of a yapper but at least I try to let other people talk bro
• Why are they just sitting next to Cobs’ dead body?
• I kinda love Tea Kettle lmao
• Hold on let me analyze this
• Best - Magnet (makes sense lol)
• Bestie - Pepper (also makes sense lol)
• Yellow - Poppy (Awww)
• Loyal - MeTag (yikes…)
• Candle - Enigmatic (indeed)
• Cammy - Justice (uh huh)
• Has-Been - Starfruit (lmao)
• Unknowable - Box (aww)
• Single-minded - Cherries (teehee)
• Oog - Goo (strange)
• Sharp - Bonesaw (yeah)
• Soft - Spiky (ehe)
• Omga - Lightbulb (you dont say)
• Abandoned - Teddy (im gonna cry)
• Sweet - Paper (AWWW SO TRUE)
• Hyperaware - Tapey (I think they’re the new Cabby)
• Honest - Microphone (mhm)
• Clean - Taco (mhm)
• Dirty - Soap (I like this! I like how they’re using words that describe the opposites of how they played in their previous seasons)
• Broken - Lifering (idk what to say for this one)
• Stringent - Cheesy (lol string)
• Jack - Knuckles (yep)
• Trophy - Punch (just couldn’t help yourself huh)
• Boowomp
• Jack is such an ass
• A jackass
• mlm and wlw solidarity... (Paper and Pepper)
• Alright so lets see who’s UFE:
• Pepper, Cammy, Trophy, Paper, Teddy, and Jack
• I think it’s gonna be Jack but Cammy’s hyper-religious attitude towards MePhone has seemingly not been a good first impression. 
• I don’t think Pepper, Paper, or Trophy will be going THIS early. Same with Teddy I think she’s gonna have a strong character arc. So I’m thinking Cammy or Jack.
• Bot’s so cute!!!!
• This is gonna be interesting.
• Paper and Trophy seem to have a bit of a rivalry
• Again, I think it’s Cammy or Jack
• Ooh this is interesting.
• They wouldn’t eliminate Paper twice.
• Yep. Byebye Jack.
• PAPER AND OJ CANON!!!!
• Ooh this is interesting. 
• Man I actually can’t fucking stand Jack tbh
• He seemed like he would be a cool character but nah he’s such an ass.

Run the Risk

• I hate him 
• They kinda need MePhone
• Maybe not as a host but to assure nobody dies
• LGBT lol
• After the incident of last season isolating the teams for coming up with names is a good idea
• I like this concept for team names
• Thematic Cats
• Go Big or Be Last
• Heavy Metal Pop Stars
• Circumspect
• I wonder if Bot ever got the chance to watch actual cartoons
• Or become an actual pro gamer
• Like they said they wanted to in the exit interview
• I feel like there’s gonna be a confrontation with MePhone eventually
• I don't have much to say about this challenge
• I can’t stand Magnet bro 
• Most of the new contestants actually
• So far I fw Teddy, Poppy, Spiky, Starfruit, and Tapey. So that’s what? Half?
• OK so it’s between Heavy Metal Pop Stars and Circumspect.
• “Cute little visual cues” dawww
• aaaaand they fucked it up
• Alright Heavy Metal Pop Stars UFE.
• Lets see here.
• Paper, Lightbulb, MeTag, Poppy, Starfruit, Tapey
• Paper and Lightbulb are OGs.
• Starfruit is also iconic
• I feel like it’s one of the other three.
• Poppy might be the most likely.
• Poor Bot and Test Tube :(
• Why would Lightbulb have two votes?
• So I was wrong about Poppy
• Anyways I have nothing more to say for now.

Not sure how to feel about this season at the moment. 

Song of the Day: Car Seat Headrest - Hey Space Cadet

hi how are you daniel johnston

its cool

October 26th 2025

 

im tired of everyrhing

slept all day  because its the only comfort i feela nymore :(

Song of the Day: The Killers - Mr. Brightside

kinda bangs

missed out

October 25th 2025

missed out on pokemon tournament for various reasons i dont wanna get into :(

Being sick sucks

i got bloodwork on wednesday too vluh

Song of the Day: Lil Ugly Mane - vpn

i love this album so muvh bro 

Unlearning

October 24th 2025

i think I have a lot of things I need to unlearn. I feel like my life has no direction, but I have a plan to turn everything around and fix this. I just struggle with a lot of things,  but I can make it through this. I say that a lot but I know I’m smart and I can do this…. It’s jyst going to be rough. 

song of the day: Kanye West - Monster

Charlie Kirk was texting Candace Owens with the lyrics to this song lmaoooo

skipped class today

 October 23rd 2025

skipped class today and probably gonna have to miss out on the meeting thing I’d hoped for.

it’s probably just allergies and im a hypochondriac or however the fuck you spell that word

whenever i think about the things i struggle with mentally and physically i think of the “omg you people cant do anything” meme and it makes me feel even worse teehee :(

am i being ableist towards myself? oops

song of the day: they might be giants - reprehensible

far from my favorite song on the album but i understand why it’s the most popular

Just sick as hell

October 22nd 2025

i feel so sick too sick to do anything i just slept all day yawn

Song of the Day: Lil Ugly Mane - Tell Dem Boyz Ima Skeleton

halloween soon

New world opening up for me

October 21st 2025

 

Looking into the whole college journal thing, meetings are on Fridays and I usually dont go to school on Fridays. I could go I guess but I’d have to take an Uber since I still don’t have my license, but I couldn’t do it every week because Uber isn’t THAT cheap lol. I’m gonna look into this, it just seems exciting. This was my dream since High School, and it finally feels within reach. That being said, uuugh my grades haven’t been getting much better. I’m trying to work hard it’s just a bit overwhelming at times. I really don’t wanna flunk out because this is such an important opportunity to me and I wouldn’t be able to forgive myself if I wasted it.

 

I'm gonna do my best here, but I’m starting to fear the worst. I’m fearing that it might be too late. I’m scared, I’m terrified, I’m not trying to be lazy, I’m just trying to find myself and it's been hard to focus on classes at times because many of them don't feel like they're helping with that whole "finding myself" thing even though I know that’s kind of the whole point of college. 

 

I barely understand myself, it’s so frustrating for everyone else to watch but it’s been frustrating for me to live. I don’t know, I’m sorry. 

 

I love my cat so much she’s such a sweetheart I’m feeling really sick and she’s here trying to comfort me I love you so much Nermal my sweet girl <3 I’m not sure what’s wrong with me I don’t think it’s covid imagine how fucked up it would be if I get covid not even two weeks after getting the shot…that’s why I highly doubt that’s what it is. Also that would be awful because I spent all day at school today. I guess it’s a good thing I try to avoid interaction as much as possible by default. Not even intentionally anymore, I want to be friends with people I’m just such a nervous wreck who’s too scared to talk to anybody, it’s kinda sad but I’m working towards getting over it.

Song of the Day: sElf - Borateen

Their whole discography slaps bro