On March 13th 2020, COVID-19 was declared a national emergency in the United States. It was more than just a national emergency, though. It was a full-blown global pandemic. The world would never be the same. A 13 year old Nora Meadow was confused at this time. She just wanted to see her crushes again. Well, one of them. It's a long story. When she realized how long this supposed "two week break" would be, she was... confused. You see, I was just about to go into High School. I never could've imagined that I'd be starting my first year of high school in virtual classes, and I think that forever changed the way I am today.
On September 6th 2020, I came out as transgender. It was a very difficult thing to come to terms with, but I'm pretty happy with who I am now. I guess. That "me" is Nora. Honestly, my gender identity and how I feel about myself as a whole is very complicated, but I think human beings are just incredibly complicated and constantly changing creatures. We're not static, we go through phases, and maybe this whole girl thing is just a phase for me, but it does feel good. I think I'm hot and cool no matter what gender I am >:P
As long as I feel hot and cool and awesome I don't really care enough to worry about it any deeper than that. I'd like feminine clothes, though. I have a couple dresses but they don't really fit me that well... I just like wearing stuff that feels comfy. Clothing doesn't really matter to me. As long as it's comfortable and I look hot in it I feel good. I think I look pretty damn good in a tuxedo.
then again i was psychoanalyzed by a buzzfeed quiz that said i have an appreciation for sharply dressed women. maybe i wanna be a sharply dressed woman myself. Lol I started yapping again huh... I guess that's all for tonight.
Song of the Day: David Bowie - Five Years ⏳
ok but the Kanye West theory about this song and the Ziggy Stardust album as a whole is really funny and interesting and I suggest checking it out. Maybe I could talk about it on here for another post? ;)
57 days until classes end
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