I'm so sick of _____.

July 21st 2026 

I got driving lessons tomorrow. I’m kinda going insane though. Not really it’s not that serious I’m just kinda sad about random things that don’t matter. I need to be held NOW!!!! 

Trying to find something that will give me more storage space for my laptop. I have a 512 gb microsd card but that won’t work with my laptop so I ordered an adapter. It’ll be here tomorrow yay yippee!!! ^_^

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Car Seat Headrest - Fill in the Blank

They butchered this album lol.

29 days until classes start.

"I do not know what to get you for your birthday..."

July 20th 2026

This album means so much to me personally, I don’t really know how to describe it and we’d be here all day if I tried so I’m not going to. Happy 20th birthday to my favorite Lemon Demon album and one of my favorite albums of all time in general.

Rocking Out In The Dinosaurchestra Forever!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Lemon Demon - Birthday (Alligators & Pretzel Makers)

Happy birthday, Goodsie. 

30 days until classes start.

Media Log 2026 - July 20th:

58. Lemon Demon - Dinosaurchestra 

2006 Album, Magnificent

Already explained how much I love this album up above.

ONE STEP CLOSER

July 19th 2026

My desk is set up ayayayaya it looks so good!!!!

I’m so happy with it I might show pictures later but I don’t feel like it right now I’m just so sleepy yawn honk shoo

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - No One Knows My Plan

Still my favorite album of theirs.

31 days until classes start.

Media Log 2026 - July 19:

57. They Might Be Giants - John Henry

ive got a match

July 18th 2026

tired. at least i got to go to the mall today that was fun.

idk i dont wanna talk about it. setting up the desk tmrw though !!!

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - I've Got A Match

One of their best it's so underrated.

32 days until classes start.

yawn

July 17th 2026

Dude I'm sleepy as hell.

Should be getting my desk set up this weekend though I'm so happy!!!!

Nora will be real soon!

I haven't really done much this Summer but sleep and write, I'm gonna spend this last month or so off playing video games once I get my laptop set up on my new desk ^_^ 

Song of the Day: Elliott Smith - Between the Bars

Thank u Mitch McConnell for reminding me about this song still fuck u tho.

33 days until classes start.

Happy 716.

July 16th 2026

Happy 7/16!!!

I'm not sure what I'm gonna do rn, but I did update my carrd ^_^

dvno.carrd.co

:3

Also I got signed back into Disney+ so I should be able to resume my RWBY binge watch :3 Volume 5 is just sooooo boring though. 

Much Love!!

Song of the Day: Oingo Boingo - What You See

IT'S THE 80s IDIOT!!! WHAT YOU SEE IS WHAT YOU GET!!!

34 days until classes start. 

REMNANT THEORY: Does Weiss Schnee Is Gay?

July 15th 2026

Hello internet and welcome to REMNANT THEORY!!! 

Today we’re going to be discussing. Does Weiss Schnee is Gay? 

Let’s find out.

Weiss Schnee, heir to the massive Schnee Dust Company, a multi-million dollar conglomerate, would have you think that she is absolutely heterosexual and does not swing the way of her fellow teammates. 

But also one has to wonder why exactly she found Ms. Rose so annoying, no?

Of course, a smart guy would say “She blew herself up in front of her anyone would be annoyed by her especially prissy Ms. Schnee.”

Shut the hell up!!!!

Clearly Weiss was having her gay awakening and was annoyed that Ruby was making her question her sexuality like this.

Yuri for life goodnight 

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow

Song of the Day: Butthole Surfers - Jingle of a Dog’s Collar

I need to listen to this album holy shit

35 days until classes start.

i frew up

July 14th 2026

i frew up in my dad’s car right before pulling into the driveway i thought i was gonna make it home before puking i was so close too but i didn’t.

slept all day because i just felt horrible.

Song of the Day: David Bowie - Starman

nice song love david bowie.

36 days until classes start.

It'll Be Fine.

July 13th 2026

2020 days since December 31st 2020. 

2020 was a very important year for me. As I imagine, everyone’s lives were significantly altered that year. 

2020 was the year I realized I was transgender at the age of 14 years old. Now? I’m 20! I haven’t made much progress in my transition. I’m not on estrogen yet, I’m not even openly out to many people I know irl. 

However, we all have our own paths. I’m gonna be okay. :) 

ALSO MY GOODSIE PLUSH ARRIVED!!! I love Goodsie the Dinosaur from Lemon Demon!!! In fact it’s a week before the 20 year anniversary of the Dinosaurchestra album.

Like I said, I’m a little discouraged by the fact that I’m older than Neil was when he released that album. But also like I said, we all have our own paths. 

Neil’s been a big inspiration on my creative process since I was the same age he was when he really struck gold, but nothing I’ve come up with has been anywhere near as interesting or famous as his work. I’m sure I’ll get there though. :)

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Lemon Demon - Fine

One of my favorites from him. Always has been even before it got big. Reminded me of my crush when I was 13. Seven years later I’m still too nervous to reach out to her about the prospect of potentially being friends again. Time is a flat circle? Everything’s gonna be fine.

37 days until classes start.

Down To Fish

July 12th 2026

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS. FLAYN!!! I haven’t been playing Three Houses recently but she’s one of my favorite characters.

The Twitter Account Emblem Crave put it best. “It’s a shame she lives in a universe without cartoons and cereal, as she seems exactly the type to want to spend her birthday watching cartoons and eating cereal.”

and as I replied. “She’ll never know what 67 is. 😔”

It’s sad, truly. She’ll never know what 67 is. Or cartoons and cereal for that matter.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: SuperMega - DTF

How I felt during Flayn’s fishing tournament thing.

38 (GERALD FORD REFERENCE) days 

Nora vtuber arc??

July 11th 2026

I don’t feel like sharing but I got some cute pics of my customcast model. I’m tempted to become an actual vtuber. 

I guess once I get my setup fully… well, set up I might actually try it. Who knows? I’m excited!

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Men Without Hats - The Safety Dance

Been really into 80s music rn teehee.

39 days until classes start.

ugh

July 10th 2026

ex-friend of mine’s recent behavior is extremely infuriating to me. I’m getting so close to blocking her she just keeps showing herself to be a worse and worse person. I don’t even know why I haven’t done it yet. 

Today’s my 4 year RFCKiversary though. I haven’t been active in the server in some time but it was very important to developing my internet persona. Specifically the rowdy part of rowdyflowergirl comes from there. Cool.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Kenny Loggins - Footloose

I love 80s music, Never seen the movie though.

40 days until classes start.

thoughts of an old friend

July 9th 2026

Last day of Steam Sale. Here’s what I bought.

Digimon World: Next Order

Capcom Fighting Collection

RWBY Grimm Eclipse

Don’t Starve Together

Rain World

The Binding of Isaac Rebirth Complete Edition

Anyways, I posted a confession in my friend’s discord server about how I keep having dreams about my former crush/friend and it makes me feel a weird feeling of guilt and yearning.

A friend of mine suggested I “go to her” and that life is too short to be afraid. I guess that’s true. I’m thinking about it. Yawwwn…

Anyways I think my brain was rewired today by another silly little discord interaction in that same server. Unrelated interaction btw. A lil too much to go into detail but it was funny. 

Actually lemme post what I said specifically.

“The yearning is going to kill me. Not like that I’m just thinking about someone who I used to have a crush on for years and I don’t think it ever went away but she probably doesn’t remember I exist like what do I even do? I keep seeing her in dreams and stuff it’s like I don’t want to make this weird but I wish I could be friends with her again at the very least. bluhh.”

After my friend’s response I followed up:

“I think I will do just that. I need to like think about what I’m going to say but I don’t know, I want to be friends again at least. I’m not even sure why but I’ve always really liked her despite trying to convince myself I couldn’t stand her for years. I’ll try to reach out before this month is over. I’m extremely nervous though like my heart is beating really fast and my hands are shaking thinking about it.”

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Bonnie Tyler - If You Were A Woman (And I Was A Man)

I was devastated to hear of her passing. I haven’t heard many of her songs but the ones I have are incredibly important to me personally. 

41 days until classes start.

YAHOO!!!

July 8th 2026

My room feels a lot bigger now. 

I've been sleeping a lot. It's also been really cold in my room. Colder than usual.  >.<

I guess I don’t mind too much. I prefer the cold. Usually.

Got my new shelf put up now I gotta pick out a desk! ^w^

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: MGMT - Me and Michael

Michael the cat from Touhou and Deltarune

42 days until classes start

Bright Future

July 7th 2026

The world is starting to feel brighter already.

I got my new shelf put up and my old desk out of here and I’ve made a lot of progress on cleaning my room. It’s getting a lot better. I probably won’t be done with everything until Summer is reaching its end but I’m still feeling good about everything. ^_^ I’m happy.

I feel like I’m actually making progress and my life is going to end up being better by the end of the year! :3

Goodnight.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Wesley Willis - I Wupped Batman’s Ass

Lyrical masterpiece really

43 days until classes start.

cold

July 6th 2026

Sleepy

It’s cold here I need someone to hold me in their arms.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: That Handsome Devil - Elephant Bones

Address Me. 

Tomorrow

Shoutout to Neil

July 5th 2026

I’m like if Neil Cicierega was a 20 year old girl.

I can’t believe I’m older than he was when he released Dinosaurchestra.

I haven’t done shit.

Damn.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Fall Out Boy - Uma Thurman 

I guess they’re okay.

Bleh

The Big 250.

July 4th 2026

As I get older I really just resent 4th of July more and more. I’m just not a big fan of celebrating 250 years of the world’s most genocidal imperialist regime that’s not only been protecting the world’s most disgusting monsters for decades but allowing them to take positions of power. Also I fucking despise fireworks I think they’re Satan’s worst invention.

Much Love!!

Nora Meadow <3

Song of the Day: Creedence Clearwater Revival - Fortunate Son

I love all the anti-USA songs that dumbasses like to use as pro-USA songs. Lol

mreow

WE CAN PLANT A HOUSE WE CAN BUILD A TREE

July 3rd 2026

I’m tired I hate everything bleh!

Green Yuri is getting an anime though!!! The opening song of which is Nirvana’s Breed!!!

Song of the Day: Nirvana - Breed

Kurt Cobain would love the fact that 30 years later his song is being used for yuri anime.

teehee

July 2nd 2026

Just gonna start believing shit that obviously isn’t true if it’s funny enough. Like yeah sure whatever Penelope Scott sued The Beatles for 2 million and won.

Like John F. Kennedy said, “I choose to believe this shit. Not because it’s true but because it’s funny.” 

I am almost certain that John F. Kennedy said that.

Song of the Day: Penelope Scott - Feel Better

Yeah I admit it she has a couple songs I like

I actually just don’t know what to count down to