January 4th 2026
Still trying to get used to writing 2026 instead of 2025 at the start of these, it’s an adjustment period. I’m sure most of y’all can also relate. Teehee ^_^
I’m trying to get my google docs and everything organized for my projects. 2026 is the year I finish something and put it out into the world, Hopefully…
I’ve had these ideas since 2018 so doing this is making me nervous, but I’m taking this leap of faith, stepping out of my comfort zone. Maybe I’ll talk to that cool person from last semester’s film class soon, once I can get the courage.
Speaking of, I gotta get my college stuff sorted out. Still couldn’t get ahold of anybody last week -_- what a nightmare! ^_^ i might have to take a semester off how lovely. I’ll try to see if I can get a job or something like that… im sad :(
i don’t know how clear i can make it that this is important to me even though ive been struggling. I’ve been dealing with a lot but I want to prove myself, I want to prove myself to the world. I just want one last chance I’ll do better about taking my medicine I’ll push myself to ask for help when I need it and I’ll plan ahead for things that may be challenging instead of “crossing that bridge when i get to it” which is how I ended up in such a rough situation last semester. I’m smarter than I’ve been acting recently. Depression has just been kicking my ass. I’m registered for classes just in case I can get this situated but it’s not looking like I can get it fixed this semester.
Song of the Day: Mr. Bungle - None of them Knew They Were Robots
I get it now…
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