Mannn I'm tired but hey I went to the mall today and even though I didn't buy anything it was nice to get out of the house for a bit. I was gonna practice driving (because I still don't have my license after four years and haven't been behind the wheel in over two years) but I'm honestly just scared. I don't know how to explain it. I don't know how to get "un-scared" but I hope I can eventually because this is probably pathetic tbh.
I feel good about this upcoming school year, I have two online classes and two in-person classes this semester which kinda makes for an unusual schedule but I think I can handle it hehe. It's just a little strange.
I need to learn to drive so I can drive myself to college whenever I need to. If all goes according to keikaku (keikaku means plan) I'll have my license by the time I transfer to uni. A lot can change in a year y'know. I need to find that motivation I haven't had for years now, and I need to let go of my fear. It's been hard on me but I think I can do this.
I keep having... odd dreams. They may or may not inspire future MeadowHeart stories. ;) Keep a look-out for that. Trust me. I lowkey fucking suck but I'm gonna deliver some evil shit fr fr. You cannot stop me I am the queen of the harebrained scheming Meadow domain. Teehee.
Seriously, though. I used to have nightmares. Nowadays, my dreams have become strangely adorable and heartfelt. I'm not sure what happened. There's still some...unsettling things happening in my dreams every now and then, but for the most part they're just adorably silly. I definitely don't miss the nightmares I'll say that much. I'm kinda sleeping a lot too, actually.
I definitely need to fix my sleep schedule before I start back to school again...That shouldn't be too difficult though.
Instagram's new repost feature is pretty cool, even if TikTok did it first. Their map feature is pretty ugh, and Snapchat did it first. I hate Snapchat by the way I only have it because I have a cool username on there, I don't think it would be a good idea to share what my Snapchat username is but trust me my username kicks ass.
Just trust me on that one. hehe... Snapchat sucks though I'm sorry. I feel really silly as of recent I AM the silly girl I don't think I have anything else to say now goodnight probably ehehehe
Song of the Day: of Montreal - A Sentence of Sorts in Kongsvinger
I slept on this album HARDDD. This is peak.
10 days until classes start <3
Media Log 2025 - August 10th:
115. of Montreal - Hissing Fauna, Are You the Destroyer?
2007 Album, Rating: Awesome
This album is awesome, it's always been wild to me that something like this came out in 2007.
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