July 9th 2026
Last day of Steam Sale. Here’s what I bought.
Digimon World: Next Order
Capcom Fighting Collection
RWBY Grimm Eclipse
Don’t Starve Together
Rain World
The Binding of Isaac Rebirth Complete Edition
Anyways, I posted a confession in my friend’s discord server about how I keep having dreams about my former crush/friend and it makes me feel a weird feeling of guilt and yearning.
A friend of mine suggested I “go to her” and that life is too short to be afraid. I guess that’s true. I’m thinking about it. Yawwwn…
Anyways I think my brain was rewired today by another silly little discord interaction in that same server. Unrelated interaction btw. A lil too much to go into detail but it was funny.
Actually lemme post what I said specifically.
“The yearning is going to kill me. Not like that I’m just thinking about someone who I used to have a crush on for years and I don’t think it ever went away but she probably doesn’t remember I exist like what do I even do? I keep seeing her in dreams and stuff it’s like I don’t want to make this weird but I wish I could be friends with her again at the very least. bluhh.”
After my friend’s response I followed up:
“I think I will do just that. I need to like think about what I’m going to say but I don’t know, I want to be friends again at least. I’m not even sure why but I’ve always really liked her despite trying to convince myself I couldn’t stand her for years. I’ll try to reach out before this month is over. I’m extremely nervous though like my heart is beating really fast and my hands are shaking thinking about it.”
Much Love!!
Nora Meadow <3
Song of the Day: Bonnie Tyler - If You Were A Woman (And I Was A Man)
I was devastated to hear of her passing. I haven’t heard many of her songs but the ones I have are incredibly important to me personally.
41 days until classes start.
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