I'm losing my patience I just came here to bounce

October 10th 2024

Dear Diary,

Well, I'm feeling better now I suppose. My arm is still a little sore, but at least I'm not feeling the effects too terribly. I couldn't sleep, which really sucks for me because I was supposed to get up early this morning for a haircut. I got one, and I feel really cute today y'all!!! I'm gonna show off a picture hold up lol here's one I got todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :3

Meow.

I feel so cute! You all have no idea bahahahaha.... I'm adorbs. I feel totes adorbs fr. My girlfriend likes my hair real long, though. I get that, but I kinda like it short. It feels cute. I just wanna be cute. Not pretty, hot, beautiful, any of those things. They're nice, but "cute" feels so much better. I can't explain it. Like a stupid little critter, like a little moth or a rabbit. That's how I feel most days, and that's what I want to be. A little bunnymoth. Maybe a bunnymothgirl? I might be genderfluid if I can be completely honest. I know, if you have a problem with that I apologize, but the more I've looked into it the more it makes sense, I feel like a girl 90% of the time I'd say, but being a boy ain't so bad! I'm still gonna take estrogen and present more feminine because that feels right, but I don't mind going by he/him or they/them pronouns, it actually feels kind of nice. I don't know, that's just how I feel. Is that stupid? Probably, but that's me, and that's how I'm going to express myself. Sorry if you don't like that, but that ain't my problem. 

I love taking naps, I'm gonna take so many naps over the few days of fall break I have left! Nobody can stop me, for I am Eleanor the Eeper! Mwahahahaha >:3 I am the eepy girly!!! :D Does anyone have the Death Grips textpost that says that? 

Okay, I found it in my camera roll. Ahem. "I CLOSE MY EYES AND SLEEPY! I CLENCH MY PILLOW BLANKEY! I LAY DOWN GET REAL COZY! I AM THE SEEPY GIRLY!" Please read in the tune of Beware by Death Grips. 

I've been on some "tmbg shit" as of recent, my friend!!!!  Flood is such an amazing album, I want it on CD so badly. I'm fuckin tweaking dude. 

Also I watched a movie called "Freaky" today, which is an admittedly funny title. I liked the premise a lot but it wasn't the most enjoyable, at least there were some heartfelt moments I really liked. 7/10 :P

I've got nothing else to say tbh so I'm just gonna leave y'all here. Goodnight gamers. 

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - Road Movie to Berlin⚡

One of my favorite ending tracks on any album ever!

Media Log - October 10th:

365. Freaky (2020) 🎥