December 16th 2025
I called the school today, I’m gonna have to reach out to the Spanish professor and explain to her that I was trying my best to attend, and as long as she changes my grade to having attended, even if it’s just an F, I’ll just be on academic probation again and I’ll have to retake the classes but I won’t lose my financial aid.
It sucks that I’ve been struggling this hard in college, and I promise I’m not stupid. I don’t know how I can prove I’m not a dumb asshole at this point. But at least it’s somewhat salvageable. I’ve been resilient, more resilient than I should be. This is all my fault but I still want one last chance to fix everything. I don’t know how else to make this right but my future is on the line here and I don’t even want to consider the alternatives because this world is seldom kind to people with my ailments. Honest to God I’ll do anything in my power at this point because I’m tired of my own idiotic mistakes ruining everything. I want to fix this, I’m going to fix this. Next semester, if there is a next semester. I’m going to stay prepared, I’m going to stay ahead of everything instead of “worrying about things when they become problems.” I’m going to save my future
Much Love,
Nora Meadow!! <3
Song of the Day: Will Wood - Tomcat Disposables
makes me cry like a little bitch
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