not sick anymore but still guh

June 8th 2025

guh

I think it might be over now....

thank god.

Song of the Day: The Archies - Sugar, Sugar

Just learned it's The Archies as in Archie comics. Did not know that... :O

buh

June 7th 2025

yeh im sick i have nothing else to say ive been in the bathroom throwing up all dya >_<

Song of the Day: Lil Wayne - Peanuts 2 N Elephant

crash bandicoot ass beat

I've been cursed lol

June 6th 2025

Think I've lowkey been cursed tbh. Concerning.

I'm gonna be fine I'm gonna try to get all my homework done but this really sucks.

Aghh..I'm dying again lol

Resident Evil 9 is coming out tho thats cool.

Song of the Day: Jan Two-Sleeves - Kissing Toads Again

I can't wait to kiss my slimy friends.

98 on Math Test B)

June 5th 2025

Took my first math test for my online math class today! I got a 98 HELLLLL YEAAAAHHHHH!!!! I also had a speech today but I'm not sure how well I did on that. Oops. 

Technical difficulties... not fun. 

Nintendo Switch 2 dropped today. I'm not getting it. Mario Kart is the only game it has so far that I actually give a shit and it isn't worth the $500. We'll see what else comes out in the future, though. 

Also the Elon Musk and Donald Trump feud is really funny I hate them both

Song of the Day: Lin-Manuel Miranda - Ten Duel Commandments

I have a suggestion for how Musk and Trump can settle this.

DELTARUNE TODAY

June 4th 2025

I WANNA GET IT SO BAD BUT I CANT RIGHT NOWWWW AAGHGHHH FUCK MY STUPID CHUD LIFE BUT  IM SO EXCITED !!!!!!!!! 

GONNA TRY TO STAY OFF THE INTERNET AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE TO AVOID SPOILERS FUUCK

Song of the Day: Laura Shigihara - Don't Forget

IT'S BEAUTIFULLLLLLLL

Deltarune Tomorrow

June 3rd 2025

Deltarune Chapters 3 and 4 tomorrow! Hype!!! I've been waiting four years for this. I really liked Chapters 1 and 2 and I'm excited to see what 3 and 4 bring. I love the characters. Noelle, Susie, Kris, Ralsei, Lancer, etc. All great characters, I hope we get to see more incredible characters in future chapters.

Song of the Day: Queen - Flick of the Wrist

This song goes pretty hard, the music industry can be shitty sometimes. 

MeadowHeart Gacha Meme

June 2nd 2025

I'm not too confident in my artistic abilities (working on it) but I'm also experimenting with Gacha stuff too :P 

Anyways, I did a lil meme with my girls Virginia and Amelia.

Amelia has pink hair usually but she's a natural brunette so... yeah

I'll draw this scenario once I get more confident in my mad skills. Yes it's a reference to that TV Girl song.

Song of the Day: TV Girl - The Blonde

this one

I'm Nora, I'm 19, and I never fuckin learned how to read.

June 1st 2025

I got a big ass Sprigatito plushie, and a tiny lil maneki-neko plushie. 

Also I got a $50 Steam gift card and bought Touhou 10 and 17, and Cassette Beasts. 

and I got a lot of birthday money so we'll see what else I buy with that... :P

Also happy pride month!!! I'm pansexual and transfem. 

I might also buy the Civ 5 DLC and Expansions but idk. 

I didn't do much for my birthday. I got Texas Roadhouse again though, and cotton candy ice cream ^_^

I had fun. Here's hoping 19 is better than 18. 

Between hospitals visits, brushes with death, depression, loss, realizing people close to me aren't who they seemed on the surface, among many other things. This has been a rough year. 

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - Bee of the Bird of the Moth 🪲

I LOVE MOTHS I LOVE MOTHS I LOVE MOTHS I LOVE MOTHS I LOVE MOTHS

19 tomorrow

May 31st 2025

So…yeah! I’m turning 19 tomorrow >_<

I’m pretty happy about it, my birthday is always really enjoyable. My life is honestly pretty fun when I don’t just lay in bed and think about things all day. I gotta start doing it less because I’m an adult now and it isn’t endearing anymore.

Not that it was when I was a kid but y’know.

I’ll be sure to take some cute pics tho!!! :3

Song of the Day: Thomas Dolby - She Blinded Me With Science

“Good Heavens, Miss Sakamoto! You’re beautiful.”

My mom's back!! :D

May 30th 2025

My mom is back from Jacksonville. I missed her so much. Overheard her singing Pink Pony Club earlier though which was odd. Been really tired and busy as hell today. I love my boyfriend though. >////<

Can't wait for my birthday

Song of the Day: Chappell Roan - Pink Pony Club

oomf didn't know who she was and just called her "the lesbian" 

ugh

May 29th 2025

I’m a little worried about my summer classes. I got quite a bit of work finished but I’m still starting to panic because I may have fucked up the other day.

Oops. I’m not gonna let myself fail though. :3

Song of the Day: Cojum Dip - M54

EVERYBODY SAY OH DIP‼️‼️ OH DIP🗣️🗣️

modded civ 5 is really funny

May 28th 2025

ok look at this.

this is really funny to me for some reason. 

I love Fluttershy why is she so mean 2 me 💔

It's so out of character too lmfao.  I've also got mods for certain Touhou characters, but I haven't been able to get them to work. I might need the DLC. I might get it anyway because I wanna play as the Celts. The Remilia Scarlet mod works at least. I kinda wanna mod the games and add my ocs as leaders and the meadowheart factions as civs. Just a thought. :P

Song of the Day: Miracle Musical - Space Station Level 7

Just won the "Almost 19 and still haven't grown out of this shitty overrated album I used to like in Middle School award." I'm kidding but people really HATE this album for some reason. I still like it a lot and I don't care if it's "corny white theater kid music" 

GEORGE MOTHERFUCKING WASHINGTON

May 27th 2025

WASHINGTON WASHINGTON

6 FOOT EIGHT WEIGHS A FUCKING TON

I HEARD THAT MOTHERFUCKER HAD LIKE THIRTY GOD DAMN DICKS

HE'LL SAVE CHILDREN BUT NOT THE BRITISH CHILDREN
KILLED HIS SENSEI IN A DUEL AND HE NEVER SAID WHY

TWELVE STORIES HIGH MADE OF RADIATION

Song of the Day: Brad Neely - Washington

ATE OPPONENTS BRAINS' AND INVENTED COCAINE

Media Log - May 27th:

62. Sid Meier's Civilization V (Video Game, 2010, 9/10)

happy birthday mom!!

May 26th 2025

It's my mom's birthday!!! Yay!!! I love her so much. She's going to Jacksonville for three days though so I'll be missing her. idk

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - The Guitar

Hush my darling, be still my darling, the lion's on the phone. 

I'm George Washington Hoe!!

May 25th 2025

Been playing a bit of Sid Meier's Civilization V lately. very good game. very cool very swag i like it.

I've been playing as America mostly. I've also been having fun with Russia and Egypt though. I don't have the dlc except for the Mongolia one...for some reason. 

Song of the Day: Logan Whitehurst - Me and the Snowman

I think I briefly brought him up in the Neil speech. Miss him so much man.

hazel loves u

May 24th 2005

Hazel: hiiii <3

???: Hello.

Hazel: how r u today? 

???: Good.

Hazel: i'm doing good too.

Hazel: did you hear that new gorillaz album yet

???: Not yet. That's the Feel Good Inc. one, right?

Hazel: hehe yeah. youd probably like it.

Hazel: im gonna be 19 soon isn't that crazy

???: Yeah.

Hazel: oh!! have you met amelia yet?

???: Who?

Hazel: she's nice. she likes a lot of the same music as me. but i can't help but feel like she's hiding something from me.

???: Everyone is hiding something from other people. We all have dark secrets that we keep under the floorboards, but no matter how hard we try we can still hear them beating.

Hazel: geez. way to be morbid. talking to you is kinda hard, even if you are really cute >////<

???: Should I take that as a compliment?

Hazel: go ahead

???: Well, good luck with [pauses] everything I guess. 

Hazel: you too... love you!!

???: Wait, what?

Song of the Day: Gorillaz - Feel Good Inc.

damn this album is 20 years old now. That's crazy actually, I first heard it in 2019 so not that long ago but damn. 

Hazel.

May 23rd 2025

I started using CharacterHub again. Currently writing a profile for Hazel. I don't have any art of her (I'm pretty insecure about my art) so I used Gacha for the profile pic but I think I'm doing a decent job of fleshing Hazel's lore out. She's a very important OC of mine, she was literally my transgender awakening. The whole bunnygirl motif thing I've had going on since 2020? Yeah, that came from her. She's a bunnygirl. Hazel herself is also transgender lol. 

Here's what she looks like in Gacha Club! 

There's some other ideas I've had for her design but I'm not sure about them yet.

I'll draw her soon. Promise.

Song of the Day: Lemon Demon - Action Movie Hero Boy 🔥

I think Hazel's favorite Lemon Demon album would be Dinosaurchestra. Although she was named after a Clown Circus song. 

think the neil speech went well

May 22nd 2025

Gave a speech in my public speaking class about the goat Neil Cicierega today. I think I did, no I hope I did well.  I wore my Lemon Demon shirt too because I had too, and I've actually been really getting back into his music recently.

Neil is honestly a very interesting and cool person. A major influence on me and my creations and internet presence. 

I'm worried I didn't do too well on the speech. I was really nervous...(when am I not nervous?)

Song of the Day: Lemon Demon - The Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny

Probably Neil's most iconic song. I was obsessed with it in 5th grade, and I do mean OBSESSSED!

 

I don't miss Amino

May 21st 2025

Decided to check back in on the Touhou Amino. It's a ghost town compared to when I was in there. So it's your average Amino community. I also found the old poem about Mew I wrote at the age of 10 for a Pokemon Amino contest. It wasn't very good, not sure how I won. 

I don't miss Amino for various reasons, but at the same time I do? Emotions are complicated. 

Song of the Day: Jamiroquai - Corner of the Earth

I still think Jamiroquai is great even in the 2000s which is surprising for 90s bands. 

Media Log - May 21st:

60. Jamiroquai - A Funk Odyssey (Album, 2001, 9/10)

61. Madlib & Freddie Gibbs - Deeper (EP, 2013, 9/10)

Everything is Still a Lot

May 20th 2025

Today is the 10 year anniversary of Will Wood's debut album "Everything is a Lot." While my least favorite of his albums it's still a damn good album. 

Guess I'll rank every song since I don't have anything else to say

NOTE: There aren't any songs below a 9 on this album. 

01. Chemical Overreaction

02. Lysergide Daydream

03. Aikido

04. Thermodynamic Lawyer

05. 6Up 5Oh Cop-Out 

06. A Little Bit Mine
07. Red Moon

08. Everything is a Lot

09. Front Street
10. White Knuckle Jerk

11. The First Step

12. Skeleton Appreciation Day

13. Jimmy Mushrooms' Last Drink

Song of the Day: Will Wood - Skeleton Appreciation Day 🌵

BONES BONES BONES LET ME SEE YR BONES!

Touhou music is hella lit

May 19th 2025

Still haven't played UFO but I listened to the soundtrack today.

TH12 characters ranked normally:

1. Byakuren (12th overall)

2. Minamitsu (24th overall)

3. Nue (36th overall)

4. Kogasa (70th overall)

5. Ichirin (71st overall) 

6. Shou (83rd overall)

7. Nazrin (85th overall)

8. Unzan (145th overall)

Ranking By Boss Theme

1. Byakuren (Emotional Skyscraper ~ Cosmic Mind)

2. Minamitsu (Captain Murasa)

3. Shou (The Tiger Painted Vaisravana)

4. Nue (Heian Alien)

5. Kogasa (Beware the Umbrella Left There Forever)

6. Ichirin/Unzan (The Traditional Old Man and the Stylish Girl)

7. Nazrin (A Tiny Clever Commander)

Song of the Day: ZUN - Emotional Skyscraper ~ Cosmic Mind 🧠

Theme song to a Badass Buddhist Motorcyclist.

Media Log - May 19th:

59. ZUN - Undefined Fantastic Object (Video Game Soundtrack, 2009, 8/10)

PicMix

May 18th 2025

I've been using this website called picmix again. Found one the day she who must not be named and I kissed in the shed next to a dead bee (lmao) It's Ride the Cyclone day to me forever now anyway actually. 

idk why i made this. hyperfixations moment.

The Touhou side of Picmix seems cool. I saw a page called advicetouhou that posts cool things. 

idk I might post some things on there myself too :3

I wonder if there's any ride the cyclone picmixes...

Song of the Day: The Uncluded - TV on 10

Sorry, AESOP ROCK AND KIMYA DAWSON?! WHAT A COLLAB!

Jar Jar in Fortnite

May 17th 2025

I like that Jar Jar is in Fortnite now. I think he’s a silly and overhated character. They’re leaning into the Darth Jar Jar thing too which is funny. I still wanna know what George Lucas meant by Jar Jar being the “key to all of this.” Maybe it’s because he indirectly caused a lot of major negative events in the Star Wars universe? Possibly.

Song of the Day: Weezer - The Greatest Man That Ever Lived

Very good song from a very okay albim

Sweetie Belle

May 16th 2025

My MLP phase is coming back. She’s so me-coded y’all. Her and Fluttershy both. I dunno. I miss the mlp fandom

Song of the Day: Sporty-O - Let Me Hit It (AudioStalkers Original Mix) 

Some of you might know this as the “when I’m ___” song. Most of you might, actually. That’s where I know it from. The song itself is alright

I won the Touhou

May 15th 2025

Happy Amelia MeadowHeart Day!

Guess it's fitting that I beat Phantasmagoria of Dim. Dream with Rikako because they're both very similar characters. I did it on easy without continues but I'm still proud of myself. Maybe I'll try again but harder...

TH03 Characters Ranked

01. Rikako (11th overall)

02. Marisa (49th overall)

03. Reimu (52nd overall)

04. Chiyuri (64th overall)

05. Yumemi (65th overall)

06. Mima (108th overall)

07. Ruukoto (110th overall)

08. Kana (112th overall)

09. Ellen (117th overall)

10. Kotohime (139th overall)

11. Mimi-Chan (153rd overall)

TH03 Characters Ranked By Boss Themes

1. Mima (Reincarnation)

2. Reimu (Mystic Oriental Love Consultation)

3. Yumemi (Strawberry Crisis!!)

4. Rikako (Visionary Game ~ Dream War)

5. Ellen (Tabula rasa ~ The Empty Girl)

6. Chiyuri (Sailor of Time)

7. Kotohime (Maniacal Princess)

8. Kana (Vanishing Dream ~ Lost Dream)

9. Marisa (Dim. Dream)

not including the Decisive Magic Battle Fight it Out one but it's the worst boss theme in the game I don't like it. Well it's not bad it's just I prefer most of the other boss themes to it except for probably Marisa's but damn. 

Song of the Day: ZUN - Visionary Game ~ Dream War

Rikako is so cool, I'm sad ZUN forgot her name.

Media Log - May 15th

58. Touhou Yumejikuu ~ The Phantasmagoria of Dim. Dream (Video Game, 1997, 9/10)

RELEASE ME

May 14th 2025

I'M STILL COMMENT BANNED!!! RELEASE ME INSTAGRAM

Can you guys all please be normal about Jellybean? The same people sexualizing them are the same people who were bullying them three years ago. Y'all suck. I'm tired. They seem like a sweet person I can't lie. I don't really interact with their content much but they seem like a sweet individual. 

Song of the Day: Andrew W.K.  - Ready to Die 

This song was used in an MLP gore animation apparently. I don't care about any of that but damn.

Summer Classes

May 13th 2025

So my summer class for public speaking has started. Unexpectedly might I add. Either way I think I'm liking it so far and I'll do my best to get a good grade this time around. :3

I'm gonna lock the fuck in. 

Apparently there's a Touhou mod for Civilization IV. Interesting :3 I wishlisted the game and the required dlc and I might buy it yo. Still comment banned on Instagram btw it's been like three weeks I think. Shit's rough.

Yawn

Song of the Day: Broadway Karkat - Moonlight Tsundere

I love Homestuck so much dude

Touhou Ranking + Commentary

May 12th 2025

Favorites:

001.Wriggle Nightbug -  I love bugs. Wriggle is the original Touhou bug girl. She's also very cute and silly and I like her androgyny. Fireflies are also adorable too.
002. Tewi Inaba - Tewi might actually be me. She looks like me more than most other Touhou girls. She's also a bunygirl who brings good fortune. Sound familiar? 

003. Sumireko Usami -  I know she gets a lot of hate but I really do fw her. She would absolutely be an Instagram shitposter if she was real. I feel seen. 

004. Satori Komeiji - For a shut-in, homegirl has an amazing fashion sense. I really want to dress like her. 

005. Parsee Mizuhashi - She's a super cutie. If I could kiss any Touhou character, it would be her for sure. 

006. Utsuho Reiuji - Her concept is awesome. A hell raven who absorbed the Sun God? She's awesome. Also the chernobyl theming in her design is a really nice touch. Also her whole "Unyu~" thing is adorable. 

007. Patchouli Knowledge - Another major cutie. Silly lil purple bookworm lady. I would have a sleepover with her. She looks really cuddly. 

008. Mamizou Futatsuiwa - She would ruin me. I'm in love. 

009. Yuuka Kazami - Another character I lowkey kin. (My other kins are the top four.) Evil ass sleepy flower princess. 

010. Aya Shameimaru - She's also really damn cute. A bit too much of a perv though. 

011. Rikako Asakura - I love nerds. Especially nerds with jetpacks.

012. Byakuren Hijiri - Her lore is cool, she has a motorcycle, she's a Buddhist priest, AND she has purple/brown gradient whatever you call it hair. Love her. 

013. Mike Goutokuji - But unfortunately for Reimu, she will never find the Chiwowow!

014. Hata no Kokoro - She's pretty. I think it's interesting how a lot of people read her character as autistic. I don't know if it was intentional but I can kinda see it. 

015. Eirin Yagokoro - REISEN WE NEED TO COOK

016. Reisen Udongein Inaba - YO MISS YAGOKORO I'M GAY BITCH. her trumpet gun is cool also moon rabbits are fuckin dope. 

017. Flandre Scarlet - THE iconic Touhou character. Patient zero, introduced many people to Touhou Project. Myself included. Also her crystal wings are BADASS. U.N. Owen Was Her is great too. 

018. Alice Margatroid - Another incredibly iconic character. Cute lady with cute puppets. Absolute girlkisser. She's cool. 

019. Tsukasa Kudamaki - I love fennec foxes. 

020. Toyosatomimi no Miko - Canonically transgender with an asterisk. She likes owls though and I like owls so that's something. 

021. Clownpiece - TAKE A JUMBO ACROSS THE WATER, LIKE TO SEE AMERICA! 

022. Youmu Konpaku - Never understood the whole half-phantom thing. She's a gardener and a real cutie so I love her. 

023. Hecatia Lapislazuli - Canonically the strongest Touhou character. Metalhead. Goddess of hell. PLEASE step on me. 

024. Minamitsu Murasa - Out of every Touhou character, she looks the most like me. I kin her for that reason. Still prefer Tewi when talking about characters that are the most like me though because of the bunny thing. 

025. Saki Kurokoma - Yeehaw Pegasus!

Love:

026. Ran Yakumo - fox after bath.

027. Hisami Yomotsu - Explicitly lesbian. Explicitly a bottom. Super interesting design. 

028. Renko Usami - We at the ROWDYFLOWERGIRL estate love lesbian college romance.

029. Maribel Hearn - Renko and Maribel refer to each other without honorifics. In Japanese culture such is considered rude outside of marriage. Let that sink in. 

030. Seiran - Hammer down! Rabbit ears! 

031. Rin Kaenbyou - I'm a real sucker for Okuurin and Yuuparu. She's a cat and a mortician which is pretty cool. 

032. Eternity Larva - Like I said. I'm a sucker for bugs and such. Butterflies are among my favorites. They're silly. Moths are cooler though. I hope we get a Mothgirl soon. 

033. Kyouko Kasodani - GOOD MORNING!!! I wanna pet the puppy. Also she's in a band with Mystia which is awesome!

034. Yamame Kurodani - I like spiders too, they're pretty cool. 

035. Hina Kagiyama - Her outfit is totes adorbs!!! Also green hair and emo ass boots. MY SHAYLA!

036. Nue Houjuu - Ayy lmao

037. Yachie Kicchou - tf tutu doin bruh

038. Okina Matara - door

039. Yuugi Hoshiguma - YUUPARU NATION! I NEED MORE ART OF YUUGI CARRYING PARSEE LIKE A PRINCESS!!! FOREHEAD KISSES TOO!!!

040. Remilia Scarlet - Flandre's elegant "charismatic" older sister. Her theme is cool as hell too. I think she read one too many Spongebob creepypastas though. 

041. Koishi Komeiji - Another iconic extra stage younger sister with a really cool theme. Overshadows her sister a bit too much. I know the same can be said about Flandre, but Koishi doesn't have crystal wings now does she?

042. Momoyo Himemushi - Long story, but I actually predicted her existence. 

043. Nitori Kawashiro - Blue hair and pronouns. Silly engineer. I fw her heavy.

044. Yuyuko Saigyouji - big and greedy as hell she got transgender colors tho

045. Tenshi Hinanawi - she's PROBABLY a bottom and PROBABLY a lesbian. In my heart she is at least. 

046. Kasen Ibaraki - So her she sealed all of her evil into her arm and cut it off? She likes animals too. ZUN cooked with her.

047. Sakuya Izayoi - I learned about JoJo's Bizarre Adventure thanks to people comparing her to Dio. I still haven't gotten too much into JoJo but Dio is an awesome character. Sakuya is very explicitly inspired by Dio, though. 

048. Sannyo Komakusa - She's a gambler and a smoker? Put it out on my neck and lick the burn mark please!! :D

049. Marisa Kirisame - I feel like in some ways she's more iconic than Reimu. She's great, not great enough to call her one of my favorites. Unfortunately. 

050. Kutaka Niwatari - CHICKEN JOCKEY! 
051. Raiko Horikawa - Don't walk away from me, I will always love you. But how will I know? Trick or Treat.

052. Reimu Hakurei - The shrine maiden protagonist of the Touhou Project. She's iconic and great, but like Marisa I wouldn't call her one of my favorites.

053. Ringo - girl the beatles

054. Aunn Komano - puppy

055. Son Biten - i know she hates to see balloons coming.

056. Komachi Onozuka - The Sanzu River Grim Reaper 

057. Fujiwara no Mokou - Love her phoenix motif, her tragic story, her toxic yuri relationship with Kaguya, and those cute memes of her. 

058. Mystia Lorelei - Her fan game is really adorable, also she's in a band with the funny lil loud dog. If she gets too loud or tries to obscure my vision I'm feeding her to Yuyuko, though. 

05⑨. Cirno - Idiot. 

060. Hatate Himekaidou - Homegirl needs Counter Strike: Source. Cameraphone. 

061. Eiki Shiki, Yamaxanadu - DANZAI!

062. Medicine Melancholy - Cool name. Cool concept. Wish we could get to see more of her in canon, though. 

063. Suika Ibuki - Top 10 crazy ogre sightings 240p real

064. Chiyuri Kitashirakawa - She's 15 years old and a college professor? I'd really like to know what's up with that. 

065. Yumemi Okazaki - be nice to chiyuri. cool lore cool theme cool design though.

066. Suwako Moriya - the frog.

067. Miyoi Okunoda - John McAfee would've loved her. (sorry.)

068. Sagume Kishin - She's like a one-winged angel... (Say that again)

069. Iku Nagae - ...fish

070. Kogasa Tatara - Kogasa is the umbrella and the girl is just for aura farming

071. Ichirin Kumoi - She has a stand like from JoJo! She's cool in the fighting games. That's all I got.

072. Daiyousei - Her canon design is like five pixels but in my head she's cute as hell.

073. Tokiko - She got beat up for reading. Why is Reimu so mean?

Like:

074. Yukari Yakumo - Her concept is cool but I wish people would stop calling her a hag when she's 17 years old.

075. Sanae Kochiya - "The Luigi to Reimu's Mario" everyone says. I should be head over heels for a Green Reimu, but I don't know. She's cool.

076. Lyrica Prismriver - Cutest out of the three sisters imo. PoFV design kinda sucks though.

077. Hong Meiling - No it's fine I just didn't think she would be Chinese.

078. Chen - What are you doing on the counter? Winston!

079. Urumi Ushizaki - "When I was younger, I used to go and tip cows for fun yeah. Actually I didn't do that 'cause I didn't want the cow to be sad."

080. Lunasa Prismriver - One quarter of George Washington's head. Half of George Washington's head. Three quarters of George Washington's head. All of George Washington's head.

081. Merlin Prismriver - THE TRUMPET!

082. Takane Yamashiro - i like the green

083. Shou Toramaru - So many tigers, it happens to tigers.

084. Yuuma Toutetsu - hi every1 im new!!!!!!! *holds up spork* my name is yuuma but u can call me t3h Sh3eP oF d00m!!!!!!!! lol…as u can see im very random!!!! thats why i came here, 2 meet random ppl like me ^_^…

085. Nazrin - Is there cheese in the great beyond? 

086. Chimata Tenkyuu - Rainbow capitalism has never been more awesome.

087. Keine Kamishirasawa - I WOULD GO TO SCHOOL IF: THIS WAS THE TEACHER
088. Kanako Yasaka - She's caused the incident in three of the main games. She's way too underappreciated. 

089. Seija Kijin - If opposite day was an actual holiday, she would be the Santa Claus or Easter Bunny of it

090. Hieda no Akyuu - She remembers it so you don't have to...

091. Junko - The second most metal Touhou character behind Hecatia. She went to war with the moon to avenge her dead son. What a badass.

092. Koakuma - Miss Patchouli's right-hand woman. She's invited to the sleepover.

093. Shinki - I mean. She's the queen of Makai. That's pretty cool don'tcha think?

094. Mai - I don't have much to say about her, I just think her design is pretty cute.

095. Shion Yorigami - I know she's a poverty goddess and all but to me deep down I feel like there's a soft side to her. Also her and Tenshi are capital g Gay.

096. Jo'on Yorigami - Annoying little brat trying to be a TikTok influencer. She's silly and I fw her but I'd still probably feed her to Yuyuko if I had to put up with her. #EatTheRich.

097. Elly - Miss Bad Apple herself. That's all I got. The Mugenkan Grim Reaper? What do you people want from me?

098. Keiki Haniyasushin - Oddly forgettable for the final boss of a Touhou game. I still really like her nonetheless. 

099. Minoriko Aki - She's cute. She has a lil autumn thing going on. I like her.

100. Kurumi - Vampires are awesome! She lives in a lake of blood? I know she's ECSTATIC.

101. Rinnosuke Morichika - Truly unique. The creator's self insert, the only male character in a nearly all girl world and he DOESN'T make it weird? That's why ZUN is the goat.

102. Zanmu Nippaku - So THIS is Hisami's crush. Yeah I guess I get it.

103. Enoko Mitsugashira - why she got bear trap hands. 

104. Doremy Sweet - She's based on the same myth as Drowzee. Drowzee evolves into Hypno. Touhou is mostly girls. She's a hypnotist. A hypnotist of ladies.

105. Yuki - I'm more of a Mai gal but she's cool.

106. Yumeko - Sakuya before reading JoJo.

107. Yorihime Watatsuki - Never read the manga but I get the impression that she would bully me. /pos

108. Mima - I get it. She's iconic and should absolutely return but her absence is too much of a meme at this point and I can't tell how much of the desire for her return is genuine.

109. Meira - First canonically straight Touhou character. Also she might be homophobic?

110. Ruukoto - She's cute. She's radioactive. She's a robot. She has green hair.

111. Kagerou Imaizumi - She's a werewolf, insecure about her hairiness, which would be normal even for female werewolves. I like to read this as gender dysphoria but I don't know

112. Kana Anaberal - Tf is her deal lmao?

113. Megumu Iizunamaru - I'd rather kiss Aya

114. Genjii - Reimu's old ass pet turtle. That she flies on no less. 

115. Toyohime Watatsuki - Never read the manga but I get the impression that she would bully me /neg

116. Kosuzu Motoori - Bro is a reader smh.

117. Ellen - Not even a Touhou original character. BUT she is cute and her nickname is Fluffyhead so I gotta forgive her for that.

118. Shinmyoumaru Sukuna - girl why you so damn tiny.

119. Sekibanki - I'M NOT DONE AND I WON'T BE TILL MY HEAD FALLS OFF!

120. Chiyari Tenkajin - Blood on my Latina thighs

121. Shizuha Aki - Sorry queen I just think Minoriko is better.

122. Reisen II - *sigh* The sequels are never as good. 

123. Kaguya Houraisan - For a lunar princess she sure is uninteresting! This post was made by Mokou gang.

124. Wakasagihime - the little mermaid

125. Letty Whiterock - She’s a pretty snowwoman. That’s about all I can say about her.

126. Lily White - Spring is my favorite season so she kinda gets a pass, but her entire thing being informing people of Spring’s arrival is a little boring.

127. Rumia - The fan theories are cool but to me she’s just a t-posing chuunibyou girl who eats people to me.

128. Gengetsu - I mean she has wings which makes her cooler than her sister by default. Don’t ask longtime fans what they used to call her last spell though. 

129. Rika - A bit cute, a bit annoying. Mostly annoying.

130. Mayumi Joutouguu - She really does not need that many Us in her last name.

131. Sariel - androgynous, cool final boss theme, resembles a certain undertale character whose name is an anagram.

132. Konngara - Another androgynous final boss with a cool theme. Wish Touhou 1’s characters had, well…character.

133. Sara - I actually blanked on stuff to say about her. There really is nothing to her. She’s pretty I guess?

134. Mugetsu - Her boss fight is insanely difficult sure but the 2 games to come after Lotus Land Story introduce cooler maids tbh.

135. Elis - I really like her design. Theres just nothing to Touhou 1’s cast aside from their boss fights and designs.

136. Orange - Like with Sara not much to say about her but her name is a color which is cool. Also she’s kinda proto-Meiling so thats cool. 

137. Kisume - kinda freaks me out, and I’m not just saying that because Homestuck ruined the concept of buckets for me.

138. Louise - Again, nothing to say about her. and unlike Sara she doesn’t have a somewhat nice design to save her imo.

139. Kotohime - All Cops Are Bastards! 

140. Eika Ebisu - her backstory just makes me really depressed

141. Nemuno Sakata - fake hag lovers when they see a real grandma. 

142. Benben Tsukumo - Prismrivers did it first and better. She’s kinda cute though

143. Yatsuhashi Tsukumo - Prismrivers did it first and better. Not as cute as her sister, sorry!!

Oddities/???/Confusion

144. Great Catfish - yep, it sure is.

145. Unzan - Ichirin’s stand 

146. ShinGyoku (Female) - The horns are cool

147. ShinGyoku (Male) - Doesn’t have cool horns

148. Fortune Teller - uh huh

149. Kikuri - least popular named character according to the polls. Her design has potential but again. Touhou 1 moment.

150. Evil Eye Sigma - funny name. thats it

151. Hisoutensoku - ok yeah whatever man

152. YuugenMagan - honestly just a bunch of eyes

153. Mimi-Chan - not even a touhou character originally. Also, a sentient missile? Really.

Dislike

154. Sunny Milk - fairies

155. Star Sapphire - of

156. Luna Child - light

157. Mizuchi Miyadeguchi - Blue Mima Blima What’s wrong with you why are you blue

158. Narumi Yataders - god fucking dammit

159. Yoshika Miyako - Youmu is a gardener so when you play as her in Ten Desires and get to stage 3 it’s Plants vs Zombies

160. Satono Nishida - STOP IT!!!

161. Mai Teireida - GAHHHH

162. Misumaru Tamatsukiri - bluh

163. Mononobe no Futo - Pyromaniac oldhead you’re not that girl pal

164. Momiji Inubashiri - overrated also most of her fans i’ve interacted with are klan members

165. Soga no Tojiko - overrated i think ppl only like her because shes the closest thing to mima we have in the modern games. Only problem is shes a stage 5 midboss with no other important appearances.

166. Seiga Kaku - I dealt with enough necrophiles in high school. Gensokyo was supposed to me my escape from necrophilia. Seiga threw a monkey wrench in that whole avoiding necrophiles thing. 

Song of the Day: Elvis Costello - I Don't Want to Go To Chelsea

Saw an album cover redraw of ts shit with Aya. That was cool.

Japan is awesome

May 11th 2025

I just saw a post about a Gashapon machine in Japan for lapel pins of Billy Joel album covers. I started thinking about how Japan is kinda awesome I know I might be on some weeb shit for this but Japan gave us Billy Joel gashapon, Touhou project, Godzilla, Pokemon, Kamen Rider, cute fashion trends, Sonic the Hedgehog, Sanrio, Fishmans, Plus-Tech Squeeze Box, Those insane Japanese commercials, and those videos of scarab beetles fighting I keep seeing on my timeline. I don't know Japan is kinda cool. I'm not a weeb tho.

Song of the Day: Billy Joel - Movin Out (Anthony's Song) 

Billy Joel is goated, idk why he's been getting hate recently. Maybe that's just something I've noticed? 

Mall day hehe

May 10th 2025

I went to the mall today!! I had Chipotle. Chipotle is so damn good. Maybe I'll go back and do some actual spending on my birthday in 22 days! :3 

I saw an edit of Satori Komeiji in the TMBG Pink Album cover. The page's name was "glory be satori" too!!! Will Wood reference. They made a playlist too apparently and oh my goodness there was so many bangers in there. TMBG Will Wood Lemon Demon too I think??

Oh yeah, also I have to retake Public Speaking. I think it starts same time as my math class? The 27th? uh damn. 

Song of the Day: Human Zoo - Aphrodite, Your Electric Sexiness ⚡

THEY HAVE SEVERAL COLLABS WITH WILL WOOD PEAK PEAK PEAK!!!!

Summer I guess

May 9th 2025

Summer has officially started for me. I have at least one class I have to take this Summer so...ehhh... not fun! I made the jit post for my friends Levi and Liz though. They're cool. I've also been playing Phantasmagoria of Dim. Dream, I've even made it to Yumemi but the emulator crashes as soon as the fight begins. 

Song of the Day: Gucci Mane - Kitchen

Levi's jit theme song. 

Is this okay?

May 8th 2025

Very thankful for my professors putting up with my shit this semester. Doesn't seem like I have to retake any classes...Do I deserve this? I don't know. I'm just gonna accept it because I really don't wanna have to retake my classes this Summer, I already have to retake one. Next semester I really need to do better. I did better than LAST semester but still...fuck.

Song of the Day: John Linnell - The Songs of the Fifty States

I need to listen to State Songs again. 

Child of Vision

May 7th 2025

Took my history final today. Been thinking about Okuurin and Yuuparu today. Touhou 11 really has the best cast of the series. Also gosh Parsee is cute. I think I did okay on the history final too I guess. 

Song of the Day: Supertramp - Child of Vision 🧠

Amazing song. Amazing album. 

Flansday + Clooneyday

May 6th 2025

I didn't have to go in for class because my anthropology final was online. Same unfortunately can't be said for the rest of my finals. I think I did pretty well on the two I've done so far. History and Spanish remain to be seen.... ggghhhhh I'm so anxious

Today is John Flansburgh and George Clooney's birthday today! They were born a year apart, in two different cities that happen to have the same name. They're also both goated. Hell yes!!!

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - Doctor Worm 

This song is ICONIC. They're playing it live on Jimmy Kimmel tonight. 

Michigan

May 5th 2025

Touhou 20's demo is out, there's a new Egyptian girl named Nareko Michigami. More like Michigan. 

Congrats on her transition!

Praying to everyone GodJesus and The Bear Arceus Linnell Flansburgh StarClan Princess Celestia Boognish Gucci Mane Winona Ryder Neil Cicierega anybody please let this be a good finals week. 

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - Bills, Bills, Bills

The story behind this song cover is so funny. It was for an AV club thing where different bands cover different songs and TMBG had to do this one because it was the last one on the list. They did a cover of Tubthumping for the AV Club a few years prior.

touhou hyperfixation is back

May 4th 2025

I'm really tired, but my Touhou hyperfixation is back.

I'm also still big into Pokemon. Did y'all know there was a gen 5 pokerap or some shit with a music video. The song was done by The Presidents of the United States of America too (the band)

Yeah... I love PUSA but the song isn't very good.

Song of the Day: The Rolling Stones - Paint it, Black

Why does the song title sometimes have a comma before black? This just implies something racist. Well, they do have the song Brown Sugar so. 

the internet just makes me tired.

May 3rd 2025

title says it all. im so tired. im sorry

I don't really have much to say.

Song of the Day: Eagles - Hotel California

Y'know, for birds they can write pretty damn good songs.

fuck off

May 2nd 2025

sometimes i wanna start using twitter again because i dont care about the way she treated me anymore but twitter just makes me so mad for unrelated reasons it's whatever

why are we giving half a million dollars to a racist lady

disappointing

Song of the Day: Chaz Duffy - Talia

Beautiful song. Ride the Cyclone is probably my favorite musical. 

It's gonna be May!

May 1st 2025

I'm weirdly happy for some reason. I turn 19 a month from today. Pretty soon I won't be scaring the living shit out of Gerard Way anymore. 18-19 is weird because you're still technically a teenager but also an adult. I still don't have my license, but I'm working on that. Bluh

Song of the Day: Glass Beach - Bedroom Community

whole album a masterpiece. 

Gizmodgery

April 30th 2025

GIZMODGERY!!!! THE ALBUM EVER!!!!!!!

This month? Uhh.... 8/10. Fuck it.

I am totally not developing a Touhou hyperfixation again now that my Gizmodgery hyperfixation is over. 

:3

I gottta study for finals mane fuck

Song of the Day: Self - Miracle Worker 

Still my favorite song on the album. 

Touhou Hijack Lol

April 29th 2025

I've been a Touhou fan for like 11 years. Flandre was my favorite character as a kid. I learned some interesting stuff about her as of recent though. One, she can leave the basement on her own accord, she just likes staying in there. The other is that she had wings like Remilia but destroyed them so much they crystalized. 

I wonder if Flandre would like Van Morrison.

Song of the Day: Van Morrison - Into the Mystic 

I don't know if it's his best song but. It's pretty good. 

ugh.

April 28th 2025

Well, I did my final speech for public speaking. I hope I did well. I hope I don't have to retake this class. 

I'm banned from commenting on Instagram right now for whatever reason. I'm kinda depressed I guess. I'm fine though, just struggling. 

Song of the Day: John Linnell - TECVM CIRCVMBAMBVLARE NOLO 

I should listen to this whole EP. Apparently this is a cover of a Ramones song or something? 

Struggling but we stay strong!

April 27th 2025

Finals are kicking my ass but we stay strong

THAT'S THE WAY WE ALL GO!

Song of the Day: Cardiacs - Victory Egg 🩸

ONE OF MY FAVORITE SONGS FROM THIS INCREDIBLE ALBUM!

Another Album Hyperfixation is back!

April 26th 2025

GIZMODGERY! Not gonna be the song of the day though because I already had a song from that album like three days ago. 

I've been listening to a lot of albums today anyway. Including a really long King Gizzard live album.

Here's my ranking of Gizmodgery songs though. 

1. Miracle Worker

2. Dead Man

3. Pattycake

4. I Am A Little Explosion

5. What a Fool Believes

6. Trunk Fulla Amps

7. 9 Lives

8. Resurrect

9. 5 Alive

10. I Love to Love Your Love My Love

11. Ordinaire

12. Chameleon

13. Hi, My Name's Cindy

Song of the Day: Jamiroquai - Space Cowboy ⭐

it's like the anime

Media Log - April 26th: 

55. The Velvet Underground - Loaded [Album, 9/10]

56. Gal Costa - Gal Costa [Album, 9/10]

57. Jamiroquai - The Return of the Space Cowboy [Album, 9/10]

Discordle

April 25th 2025

Apparently you can play Wordle through Discord now. I don’t remember my score and I’m too tired to go back and check but Wordle is pretty fun. 

Song of the Day: Barenaked Ladies - If I Had a Million Dollars 🪲

My mom likes this song. She calls it “the song with the monkey”

Media Log - April 25th:

54. Jack Stauber - Micropop [Album, 8/10]

shoutout to weird al

April 24th 2025

I've been listening to The Weird Al Show theme song on loop for the past three days and it's now my most listened to song on last.fm with like 500 something plays :P

I don't really have anything else to say, these classes are just kicking my ass and I'm gonna try my best to get back on top of things. ^_^

It felt good for a while. I miss that. Now I feel like I'm disappointing everybody. 

Song of the Day: Weird Al Yankovic - The Weird Al Show Theme

It's ok I guess

im sorry

April 23rd 2025

the screaming never ends even with this medicine it just never ends and everyone is out to get me because they think it's funny it's all my fault though i sincerely apologize for disappointing everyone guess i just gotta pick myself back up and keep going, keep learning. 

i wish people weren't so hard on me about my mistakes though.

Song of the Day: Self - What a Fool Believes

Pretty great cover. I say not being familiar with the original. Mwehehehe.

Media Log - April 23rd:

52. Self - Gizmodgery [10/10]

53. Beastie Boys - Paul's Boutique [8/10]

struggling to make friends

April 22nd 2025

I'm not even really trying tbh, there are some people who seem cool but I'm scared to talk to them. I don't even have any rational reasoning to be scared to talk to people but I am. I need to lock tf in.

Song of the Day: Radiohead - Go to Sleep

I was OUT OF ITTTTT when I was listening to this album but it was pretty good I guess.

Media Log - April 22nd:

51. Radiohead - Hail to the Thief [9/10]

SWAGAPINO POPE ON THE HORIZON 2025

April 21st 2025

I'm not Catholic so I don't feel like I can speak on Pope Francis much but although he wasn't perfect he seemed like he was trying at the very least. I also appreciate that he spoke up for Gaza as well. Don't appreciate the things he had to say about trans people and how he couldn't stop saying homophobic slurs though...

Anyways, next pope might be Filipino which is fucking awesome. Hopefully Tagle will be the next pope... I'm not even Catholic idk why I care. I have a very complicated relationship with religion. 

Unrelated I listened to Like Clockwork for the first time since 2021 and holy shit what an amazing album. 

Song of the Day: Queens of the Stone Age - I Sat By the Ocean 

BANGER!

Media Log - April 21st:

48. Middle School: The Worst Years of My Life (2016) [9/10]

49. Beethoven's 5th Symphony [8/10]

50. Queens of the Stone Age - Like Clockwork [10/10]

Doki Doki Easter :3

April 20th 2025

Happy Easter! I decided to play DDLC again for the first time since 2019. Still a great game, there's some interesting mods for it too I've been meaning to check out. I also wanna play the side stories in DDLC+ because as an instagram commenter described them, "these bitches sk lesbian"

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maybe sayori too shes cute :3

Song of the Day: Dan Salvato - Your Reality

I lowkey almost died on Monika's birthday last year. September 22nd.

Media Log - April 20th:

47. Doki Doki Literature Club! [8/10]

I want breakfast

not sick anymore

April 19th 2025

im not sick anymore

but i still feel terrible

i dont know what i did to deserve any of this

i feel like im just a monster or something

oh also i started playing minecraft again i guess...

i have some cool build ideas but ive always been ass at building...

i think my ideas are cool tho

and i got new headphones because my old ones broke and i was really sad about it.

but im happy now i guess

Song of the Day: Oingo Boingo - Elevator Man

PLEASE PRETTY BABY WON'T YOU COME TO ME WON'T YOU LET ME BE YOUR DADDY COME SIT HERE ON MY KNEE 

sick again

April 18th 2025

damn everything hurts agian :0

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - Nightgown of the Sullen Moon

ugh. good song tho.

Might be sick again. Yikes.

April 17th 2025

I think I’m getting sick again, slowly but surely…

Fuck I’m the worst aren’t I?

I don’t know what I’m gonna do guys sorry

At least I was able to get out of school as soon as my classes were over instead of having to wait four hours.

I need to get my license or I don’t know what the fuck I’m gonna do.

If I even make it to next semester.

I’m just struggling.

I’m sorry, dad

I’m sorry, mom

I’m sorry, everyone

I’m sorry

Song of the Day: Moxy Fruvous - King of Spain

I don’t know if this counts as children’s music or whatever maybe it does oh no it’s peak and I like it fuck

Atlantis

April 16th 2025

Professor for public speaking just didn't show up today lmao. At least that gives me time to practice and maybe revise my fuckass speech. Some evil ass part of my brain is telling me to just go up there and improvise it but that's fucking stupid and probably not even allowed anyway. I'll just make it actually good I guess. 

Song of the Day: Azealia Banks - Atlantis

I hate when she's based 1% of the time. Something about a broken clock being right twice a day. Fuck Elon Musk. 

CHICKEN JOCKEY WON!

April 15th 2025

4chan is fucking gone, good riddance. The final post was "chicken jockey" lmao. I don't know the full extent of what happened or why it was taken down but I'm just glad it's gone. I don't really have anything else to talk about actually. Oops. 

Song of the Day: Kesha - Backstabber

FUCKING PEAK! 

i feel icky

April 14th 2025

i didnt go to class today i feel absolutely icky im tired of everythign i just wish i was normal i wish i didnt have these issues i think covid absolutely destroyed my immune system.

Song of the Day: That Handsome Devil - Buddha Was a Rich Boy 

I've been meaning to listen to this album for a while now, also Buddha is my cat's name. His 12th birthday was yesterday ^_^

It's also my friend Liz's birthday as well.

Media Log - April 14th:

46. That Handsome Devil - Exploitopia 

Homestuck Jockey!

April 13th 2025

So today is Homestuck day. I also saw the Minecraft movie today. I have thoughts. 

I'm just gonna come out here and say it, I liked it. *gasp* Nora liked a movie that wasn't all that good?! How unsurprising. Anyways. It was really cute and silly and I kinda wanna play Minecraft again for the first time since like 2022. Most of my builds were pretty shit but I think I could build something cool nowadays. Who knows?

I have nothing to say about homestuck day really, I might reread it when I get the time but i dont feel like it. Minecraft movie was great and I am very excited for the sequel. My experience was thankfully normal and I didn't have anyone throwing popcorn and shit like that.

Song of the Day: MGMT - Time to Pretend

mgmt = magic gathering magic the 

Media Log - April 13th:

45. A Minecraft Movie (2025) [7/10]

Pink Moon

April 12th 2025

I wish I could do the Nick Drake song for song of the day but I'll have to settle for a cover since I did that one already less than a year prior. The new rule for song of the day is I'm allowed to do repeats if the last time I chose that song was more than a year ago. I guess. Still gonna try to limit myself when it comes to repeats. 

Anyways, a full pink moon outside tonight.... so pretty! I love the moon, and the sun... Also I'm gonna see the minecraft movie tmrw!!! ^_^

Song of the Day: Lamya - Pink Moon

This artist was last featured on the song of the day on August 7th 2023.

kyehehehehehe

April 11th 2025

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Song of the Day: Daft Punk - One More Time

THEY MIGHT BE COMING TO FORTNITE DUDE IM SO HYPED!

44. Antonin Dvorak - Aus der neuen welt (Berliner Philharmoniker)

Minecraft this weekend possibly?

April 10th 2025

Might see the Minecraft movie this weekend. Who knows? It’s been five years since my first ever surgery and out of body experience. I’ve always had a bizarre relationship with hospitals, I’m not really sure how to explain it. Quarantine was a strange time for me, and having to undergo surgery not even a month in was a terrifying experience. I love Pokémon :3 I've been getting back into Pokérogue but it really is a difficult game... I love roguelikes though!!! Also the girl rival Ivy or whatever is REALLY CUTE!!!! So adorbs for a character in a Pokémon fan game. 

Song of the Day: Sade - Kiss of Life

I DIDNT KNOW DOOM SAMPLED THIS IT JUMPSCARED ME

Media Log - April 10th: 

43. Sade - Love Deluxe [9/10]

nora went down to unova

April 9th 2025

Frank Ocean is back!!! I'm so flippin hyped!!! I was in elementary school when he released his last album and now I'm in college. That's how long it has been. I liked Blonde quite a bit, Pink + White is one of my favorite songs ever. The rest of the album is alright, but Pink + White, man... just one of those songs. I've been really fluffing sick today and I'm tired of it I'm tired of feeling like this I just wanna sleep. I tried doing a Pokemon Black 2 nuzlocke but I wiped out at the first gym. I was kinda out of it when fighting the gym leader so. 

Song of the Day: Charlie Daniels - The Devil Went Down to Georgia

sigma does your bron edge no chuddy no

Eclipse Birthday

April 8th 2025

Eclipse, my moth friend and official MeadowHeart mascot and I met a year ago today, while she's likely no longer alive her legacy lives on through MeadowHeart. I started a new Tomodachi Life island as well, I'm not sure how long I'm gonna keep it going but yeah. Avery Island, named after the Neutral Milk Hotel album. Oh, it's April 8th too! How interesting... April 8th won't be the song of the day though, nor will it be a Neutral Milk Hotel song. Next year? Maybe...

Here's all of my islanders so far

- Nora (me)

my ocs:

- Amelia

- Vee

- Hazel

- Himera

- Xingyu

- Maggie

- Charlie

- February

- Virginia

- Mayumi

Song of the day: 50 Cent - In Da Club

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ECLIPSE!!!! :3 aromantic 50 cent moodboard

MEDIA LOG - April 8th

42. Ludwig van Beethoven - IX. Sinfonie; Egmont-Ouverture; Leonore III (Berliner Philharmoniker 1959) [8/10]

This is shaping up to be a long week.

April 7th 2025

I really hate having to write about depressing shit, and here I am having to do it for my Anthropology class. For once I think my favorite class right now is public speaking, I have two speeches I'm currently working on. One is about celebrating creativity and another is about music. Both are topics I'm really passionate about. The English and Anthropology essays are difficult because for Anthropology I have to write about really heavy shit that I have to approach very delicately, and for English I'm writing about poetry which I really struggle with. I've always been good at writing poetry, but analyzing the poetry of others is not my strong suit. 

I have to wake up at like 7 in the morning every day now, which is not what I'm used to and not very fun. Thankfully it's just until Thursday. My stupid ass took a nap instead of finishing the essays today though. I should be using this extra time to my advantage. I fell back asleep when I got home so I didn't even finish them then lol. Rough day, rough week, but I'll adjust tomorrow hopefully. I also nearly fell down three floors because I was out of it and got chased by two large dogs who wanted to be petted but I was just frozen in fear I couldn't do anything. Is it kinda cringe that I'm terrified of big dogs? Probably...

Song of the Day: M - Pop Muzik

Very catchy banger!!! ^_^

tired

April 6th 2025

I don't know what my problem is. Whenever I try to get something finished I write like a paragraph and I don't know what else to say, I want to cry but I can't even bring myself to. I still wonder what I did to deserve this fate. What I did to have to depend on a bunch of pills to "function." I feel like my creative writing might actually take me somewhere, but I don't even know. I've been discouraged so much by those who claim they'd support me no matter what I choose to do with my life but now I want to do this and it's not enough? Sorry. 

Song of the Day: Eurobeat Brony and The Living Tombstone - Discord

I LOVE MLP DUDE WAIT

33 days until classes end. 

Repo! The Genetic Opera disappointed me.

April 5th 2025

this'll be fun.

So it's been about 10 months since I decided to watch Repo! The Genetic Opera. A weird science fiction horror musical with Paris Hilton. Fun fact! The budget for this film was like $8.5 million, and they only made less than $200k of that in the box office. Now that's just sad. Either way the movie isn't good, I don't know why I'm talking about it 10 months after watching it... it just lives rent free in my head lol. Zydrate Anatomy was a really good song. I liked the premise and it looked cool visually, but man it was so corny for lack of a better word im fuckin tired ok but it was corny as shit and kinda hard to watch at times. There's a song called Mark it Up, just listen to the song honestly I think it illustrates everything I dislike about this musical in one song. I love excessively edgy campy bullshit but this is just so corny. Also the guy behind it is allegedly a huge creep, and when you have that information in your brain while watching it makes it feel a lot more uncomfortable than it is without the context. I don't know much about the allegations and I'm not gonna get into that because it's not really what I want to talk about here, I just think it's important to bring up to contextualize my grievances with this mess of a musical. I wanted to like it, I even gaslit myself into liking it back in June. I even wanted to cosplay one of the characters, Blind Mag at one point. I'm not saying liking this movie makes you a horrible person, there were a few things I loved about it and I can definitely understand why someone would be into this and that's good for them but this is just something I haven't been able to get into because there's so much that bothers me about it. There's also honestly some really cool ideas here. This could've been a really interesting and unique commentary on the American healthcare system, I even liked the often criticized comic strip exposition! The bad still outweighs the good with this movie. Don't even get me started on the fucking ending. 

Anyways 4/10. I really tried to like it but fuck man. This just sucks. 

Song of the Day: Nicki Minaj - Only

nicki minaj asexual moodboard yo i never fucked i never fucked on my life man fucks sake my anaconda dont want none in general 

Media Log - April 5th:

41. Boris - Flood [8/10]

I love Spring but...

April 4th 2025

I'm going to be honest, Spring is kinda my favorite season. It's pretty, very pretty, I like the flowers and baby animals. That being said, I hate how bad my allergies get this time of year. I feel so damn sick and I have so much shit to do and it's hard to do shit when my allergies are fucking with my head. I love spring but this is so horrible. Winter and Autumn might be better to be honest. Not Summer though. Summer is very pretty and all but damn the heat is hard to deal with most days. Doesn't help that it's only getting hotter because of global warming... 

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - Your Racist Friend

Very relevant song 35 years later. Lmao.

I EAT MORE CHICKEN THAN ANY MAN EVER SEEN

April 3rd 2025

I still can't believe Val Kilmer is gone. I've only seen Tombstone, but it truly is an incredible film. I've also been meaning to watch The Doors movie with him as Jim Morrison. The Doors is a great band by the way. Everyone talks about Jim but their keyboardist Ray Manzarek went something wacky on the self-titled album. Also he has a solo album called The Golden Scarab which is an awesome album name and I think I need to listen to that album lowkey. THE DOORS SELF TITLED IS PEAAAAK. I EAT MORE CHICKEN THAN ANY MAN EVER SEEN. I love my shitty cia funded circus music.

Song of the Day: The Doors - Alabama Song (Whisky Bar)

Underrated as hell, one of my favorite songs from this album. 

vyvanse tomorrow

April 2nd 2025

YA GIRL IS BACK ON VYVANSE AND GOT A HAIRCUT IM FEELING CUTE AND AWESOME!!! VYVANSE MY BELOVED!!!! I haven't been on it since like early 2022 and I think it contributed to a lot of my problems the past few years, I had a hard time functioning without it. Is that embarrassing? I dunno, probably. Also the Nintendo Switch 2 direct dropped and I have.... mixed feelings. $90 for physical games?? That aren't even really physical games because they have some weird bullshit thing they're doing with them. On top of that the console is $450 for practically 10+ year old hardware. It's just really bullshit. However I do have a lot of positive things to say about the game announcements so let's get right into that. 

Mario Kart World - Looks absolutely amazing. I've never been TOO into Mario Kart but it always is very much a fun time when I play it and this looks like it's gonna blow most of the previous titles out of the water. You can play as the Moo Moo Meadows cows now? Absolute insanity, I'm excited. Like I said though $90 is outrageous. Also the new Donkey Kong design is... not great. I liked the Mario movie. I called it "peak" when I first saw it. (I strongly disagree with my past self there) but I don't think it was good enough to justify this Donkey Kong redesign. 

Actual game chat was announced as well. It's about damn time too. The competitors have had this for decades. Leave it to Nintendo to be twenty years behind, though. I don't wanna be too pessimistic about this though, I think some of these features are really cool. Especially the camera thing, which I doubt I'll really be using too much personally but hey it's cool that it's an option. 

Also it launches four days after my birthday, so depending on how much money I get for my birthday I might be able to buy it when it comes out. Possibly. Still think the price is kinda bullshit though to be completely real with y'all. 

Welcome Tour - A glorified instruction manual sold separately? You gotta be kidding me lmao. 

I don't really have much to say about the Nintendo Switch 2 versions of a lot of Switch games. The Kirby and the Forgotten Land one looks interesting. New story for a game that was already fantastic? Sign me up!

Drag x Drive - Interesting little tech demo. Kinda reminds me of Rocket League, a game that I have not played lmao.

Elden Ring Tarnished Edition - Honestly? I tried to get into Elden Ring when it first came out and couldn't really. I'm sure it's a great game just wasn't really my thing I guess? Maybe now I have an excuse to give it another shot.

Hades II - I have not played either of the Hades games, definitely on my list though. Feel like I should mention I won't have much to say about the games that aren't Switch 2 exclusives.

Street Fighter 6 - Now for a game I have actually played. I already have it on PS5 so I don't think I'll buy it for Switch 2. I just hope that along with the release of the Switch 2 version we get a season 3 DLC announcement (SAKURA PLEASE IM BEGGING ON MY HANDS AND KNEES)

Daemon X Machina - I don't know what this is. Doesn't really look like something I'd be interested in but I guess it looks cool for someone who does like this type of thing.

Split Fiction - I also don't know what this is. It looks slightly more interesting to me though.

EA Sports - Also not my thing. Happy it's there for those who like it though.

Hogwarts Legacy - Look, I'm not gonna say "this game is bad because jk rowling harry potter" whatever. Honestly? The game looks fine to me. I obviously don't like JK Rowling as a person, and I'm sure you can enjoy this game just fine without liking her as a person. I also enjoyed the first two Harry Potter books I read when I was a kid. (I don't know if I'll still like them nowadays but whatever) It's just for me personally I don't wanna play something with her name attached to it. I dunno. 

Tony Hawk's Pro Skater - HELLL YEAH NOW WE'RE TALKIN ^_^

Hitman World of Assassination - No comment on this because again not really something I'd be interested in.

Bravely Default - These games always looked very interesting to me. Maybe I'll check this one out. I'm very much a sucker for JRPGs, especially Square Enix JRPGs.

Yakuza 0 - The Yakuza series has always intrigued me quite a bit, but I haven't played any of the games. Again, now I finally have an excuse I guess.

Hyrule Warriors - YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS WOOOOOOOO

GameCube - WIND WAKER!!! PATH OF RADIANCE!!! XD GALE OF DARKNESS!!! COLOSSEUM!!! SUPER MARIO STRIKERS!!! OH MY GODDDDDDDD. Also I'm glad the other classics are gonna still be on Switch 2. I don't know where I'd be without my Earthbound or Kirby 64. Which I haven't played in a while because my Switch online expired. I'll probably renew it if I have the money after this (unlikely)

Deltarune - DELTARUNE TOMORROW YESSSSS. In all seriousness I LOVE Deltarune, maybe even more than Undertale. The characters and story have more of an emotional grip on me personally. I still do love Undertale though. 

Borderlands 4 - I like Borderlands 2. Every game after that? Well, they exist! That's for sure. Don't even get me started on that damn movie.

Civ 7 - It's really funny how Luigi Mangione worked on Civ 6 and now that he's in prison Civ 7 is ass. Free my boy.

WWE 2K and NBA 2K - Yep. shit just got fucking awesome. 

Survival Kids - maybe.

Enter The Gungeon 2 - Okay, interesting! I wasn't too into the first one, maybe the second will be better.

Starseeker - alright I guess

Cyberpunk 2077 - Another game I've been interested in for a while. The fact that it's coming to Switch 2 is pretty bonkers.

Final Fantasy 7 Remake Intergrade - HELLA EXCITING!!!

Kunitsu-Gami - I fw capcom so this might be cool

Silksong - I'm not a Hollow Knight fan but I know how much y'all have been starving for anything related to Silksong. Happy for y'all.

Story of Seasons - looks cute.

Witchbrook - YESSSSS THIS LOOKS SO CUTE TAKE MY MONEY

Puyo Puyo Tetris 2S - OH MY GOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDD HYPEEEEEE

Rune Factory Guardians of Azuma - looks interesting

Marvel Cosmic Invasion - looks interesting

Star Wars Outlaws - looks interesting

I don't really have anything to say about ALL of these man sorry 

Fortnite - lmao 

Duskbloods - Nintendo Switch 2 exclusive FromSoft game? Oh lord..

Kirby Air Riders - I never played the original GameCube game but this is hella exciting. 

Donkey Kong Bananza - Looks cool but I really do NOT fw that redesign dear god.

Overall, despite the insane prices of both the games and the console itself, I'm pretty excited for the Switch 2. I don't think I'll be buying any of the non-exclusive games on Switch 2 as opposed to like PS or Steam or whatever, but I still think it's cool that they're on there. Overall I'm most excited for Puyo Puyo 2S, Deltarune Chapters 3+4, and Mario Kart World. 

Song of the Day: Ween - El Camino

Incredibly underrated. Shit goes absolutely wacky and bonkers.

MEDIA LOG - April 2nd:

39. Ween - White Pepper [9/10]

40. Ween - God Ween Satan: The Oneness [9/10]

One last thing from me. I would like to say rest in peace to Val Kilmer. Tombstone is an amazing movie and I highly recommend you check it out. His performance is what really brings the whole thing together. He's also played Batman and Jim Morrison but I haven't seen those movies yet.

ROWDY MANGO GIRL

April 1st 2025

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Song of the Day: LDRR - Mangos TikTok Version

This was made by a 13 year old lmao. If it wasn't obvious

Happy April!

Less saying, more doing.

March 31st 2025

Tired of being closeted irl I just wanna wear cute clothes and stuff irl without having to live in fear. Some of the ppl around here are nice, though. I feel like I'm slowly but surely starting to get on track with my life. It won't be easy but I'll get there. I need confidence, motivation, drive, and a good sleep schedule. I just need to lock in, essentially. My grades are pretty lackluster at the moment, but I've still got a month to take care of them. April will be my month just watch >:3 I need to stop saying and start doing though, honestly. 

I'll keep you guys updated on my self improvement. I have a lot of ideas but I've been too lazy to put them into action for the longest time. I've been saying a lot but not doing too much. I've been working hard with my community service but that's just one thing and it was two hours every week and I don't even have to do it anymore although I do enjoy it for the most part. Waking up early isn't fun, though. My point is, I'm getting there, but it's at a very slow pace. I'm not getting there fast enough and it's gonna make things difficult as my life goes on. I need to wake up and start getting shit done!! But again, it's easy to say all of these things. I just need to do them. 

Song of the Day: Antonio Vivaldi - Spring

Iconic, classic, and all around beautiful. Happy Spring!

Media Log - March 31st:
38. Antonio Vivaldi - The Four Seasons [9/10]

(performed by Academy of St. Martin in the Fields)