Thursday, July 31, 2025

A surprisingly positive year for me, it would seem?

July 31st 2025

Alright! July is coming to a close. How would I rate this month? Hell of a lot better than last year's for sure. 8/10 I guess. I'm slowly but surely getting over my depression, and making quite a bit of meaningful progress when it comes to my personal projects. 

  1. July - 8/10
  2. May - 8/10
  3. April - 8/10
  4. March - 8/10
  5. February - 7/10
  6. January - 6/10
  7. June - 4/10


Song of the Day: Jay-Z - Big Pimpin'
BLOW MY HIGH BY KENDRICK LAMAR INTERPOLATES THIS AND I HAD NO IDEA?!
20 days until classes start again!

Wednesday, July 30, 2025

rewatched a childhood movie that was important to me + yapping abt music

July 30th 2025

I remember in first grade reading the book Matilda by Roald Dahl, think I watched the movie too. Funny enough I actually was six and a half at the time. Anyways, I didn't understand why but I think I lowkey related to her just a little bit as a kid. My parents were cool and I didn't have some evil principal or whatever and I don't have psychic powers and I wasn't reading shit that was TOO much above my level nor was I doing math that only calculators could do. Obviously. It resonated with me metaphorically which clearly was the intention but I feel like there's this increasingly common idea that everything has to be literal or whatever. At least that's something I've noticed recently. 

I bring all of this up because I watched the movie again today and it still really speaks to me in some deep way. I think this idea that "no matter how small a person is they can have big ideas" or however the saying goes is being forgotten these days despite how relevant it continues to be. uhh yeah good movie 10/10 lowkey also Danny DeVito is the goat of course. 

I just don't have much else to talk about today lol. Maybe I could talk about music. I saw this "About you: music" trend going around on Reddit and decided to hop on it. I feel like I have a lot I could talk about here. 

Favorite Album: Oingo Boingo - Dead Man's Party
Self explanatory. Every song on here is a banger. I've called a lot of albums my all-time favorite but this one might be the true holder of that title. This album is partially to blame for my love of Halloween and I first heard it during a time of my life which I didn't know yet but would be the most important. I've talked about it before, but when people talk about "The first day of the rest of your life." November 1st 2019 immediately comes to mind. Ever since that Halloween of 2019 my life has been completely flipped upside down on its head, and I don't think things ever will truly go back to normal as I knew them. I associate this album with that time and I wonder if that's part of the reason I like it so much. Who knows, really?

Best Narrative: My Chemical Romance - The Black Parade
I think all of My Chemical Romance's albums tell interesting stories, I'm pretty sure they're also all intertwined in some way but I don't really feel like getting into all of that right now, Gerard Way is incredibly talented as a storyteller, musician, artist, all of it really. Back to Halloween of 2019, I remember the announcement that MCR was coming out of hiatus. I'd never been into them before then, but I decided to give them a chance. I decided to listen to "Welcome to the Black Parade" and I'm not gonna lie, it didn't click at first. I'm not sure why because now it's one of my favorite songs of all time but yeah. It wouldn't be another 3 years before I really got into My Chemical Romance, and I'm so glad I did because they're pretty incredible.
As for some of the other songs on this album
"Cancer" hits hard and it's one I hold back tears when listening to. 
"Mama" is one I can kind of relate to? I'm not sure. 
It makes sense as to why "Blood" is so underrated, given that it's a hidden track and all, but damn it's pretty good for what it is. 
A lot of MCR fans don't like "Teenagers" despite its popularity, but I never understood that to be completely honest.

Favorite Cover: King Gizzard & the Lizard Wizard - Flying Microtonal Banana
It's nothing too crazy, but I still think it looks absolutely sick. If I were to ever get a tattoo (which I don't intend on getting tattoos, not any time soon at least) I'd probably get this album cover. I don't think I really need to explain what I love about this album art, I feel like just looking at it you can understand. It really speaks for itself. Album itself isn't too bad either. The first 5 songs + Nuclear Fusion are absolutely fucking incredible. Which is a pretty big achievement for an album that's only 9 tracks, y'know? 

I'll Listen Someday: Fleetwood Mac - Rumours
I've heard a lot of good things about this album. It's probably the most important and iconic album of all time that I still haven't listened to yet. I've heard all the "classics" so to speak. Thriller, Abbey Road, The Dark Side of the Moon, Pet Sounds, What's Going On, Nevermind, Purple Rain, The Doors, Master of Puppets, etc. Not Rumours, though. Not yet at least. I'm not even sure why I haven't gotten around to it yet. I just haven't.

Personal Impact: The Doors - The Doors
I don't even know how to explain why this album is so important to me, it just kinda is in some weird stupid way. Despite how weird it is, it still has this intrigue to it that makes it feel... is refined the right word? I'm not sure. Someone described this album as "aura farming music" and I guess that's one way to put it lol. 

Bad Day Cure: Supertramp - Breakfast in America
This and the personal impact spot are interchangeable I think. When the title track came up in my shuffle I didn't think I knew it but it hit me like a truck when I recognized it. The Doors self titled and Breakfast in America are VERY different albums but they both have the same impact on me with how charming and fascinating they are in their musical and lyrical themes. I feel like both of these albums play an important role as who I am as a person and it's something I don't really understand or know how to put into words, but I'm sure someday I'll find the right words to describe what both of these albums mean to me. I can say this about a majority of the albums on here. Including the ones I previously named like Dead Man's Party and The Black Parade. Some of the upcoming albums are also personally significant to me too, but we'll get to them when we get to them. 

You Enjoy But Most Don't: Weezer - Weezer [Black Album]
It's definitely not one I revisit often, and there aren't many standout tracks after the first four, but I don't think there's any particularly bad songs on this album. "Can't Knock The Hustle", and yes, even "Living in LA", are some of my favorites. I've always been into some of Weezer's more disliked songs such as the aforementioned "Living in LA" and "Thank God For Girls," which by the way TGFG is my personal favorite from the white album and there's nothing you can do about it >:3 but I'm getting off topic. Point is, The Black Album really isn't that bad in my personal opinion. I think we can all agree it doesn't come close to some of Weezer's biggest flops like Raditude and Pacific Daydream (I think the former is actually just a tiny bit overhated but I digress)

You Don't Enjoy, But Most Do: Godspeed You! Black Emperor - Lift Yr Skinny Fists Like Antennas To Heaven
Probably my least favorite of the RYM Top 100. I just don't get it, okay?! It's not a bad album and I'm not gonna pretend like it is, I just don't understand it. Clearly everyone else sees something in this that I've never been able to and I'm really happy for them. I don't get it because I've listened to other GY!BE albums and they were fairly decent but this one has never clicked with me despite being their most popular. I'm not too into Post-Rock in general. Swans and Slint are pretty good, but I've struggled to get into the genre quite a bit honestly. I should've put Soundtracks for the Blind in the "not usually my thing but" spot huh.

Underrated: Cardiacs - A Little Man and a House and the Whole World Window
I'm indecisive as shit so I'm just gonna say this is another contender for my favorite album of all time. Another one I genuinely think there isn't a dull second of. The opener blew me away when I heard it for the first time. Also, the album cover obviously isn't where my obsession with flowers came from, but it would be funny if that was the case wouldn't it? In all seriousness, I still associate this album with my love for flowers even if that's not where it came from. You can call that association a bit strange and I wouldn't argue with you, but that's how it is lol. I don't remember who recommended this one to me on RateYourMusic but seriously thank you so much for your recommendation because this album absolutely fucks I love it so much. It's another one that is incredibly impactful to who I am as a person. Hell yes. 

Overrated: Radiohead - OK Computer
I wouldn't say I'm too into Radiohead in general. They have some songs I love. Idioteque, Everything in Its Right Place, Just, My Iron Lung, and from this album in particular, Karma Police and No Surprises. When I joined RateYourMusic this was the #1 album of all time on there. I think it's good but I don't really...get it? Like even in terms of Radiohead's discography I prefer The Bends and Kid A, (I still have four albums I need to listen to as well though, but I'll get to them.) No Surprises is an incredible song, probably my favorite from them actually but overall I think there's something I'm missing with this album. 

Not Usually My Thing: Metallica - Ride the Lightning
I've struggled trying to get into metal as a genre tbh. There's quite a bit of stuff I like but metal is weird in that you have to like certain stuff or you're not a "real fan" of the genre and I always thought that was kinda bullshit. Like ok yeah Sleep Token sucks but I mean I don't get why people who like them get so much shit for it. It's not just Sleep Token, though. Even if you like the well respected iconic stuff like Iron Maiden or Metallica you're not a "real fan" apparently. It doesn't make sense to me. I've tried getting into the more heavy brutal stuff but it's just overall not very interesting to me. I'll stick with Metallica and Iron Maiden thank you. 

Best Instrumental: Daft Punk - Discovery
It's not an entirely instrumental album, however:
Aerodynamic, Crescendolls, Nightvision, Superheroes, High Life, Voyager, Veridis Quo, Short Circuit
8/14. I think it's reasonable to put it in this category. Besides, some of those instrumental tracks are absolutely mindblowing. Aerodynamic, Crescendolls, High Life, and Especially Veridis Quo in particular being some of my favorites. In fact, I'd call Veridis Quo my favorite Daft Punk song, probably.  Daft Punk has always made banger instrumentals, their first album Homework was full of them in my opinion. There's only two, maybe three tracks that have actual proper lyrics which made it a little hard for me to really appreciate Homework on first listen but there's some great stuff on there. Da Funk, Phoenix, Fresh, and my personal favorite which is High Fidelity.
Point is, Daft Punk rocks.

Best Vocals: Thundercat - Drunk
Thundercat is honestly one of the most talented artists of our generation, God blessed this man with an incredible voice and unmatched bass skills and he uses them to write songs about jerking off and eating pizza. Not all of his songs are like that but still I always thought it was a funny assessment. Also, his work on other artists' projects is fantastic as well. "Wesley's Theory" and "These Walls" are two of the best songs on TPAB (#1 album on RateYourMusic btw) and it's in large part thanks to him. Thundercat is awesome, this album is incredible. Case closed.

Simple, But Fun: Lemon Demon - Dinosaurchestra
Damn Skippy could go here too depending on who you ask but I love the childlike whimsy and carefree silliness of Neil's earlier work. It's something I see a lot of myself in. Neil's talent to make even some of the more depressing tracks on here like "Indie Cindy & The Lo-Fi Lullabies" or "Eyewishes" or "Vow of Silence" fun listens is not talked about enough. Even on some of the bonus tracks such as "It Can Get Lonely In My Mansion" "Birthday (Alligators and Pretzel Makers" "Being Alone on Valentine's Day" "White Bread Boyfriend" and "The Next Dimension" all of which should've honestly ended up on the final album tbh (although it's already long enough tbf) but yknow just goes to show how great this album is even the outtakes are awesome

Best Mixtape: Death Grips - Exmilitary
A friend in 6th grade played Takyon for me and it was the craziest shit to me. I went home and downloaded the album, only listened to the first 5 tracks for the next few years but eventually I'd get really into Death Grips and listen to the whole thing. It's still my favorite release from them and honestly I don't think anything else comes even remotely close to this. 

Consistent Discography: Tyler, the Creator - IGOR
Tyler's discography can be considered the opposite of consistent, to be completely fair. But I wanted to fit this album in here somewhere so I decided to interpret "consistent" in my own way and decided "Yeah, Tyler usually consistently releases an album every odd year" (except for 2024's Chromakopia but aside from that he's been consistent with that release schedule for 16 years now.) It's definitely not what the original creator of this template meant with "consistent discography" but hey whatever lets me show this fantastic work of art some love works for me. This is another album that didn't click with me when I first heard it but I'm so glad it clicked eventually because it's another one of my all-time favorites. 

Biggest Letdown: Gorillaz - Cracker Island
I know. I enjoyed Song Machine and The Now Now quite a bit actually. I know people say Gorillaz has been on a decline since their comeback with Humanz in 2017 but I didn't really understand what they were talking about until this album came out. It just feels so empty compared to their other releases, which is crazy because they have some awesome features on here. The title track has Thundercat who I've already mentioned is one of my favorite artists of all time. Aside from him though. Stevie Nicks??? Tame Impala??? Beck??? This could've been something great, but it just. Wasn't. 

Biggest Surprise: Will Wood - In Case I Make It
A very pleasant and welcome one at that. I've always been a fan of Will Wood for his chaotic energy and lyrics, so I really wasn't expecting to enjoy an album that even before release was advertised as straying away from such, being a more sincere and introspective work. However, that's why it's so great. It's genuine, it's heartfelt, and that works in its favor. If Will's work takes this direction going forward I'd be satisfied, because he's damn good at it. 


Best Soundtrack: Jay Tholen - Hypnospace Outlaw
It's this or Touhou for sure. Touhou's soundtracks are always fantastic, but I ultimately went with Hypnospace Outlaw because it's just so varied and every track is utilized nearly perfectly in the game. It's often said that a video game's soundtrack is incredibly important in defining the experience, and I think that's never been more true than it is here. 

Most Unique: Kate Bush - The Dreaming
Kate Bush doesn't really get enough credit for just how eccentric she can be at times. Her debut single was a retelling of the Emily Bronte novel Wuthering Heights. On a later album, "The Sensual World" she has a song about a woman who falls in love with a man she later finds out is Adolf Hitler. Her music style and lyrics have always been fascinating and unique and it's never been more present than on this album. The title is referring to a concept in Aboriginal Australian Mythology which unless you were knowledgeable on that very niche and specific topic, you wouldn't be able to devise from it without listening to the album. Aside from the title track, she doesn't really touch on this theme much. There's "Pull Out the Pin" which is about the Vietnam War for what it's worth. Every song is lyrically so unique and interesting any of them could've worked for the title. The album cover itself seems to be an allusion to the track "Houdini" so I honestly wouldn't be surprised if other songs were considered for the title before she settled on "The Dreaming" 

Favorite Band: They Might Be Giants - Lincoln
While only my 4th favorite album I feel like it's one of their most important albums and I thought it would fit better on here than John Henry or Self Titled would. 
Anyone who knows me even just a tiny bit knows just how much I absolutely adore this band. Everything about them is so fascinatingly awesome to me. From their name to their lyrics, to their uninterrupted career spanning more than 40 years, to their relatively small yet strong and dedicated fanbase to their live shows, all of it is the perfect recipe for a band that I'd have no choice but to fall in love with.  

Favorite Solo Artist: Talkshow Boy - Watch As I Perform My Own Tracheotomy
I've said it before, and yes, I do prefer Testosterone, I just think the album cover for Tracheotomy is better.
I know I probably shouldn't be relating to the lyrics of some of these songs, but I do?? I've stated on numerous occasions that Adrian's music made my High School years less hellish, and it's true, but there's more to it than that. The tunes are infectiously catchy and upbeat, with lyrics that feel truly unadulterated and genuine. 

Best EP: Lil Ugly Mane - Uneven Compromise
The phrase "literal chills" is cliche as fuck but nothing else quite encapsulates my feelings when I listened to this for the first time. There is a lot going on with this one both lyrically and musically. The first "Act" is terrifying, the repeated phrase "Corrupted by the darkness, now you fall into an endless sleep" perfectly illustrates the tone. Act 2 is largely made up of samples from other artists' testimonies and perspectives on the industry and the shadiness of it all, and while it's arguably the "weak point" of the track but still works really well. Act 3, while nowhere near as sinister tonally on the surface, is just as if not more chilling. The narrator tells a story about an old friend of his, and honestly it's better if you just go and listen to it for yourself, but I think the lyrics "Cuz all I wanna do is see my people live large,  I always try to see my people better than they are" sum it up nicely. The final act is a haunting instrumental followed by harsh noise, and while polarizing to most people I've heard talk about this EP, I would argue it thematically a great way to end it off. 

Most Depressing: Nick Drake - Pink Moon
I like to think that despite my depression and all, I present myself as incredibly cheery online so I wonder if it's surprising just how much I relate to this album. Songs like "Parasite" to be specific. I'm not gonna turn this into some shitty trauma dump session or whatever, I just want to bring this all up. I'm very cheerful and happy and energetic online but in real life I'm kinda the opposite. I feel moreso like, well, a parasite. I've been trying to open up more to people and letting my true self shine through in real life, but it is pretty difficult honestly. It'll take some work, but I know that eventually, that soon, I'll have the confidence to show myself as the girl I know I am to everyone irl. This got a little too personal, sorry.

Song of the Day: Kate Bush - Babooshka 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLBOSS YOU'RE SO GOATED

Media Log 2025 - July 30th:

95. Tom Lehrer - More of Tom Lehrer
1959 album, [A]wesome
Still can't believe he's gone. 2025 sucks man :( 

96. Matilda (1996)
1996 film. [M]agnificent
I don't need to say anything more than what I've already said at the beginning of this post. An instant favorite, I should probably reread the book while I'm at it.

After Writing

97. They Might Be Giants - Lincoln 
1988 album. [M]agnificent 
Not their most popular album, that title goes to Flood, but still probably their most acclaimed album, by both fans and critics. With iconic tracks such as Ana Ng, Cowtown, Purple Toupee, Where Your Eyes Don't Go, They'll Need a Crane, and Kiss Me Son of God, it's easy to see why. Also The World's Address and I've Got A Match because those are some of my favorites on here and I wanted to mention them. 

98. Tyler, the Creator - Chromakopia
2024 album, [O]kay
Oh goodness, here we go... I don't think Tyler has released an album this polarizing since Cherry Bomb. I've heard people say it's one of his best, others say it's one of his worst. Where do I stand? It's okay? The first 10 tracks are pretty cool, but I'm not a big fan of the last 4. Yes, that includes Like Him. I just don't really get it. I'm sorry. Noid and Tomorrow are my personal favorites here. Maybe I'll be able to "get" it after a couple more listens but right now I just don't

Here's my updated album ranking though
  1. Igor
  2. Flower Boy
  3. Wolf
  4. Call Me If You Get Lost
  5. Cherry Bomb
  6. Chromakopia
  7. Don't Tap the Glass
  8. Goblin
  9. Bastard

Tuesday, July 29, 2025

Some Thoughts

July 29th 2025

Slowly but surely getting out of my depression, I know I say that a lot but I've really started to figure things out and I'm starting to feel just a little bit happier, y'know? I'm still kind of a mess, but at least I'm gonna be a happy mess. I think the true meaning of life is what you make of it, and maybe the way I'm living isn't entirely fulfilling, but if I can find happiness, and inspire other people to find happiness themselves, it'll all be worth it. I have a lot of varying interests and I wonder if I'll truly be able to achieve everything I want to regarding all of them. I think that's another problem, I don't know where to start with anything. I'm trying to get that part figured out, but it might be more tedious than it should be for me. One thing I've never really talked about that I have a bit of an interest in is fashion, although lets be real I'm a chronically online trans girl what the fuck do I know about fashion? 

It's something interesting I consider a lot though. If I were to like dip my toes in fashion designing or some shit. I think it would be cool, who knows? I like cute and soft things so of course that's the kinda style I'd be going for lol. It's just a thought, ya know? Sometimes I feel like I sound like a little kid with all of my stupid ambitions and not really knowing how to put them into action, it's weird. My whole life I've had ideas and ambitions but I was too young to really go anywhere with them. Now I feel like I'm old enough and I'm not living up to my full potential. Every day is a small step sure but these steps are too small I fear. 

I'm just scared time is gonna catch up to me and I'm gonna be out of college with no fucking idea what I'm doing with my life. I guess I just don't wanna be tied down to one specific medium to express my creativity, I'm sure this is a very common sentiment, but I don't really know what to do about it. I'm scared I'm sounding pretentious or some shit, I hope not. I've just felt a certain kind of way my entire life and some sort of fear has been stopping me from making any progress anywhere.

I'm too tired to worry about it right now, though. I'm gonna try to straighten out my sleep schedule sine I feel like a lot of my issues have to do with my fucky sleep schedule. I tend to be tired quite often. 

Song of the Day: Peter Schilling - Major Tom 
Second favorite song about a guy named Major Tom. It's close though.
Media Log 2025 - July 29th:

94. Kate Bush - Never For Ever
1980 Album, [M]agnificent, Last Logged 04/25/24
I wanna maybe try bringing back the little comments under the log entries or something but honestly I usually don't have much meaningful insight to give. I really enjoyed this album a lot and I don't know how to describe my thoughts further. Army Dreamers is a genuine masterpiece that's incredibly relevant right now. Like I don't think this song's themes have been more applicable to the current state of the world since Vietnam, which ended before this song came out but still. Easily my favorite song not just from this album but Kate Bush's discography in general.

Monday, July 28, 2025

Still not over it

July 28th 2025

I still can't believe Tom Lehrer is really gone. His music has always been a part of my life. I think I talked about this but when I was 7 I was really into the periodic table of elements for some reason. Three songs in particular helped me memorize all the elements as a kid: Meet The Elements by They Might Be Giants (this was how i was introduced to them), ASAPScience's Periodic Table song, and of course, The Elements by Tom Lehrer. I've heard this song among others over the years, but I didn't know his name until late last year. 

I'm glad I got to know the guy who was influential on both me and some of my other biggest influences before his passing though. 97 years is one hell of a life.

Song of the Day: My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words
I slept on this song so hard for like three years it's one of the best from the album.

Media Log 2025 - July 28th

92. My Chemical Romance - The Black Parade
2006 album, [M]agnificent, Last Logged 06/01/2024

93. MGMT - Loss of Life
2024 album, [O]kay, First Listen

Sunday, July 27, 2025

RIP Tom Lehrer

July 27th 2025

Fuck my life dude, Tom Lehrer just died.

He was 97 so he definitely lived a long and undeniably incredible life. Man invented jello shots when he was in the military to get past an alcohol ban, and went on to inspire the likes of Weird Al Yankovic among many others.

I knew it would happen eventually, but I still wasn't ready for it. 

Rest in peace, legend.

Song of the Day: Tom Lehrer - We Will All Go Together When We Go
First Ozzy and now Tom Lehrer? Whoever's going G.O.A.T. hunting please stop.

Media Log 2025 - July 27th:
90. They Might Be Giants - Mink Car (2001 Album) [M]agnificent
91. Talkshow Boy - Perestroika Love (2003 Album) [A]wesome

Saturday, July 26, 2025

first time taking selfies i actually like this year

July 26th 2025

gah

This is stupid, I quote that meme all the time so I decided to insert myself in it. >w<



Heard a bird outside when I took this one, think I look cute tho :3





Overall lazy Saturday aside from that, whatever I'm cute :3


Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - Unpronounceable
Clocks don't breathe this song is stupid.

Media Log 2025 - July 26th:
86. Car Seat Headrest - The Scholars (2025 album) [G]ood
87. Tyler, the Creator - Don't Tap the Glass (2025 album) [O]kay
88. Hail Mary Mallon - Are You Gonna Eat That? (2011 album) [A]wesome
89. Shazam! (2019 film) [A]wesome

Friday, July 25, 2025

not too fond of spotify

July 25th 2025


I got a haircut!!! ^_^ I feel cute as hell once again! yay!! I rlly like having my hair being a lil short. Not too short obviously but just a lil yknow!!! I think it suits me really well...

King Gizzard took all of their music off of Spotify, I respect and absolutely understand this decision. I kinda hate Spotify lmao? At the same time I use it a lot mostly because of convenience. I wanna switch to Bandcamp since it's better when it comes to supporting artists and such, and I've given speeches for my public speaking class and such talking about why Bandcamp is better for artists, so I'm kind of a hypocrite. It's just the problem that a lot of the stuff I really like isn't on Bandcamp. Only 17/23 of TMBG's studio albums are on there, and many artists I like aren't on there at all. And while I kinda understand why, it's still unfortunate as hell. I do still have a small collection on Bandcamp which I plan to add to as much as possible to support the artists that are on there who I love, King Gizzard included!


Song of the Day: Plus-Tech Squeeze Box - Dough-Nuts Town's Map 
They have two albums bolded on RateYourMusic, but only one song. That's kinda funny to me for some reason.
Media Log 2025 - July 25th:
85. Plus-Tech Squeeze Box - Fakevox (2000 Album) [M]agnificent

Thursday, July 24, 2025

OH MY FUCKING GOD.

July 24th 2025

I guess I like Superhero movies, to an extent. I think Deadpool is badass and funny (I know thats a reddit take of me whatever I really dont care tbh) I ADORE the Spiderverse movies, and I've seen a few MCU movies and I thought they were okay for the most part even if I can probably count the MCU movies I've seen on both hands. Actually hold on 

1. Avengers: Age of Ultron
2. Ant-Man
3. Captain America: Civil War
4. Thor: Ragnarok
5. Black Panther
6. Avengers: Infinity War
7. Ant-Man and the Wasp
8. Captain Marvel
9. Avengers: Endgame
10. Spider-Man: Far From Home
11. Spider-Man: No Way Home
12. Deadpool & Wolverine

ok, my hands dont have one extra finger each so I guess I was wrong, point is I've seen relatively few of them, and the ones I've seen I've never really had much to say about beyond "yeah I thought it was cool" Except Deadpool & Wolverine that one was peak. I intend to watch them all at some point but it's not something I feel like I need to do ASAP and I'll probably get to it when I can both set aside time for it and when I'm actually interested enough to do so, and I don't know when those two things will align tbh. 

Then theres the DCEU... I've seen uh.
1. Man of Steel
2. Batman v. Superman
3. Shazam
4. Suicide Squad (2021)

and thats it basically lol. I don't remember a damn thing about the first two. Suicide Squad 2021 was pretty cool. I personally thought Shazam was amazing. Heard the second one sucks though lol. 

So when I first heard about James Gunn's Superman, I didn't really understand much of the hype to be honest. I was never too interested in Superman, most of my interest in the DC universe in general ended at Batman and the characters associated with him/his villains etc if that makes sense. But I heard so many good things about this movie I had to check it out, and honestly? It definitely didn't disappoint. 

It was by no means a perfect film, sure. I definitely feel like it was juggling a lot of things and there was a lot introduced that could've been explored more. I can't really get into most of what I mean without spoilers, but there is one thing I'm still a little confused about. What the hell is Krypto's deal? I get that he's also a dog that I'm assuming came from Krypton, but that just raises even more questions. I don't know, it's confusing to me and I'm not sure how to properly explain my confusion, he was a great part of the movie though. 

The casting was pretty great, I'll reiterate that I'm not too familiar with any of these characters, but from what I do understand about them, everyone really felt well suited for their roles. 

I would say personally for me this is a 10/10. The message of kindness and hope really resonated with me and is something we definitely need right now. It really spoke to me.


Song of the Day: Sufjan Stevens - The Man of Metropolis Steals Our Hearts
Sufjan Stevens had this "Fifty States project" idea where he wanted to write an album for every U.S. State like bro you aint John Linnell (I know Linnell's thing was state songs but still) (btw im joking Sufjan Stevens is a great musician and songwriter) (The song Chicago which is also from this album makes me cry)

Media Log 2025 - July 24th:
84. Superman (2025 Film) [M]agnificent

Wednesday, July 23, 2025

taking the whole day off again

July 23rd 2025

Nice to have a day to myself for once. I'm finished with my summer classes. B in Math and C in Public Speaking. Yay! ^_^ 
Next semester is gonna be hard, but for now I'm gonna watch some MLP and work on cleaning my room over the rest of the Summer that I have free :3

Song of the Day: MGMT - Little Dark Age
Fucking incredible song that right wing TikTok kids made corny using it to glorify war. No, Huxley, war doesn't have a respawn mechanic and this song playing on loop over the speakers. 

Tuesday, July 22, 2025

RIP Prince of Darkness

July 22nd 2025


I knew this was going to happen very soon, but damn man it still hurts.
Rest in peace to the prince of darkness, Ozzy Osbourne.
I've never been too into Black Sabbath or his solo music but I still have a lot of respect for his work. 

I don't really know what else to say about this, I'm sorry.

Song of the Day: Ozzy Osbourne - Mama, I'm Coming Home
Rest in peace to the Prince of Darkness. It's kinda crazy how much of a significance he's had in my life for reasons I can't even begin to explain. Wild.

Monday, July 21, 2025

in darkness

July 21st 1999

Avery Island, Zrephel


"Listen. I know I'm the last person you wish to hear from, but I need your guidance. Two bodies were found last night, a male and a female. Same time, same cause of death, overdose. Far away from each other, though. The female was found deep in the forest and the male right outside my home, strangely enough. Initially I had believed this to be a suicide pact but the circumstances around it are all too peculiar. You're highly intelligent, and this wouldn't be the first time you've dealt with cases bordering on the unusual. Please, just get here as soon as possible. I know you want nothing to do with this place anymore, but you're the last person I can trust. 

Regards,

D.D."



Song of the Day: Oingo Boingo - Pictures of You
It's just something about this song, man. I don't know how to describe it. It's incredible. This album as a whole is lyrically insane in the best way. I still prefer Dead Man's Party and Nothing to Fear, but Good For Your Soul is not very far behind. 
Media Log 2025 - July 21st
81. Jamie xx - In Colour (2015 album) [G]ood
82. Husker Du - Warehouse: Songs and Stories (1987 album) [G]ood
83. Horskh - WIRE (2021 album) [G]ood


Sunday, July 20, 2025

F.N.H.

July 20th 2025

I slept most of the day, but I had some pretty fascinating dreams that I believe to be prophetic, We'll see how these dreams could potentially relate to my future projects. :3

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Busy week next week, got something going on like every day. I need to lock in >~<

Song of the Day: Kate Bush - The Dreaming
her best album in my opinion, and this song is incredible!

Saturday, July 19, 2025

"It truly was a Long Tall Weekend"

July 19th 2025


Happy 26th birthday to Long Tall Weekend! Two years ago I said this album was mediocre and that Dark and Metric was the only song worth revisiting. While I still think this is their weakest album, a lot more songs from it have grown on me. Lullaby to Nightmares is probably my new favorite song from the album, but there’s still some other pretty good ones like Reprehensible, Certain People I Could Name, They Got Lost (although Severe Tire Damage version is better), and Older. (I probably listen to the Mink Car version of Older more but the LTW version is preferred by most fans I think) Operators Are Standing By and Rat Patrol are fairly decent too I guess.


Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - Lullaby to Nightmares 
Probably my favorite from this album, actually. There are others worth revisiting, though. Forget what I said two years ago.

Friday, July 18, 2025

omg

July 18th 2025

One of my fav artists, Talkshow Boy, just followed me back on Instagram. I think that's really awesome, but I'm not gonna make a big deal out of it I just think it's cool since I've been a huge fan for years now. 

It's been a while since I've chosen a TSB song for song of the day. Last time was March 28th 2024 for the 2 year anniversary of me getting into his music for the first time.

hmmm...

Song of the Day: Talkshow Boy - Single of the Year (Talkshow Boy Sings An ARIA)
I remember listening to this for the first time when I was 15 and thinking the Residents namedrop was the coolest thing ever since I still believed they were extremely niche. I mean yeah they’re not very well known but they’re undeniably influential. Oops I’m yapping about The Residents when this is a Talkshow Boy song.

Thursday, July 17, 2025

Didn't take the friggin test yet

July 17th 2025


haiii. so im taking the test TOMORROW i guess. my fault for sleeping in :/ This is why I need to set alarms but nooooooo!!!! ugh why am I like this :P

Anyways,  I found some super cute old pictures of me :3 
Don't feel like posting them right now, just felt like sharing that I did. 

I almost never take selfies anymore, I should start doing that again because #ImCuteAsFuck

Maybe if I lock tf in and start hanging out with people irl I can take some selfies with other people!!! ^w^
Or I could have THEM take picturess of me!!! THE UNTHINKABLE >_<

I have irl friends I just dont talk to them much :( or they moved away which is a lot of them actually 
im sad now

Song of the Day: Avril Lavigne - Sk8er Boi 
AWESOME SONG I USED TO WATCH MLP AND MAPLESTORY AMVS WITH THIS SONG AS A KID!
Media Log 2025 - July 17th:
79. Avril Lavigne - Let Go (2002 Album) [S]ubpar
80. Jordana - Something to Say to You (2020 Album) [G]ood

Wednesday, July 16, 2025

10K SCROBBLES FOR TMBG

July 16th 2025

I REACHED QUINTUPLE DIGIT SCROBBLES FOR THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS ON LASTFM YEAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH WOOOOOO!!!! >_< fuck yeah 


My 10,000th for them was "Rabid Child" which is cool because that song is lowkey mecore (Hammer Down! Rabbit Ears!) You get what I mean, right?



Might do an mlp character tier list but tbh I don't remember what a lot of them were like. Started rewatching the show to get a good idea though, I can't believe I'm really hyperfixating on this shit in the big '25 like I'm 9 years old again. I guess I just stopped caring about being potentially made fun of for liking it. Even if some people in the fandom ruin the reputation. I get it there's some real weirdos into this cartoon horse show for children and like sure whatever you might be the type of person where you'll hear "adult fan of children's show" and even if theyre not a part of the clopping or jar or gore animation crowd you still think "wow they must be weird" and like ok whatever i guess thats what you think but like I don't think it's too weird to just find it cute and/or be invested in the characters and story. Also there's some really cool sides of the fandom that get overlooked for the weird shit because the weird shit is more entertaining (which like. fair enough i cant argue with the entertainment value of weird brony shenanigans. I still rewatch the "it's called clopping" video every now and then because i find it really funny.) but i guess why i managed to find myself coming back to ponies all these years later is probably a combination of me not giving a shit about embracing my love for cuteness, nostalgia, and the positive side of the fandom culture, even if the fandom is a bit of a ghost town after the show ended like six years ago. My favorites are Fluttershy and Sweetie Belle btw if it wasn't obvious if you know like anything about me. 

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - Rabid Child
Lowkey Noracore song (hammer down rabbit ears and all that hehe) honored that this is my 10,000th play for They Might Be Giants on last.fm

Tuesday, July 15, 2025

mlp phase is back

July 15th 2025


Yea it's happening again I'm back on my brony (pegasister I guess now) bullshit ehehehe.
I saw some pretty cool fanart on Derpibooru actually there was a redraw of the album cover for Talkshow Boy's 2004 album Watch As I Perform My Own Tracheotomy but with ponies.

I love that album btw. Talkshow Boy is awesome. He was my top artist on lastfm in 2022-2024. Probably won't be this year because no one's beating out They Might Be Giants I fear.

I'm almost at 10,000 plays for tmbg overall tho!!! I LOVE TMBG GAH

Talkshow Boy is my 2nd most played artist with like 5,000 or somethin. His music hit hard for me in High School, I had certain intervals in like every year from Sophomore to Senior where his music meant a lot to me for one reason or another. 

We Make a Beeline to the Auditorium used to remind me of ... this one girl... I never ended up talking to... lol. 
Is it weird now that I only wanna be friends again at this point? Because like if I try to reach out again through social media or some shit it'll be like "oh yeah i just wanted to be friends" but do normal people even think about former friendships like this??? Do I just feel guilt for the kind of person I was in 8th grade or what the hell. It was the last school year before I transitioned so I wonder 🤔

This really went from ponies to Talkshow Boy to my extreme social anxiety. I love doing this journal.

Song of the Day: Lil Ugly Mane - Bitch I'm Lugubrious
Speaking of shit I was big into in Sophomore and Junior year. Think I called LUM my favorite artist at the beginning of junior year for a class introduction assignment thing.

Monday, July 14, 2025

jehehfhefaaaaaaaaaabluh

July 14th 2025

I like to think of myself as a mostly sweet and kind person. But even the nicest people have their limits. Regardless I can't help but feel wrong and whenever I assert myself in situations I feel like I'm being too mean. Sometimes I wonder if I'm allowed to have boundaries at all. But I am, it doesn't make me a bad person for having boundaries. I have to be assertive and admittedly a little bit of an ass about them because no one will fucking listen to me otherwise. It's my fault because I'm probably not being assertive enough

and yknow this is unrelated but I try to be a kind person but I shouldn't be allowed to put up with people who are just terrible, should I? 

oh well. it is what it is. 

Song of the Day: Gorillaz - Tranz
This song is so good. I might be TRANZgender. heh


Sunday, July 13, 2025

THE SPINE SURFS ALONE

July 13th 2025


President Pedophile: WAAAAAHHHH I "WAS SHOT" A YEAR AGO TODAY PLEASEE GIVE ME SYMPATHY AND STOP TALKING ABOUT EPSTEIN


based spinechads: SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!! IT'S THE SPINE DAY!!!! THIS EXPERIMENTAL FILM WILL MAKE YOUR FUCKING FACE IMPLODE IN THIS MUSEUM OF IDIOTS!!!!! IT'S KICKIN IN YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH!!!! DAMMMMNNNN GOOD TIIIIIMESSS!!! 

Donald "some crazy bastard" Trump: NOOOOOOOOOOOOO *fucking melts wicked witch style*

based spinechads: HEH. NEVER MESS WITH THE TMBG NATION AGAIN LOSER.... 

LINNELL/FLANSBURGH 2028

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - Museum of Idiots
EVERY PIECE OF ME WILL SAY I LOVE YOU !!!!

Saturday, July 12, 2025

FRIENDSHIP IS MAGIC

July 12th 2025

I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY AND THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS GOD BLESS THE UNIVERSE

Song of the Day: John Linnell - South Carolina
LIFT THAT FORK, EAT THAT SNAIL. GARCON SUMMON UP A NEW COCKTAIL! 

Friday, July 11, 2025

I LOVE PICREW

July 11th 2025

Yeah Bleach is still the best Nirvana album, I don't like it as much as I remember but it's still the best one. 
I'm almost at 10k plays/scrobbles/listens for They Might Be Giants on last.fm!!! I'll get there by the end of the month surely if not within the next week lmao.

Also I made myself in a buncha picrews and they're so cute!!! LOOKIE IT'S MEEEE ^w^

I do in fact love nerds, mwehehe >///<


This one is rlly fckn cute!! YIPPEE! I love Hello Kitty

My personal favorite!!! I NEED TO LOOK AND DRESS LIKE THIS IRL!!! I've been trying for years and I kinda looked like this in 2021 but after the depression hit I just look like a homeless walking corpse most days. Someday I'll be a cutie again. >:3
When I get outta my depressed state it's over for y'all >:P

I always loved this Picrew creator, the eyes look so soft and comforting and it's a really cute art style!
The artist did something similar for some pngtuber studio program I might wanna check out :O
I wanna become a vtuber or pngtuber or something i dunno maybe
I promise I won't be one of the weird lolibait ones if I do


I look kinda sinister here... >_< 
Bunny ears + moth wings combo goes hard though, wish I had it in real life.
 Hopefully when I start estrogen :P




Song of the Day: Nirvana - Paper Cuts
I love when he says "Nirvana" in the song like yeah thats the band name. Goes kinda raw as hell.
Google.com autism test accurate 2025 no virus
Media Log 2025 - July 11th:
78. Nirvana - Bleach (1989 Album) [M]agnificent


Thursday, July 10, 2025

not as bad as i was expecting!

July 10th 2025

Had a dentist appointment this morning. So apparently I have to get a couple fillings later this month. In about two weeks or so? Usually it's pretty bad but they're small cavities so it shouldn't be too bad. Also, they suggested I bring some headphones or something to ease my auditory sensitivity when they're drilling and stuff. They seem nice, even if the numbing stuff and the pain always terrifies me. The last time I had to deal with this was like four years ago or so. The whole month of June 2021 I was like "fuuuuck at the end of this month I'm gonna have to deal with this" and it wasn't really that bad the numbness felt kinda weird though. 

 I don't think it'll be too bad. I got my wisdom teeth out at the end of 2022 too, which is much worse than this lol. That was a couple days before I started this journal thing actually ehehe. Can't believe I've been doing this shit for this long. I originally got the idea for this thing in October of 2022 or so because we had this whole daily freewrite journal thing in my creative writing class. Also this is weird but I just remembered this is the same classroom that my mythology class was in. Yknow the one where I met you know who. Same class the other girl I had a crush on was in lol. I wonder how both of them are doing now.

 I still wish I built up the courage to talk to her.  I don't have romantic feelings for her anymore but I still really wish we could be friends again because she was a pretty sweet person to me always back when we were still friends in 8th grade. Even though I was highkey a dumbass insufferable loser in 8th grade, she was still pretty friendly with me and put up with my bullshit. Maybe we'll meet somewhere again and I'll get another chance. Anything's possible. 

OH YEAH THAT 59 I GOT ON THE TEST THE OTHER DAY?! It got bumped up to a 72 so I still have a B in math. In fact, I have a chance at an A if I lock the fluff in.  

Song of the Day: Sidney Gish - Sin Triangle 😈
Haven't listened to this album since I was recommended it in 2021. Need to get back on that :3

Media Log 2025 - July 10th:
76. Black Dresses - Peaceful as Hell (2020 Album) [O]kay
77. Computer Fighters (2016 Short Film) [A]wesome

Wednesday, July 9, 2025

reinstating my MAGOSIBHUV ratings system thign bleh

July 9th 2025

Today was a good day! I definitely think I'm starting to feel happier overall.
Anyways I'm bringing back my MAGOSIBHUV system for rating things in my media log.


  1. 10/10 = [M]agnificent
  2. 09/10 = [A]wesome
  3. 08/10 = [G]ood
  4. 07/10 = [O]kay
  5. 06/10 = [S]ubpar
  6. 05/10 = [I]nadequate
  7. 04/10 = [B]ad
  8. 03/10 = [H]orrible
  9. 02/10 = [U]nholy
  10. 01/10 = [V]ile
yeah! 

Song of the Day: AJJ - Terrifyer
SOME DAYS YOU'RE EMILIO ESTEVEZ OTHER DAYS YOU'RE CHARLIE SHEEN‼️
so true

Media Log - July 9th:
75. Bjork - Vulnicura (2015 Album) [G]ood

Tuesday, July 8, 2025

That's Life

July 8th 2025


So. I got a 59 on the math test. Could've been worse, could've been better for sure though! 
That's life I guess.
Reinstalled the TMBG app and it's still kinda lame tbh. I love the band but yeah. Just plays the same five songs lol
Curious about Persona 5 X though.... it looks cute.... >_<

Think I'm slowly but surely starting to get out of my depression! Yay! :D

Song of the Day: Frank Sinatra - That's Life 
Frank Sinatra is goated, shoutout to New Jersey.

Monday, July 7, 2025

Brain Problem Situation

July 7th 2025


I'm struggling so hard with this math >_<

I'm doing everything I can I dont know what the hell I'm doing wrong!!!!

I went to tutoring but nobody was there so I had to settle for virtual
and I still dont understand it... whatever

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - Brain Problem Situation
I certainly do have a brain problem situation on my hands right now

Sunday, July 6, 2025

Hehehe just a thought.

July 6th 2025

So, Neil learned music theory from the chord sheets on They Might Be Giants wiki right?
I saw there are chord sheets on the Lemon Demon wiki...

I could continue the cycle and learn music theory from the Lemon Demon chord sheets.
I dunno

Texas Roadhouse for dinner today...yay... :3
and since they confirmed I don't have celiac disease I can continue to eat that amazing bread they got!!! ^_^

Song of the Day: Sublime - Santeria
I need to visit California someday ugh

Media Log - July 6th:
74. Sublime - 40 oz. to Freedom (Album, 1992, 8/10) 

Saturday, July 5, 2025

Lemon Demon Ranking Redux

July 5th 2025

Top 5 Songs:
  1. This Hyper World
  2. Fine
  3. The Afternoon
  4. Eighth Wonder
  5. Sky is Not Blue

10/10 Songs:
  • Hazel's Modus Operandi
  • Hyakugojyuuichi 2003
  • Mold En Mono
  • Your Evil Shadow Has a Cup of Tea
  • Sunbeam Light Show Flower Seed
  • Telekinesis
  • I've Got Some Falling To Do
  • Musical Chairs
  • Between You and Me
  • New Way Out
  • Geeks in Love
  • What Will Happen Will Happen
  • Word Disassociation
  • Indie Cindy & The Lo-Fi Lullabies
  • Action Movie Hero Boy
  • Your Imaginary Friend
  • Nothing Worth Loving Isn't Askew
  • The Too Much Song
  • White Bread Boyfriend
  • The Next Dimension
  • The Machine
  • Amnesia Was Her Name
  • The Ocean
  • Marketland
  • The Only House That's Not on Fire (Yet)
  • Bill Watterson
  • Hip Hop Cherry Pop
  • Sundial
  • Modify
  • While My Keytar Gently Weeps
  • 123456 Pokémon
  • Super Hey Ya
  • Aurora Borealis
  • A Mask of My Own Face
  • My Trains
  • Soft Fuzzy Man
  • Spiral of Ants
  • Lifetime Achievement Award
  • Touch-Tone Telephone
  • Sweet Bod
  • Cabinet Man
  • You're at the Party
9/10 songs:
  • Don't Be Like the Sun
  • Fire Motif
  • Somnolence
  • Destructo!
  • Switzerland
  • Matches and Nails
  • Go To Hollywood
  • I Know Your Name
  • Fancy Pants Manifesto
  • Behold the FUTURE
  • Bad Idea
  • Dead Sea Monkeys
  • Pumpkin Pie
  • Ode to Crayola
  • Gonna Dig Up Alec Guinness
  • Kitten is Angry
  • Rainwater
  • Dizziful Bliss
  • Flamingo Legs
  • Subtle Oddities
  • Scatterbrained
  • Fuzzy
  • Elvis Porn
  • The Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny
  • Archaeopteryx
  • Deep in the Ocean
  • Dinosaurchestra Part 3
  • Birthday (Alligators and Pretzel Makers)
  • Stick Stickly
  • It Can Get Lonely in My Mansion
  • Knife Fight
  • Something Glowing
  • Spring Heeled Jack
  • Toy Food
  • Ben Bernanke
  • Nightmare Fuel
  • Seasonal Affective Disorder
  • Goosebumps
  • Really Cool Wig
  • Two Trucks
  • No Eyed Girl
  • Reaganomics
  • When He Died
  • Man-Made Object
  • Redesign Your Logo
  • Crisis Actors
8/10 songs:
  • Lemon Demon
  • Boat
  • The Saga of You, Confused Destroyer of Planets
  • Dance Like an Idiot
  • Birdhouse in Your Soul
  • Mr. Wolfgang
  • Atomic Copper Claw
  • Relativity
  • Consumer Whore
  • Take a Picture
  • Eventuality
  • Smell Like a Cookie All Day
  • The Ceiling
  • When Robots Attack
  • Bicycle Race
  • Vow of Silence
  • Eyewishes
  • Neverending Hum
  • Lawnmower
  • Dinosaurchestra Part 1
  • Samuel and Rosella
  • Being Alone on Valentine's Day
  • Being a Rock Star
  • The Man in Stripes and Glasses
  • The Satirist's Love Song
  • Ask For Nothing
  • Cryptosanta
  • Christmas Will Be Soon
  • Jaws
  • BRODYQUEST
  • Ancient Aliens
  • As Your Father I Expressly Forbid It
  • I Earn My Life
  • Angry People
  • Pizza Heroes
  • Cat Hacks
7/10 songs:
  • Pepper & Salt
  • Elsewhere
  • Error
  • Ten Thousand Light Years Away
  • Hydroelectric Viking
  • Party on the Moon
  • Roman Robot Statues
  • Almond
  • Not Applicable
  • Zero Gravity
  • Bottom Line
  • How to Poop
  • Stuck
  • Dinosaurchestra Part 2
  • Space Mission Alpha
  • Snakes on a Plane
  • Kaleidoskull
  • Gadzooks
  • Strangelet
  • Creepy
  • Today's Secret Word
  • The Wiggles Hate Each Other In Real Life
  • Everyday French
  • Drinky-Bird
  • Prelude to Presents
  • Sexy DVD
  • Everybody Loves Raymond
  • Moon's Request
  • Geocities
  • Angelfire
  • Kubrick and the Beast
6/10 songs:
  • Idiot Control Now
  • Holy Bison Beaks!
  • Fiberglass Monkey
  • Chu Chu Rocket
  • Booja Jabooja
  • Movie Night
  • Fly Straight or Drop the Oar and Wreck
  • Oz Explodes
  • Lollipops
  • Bystanding
  • Abraham Lincoln's Head
  • The Oldest Man on MySpace
  • Funniest
  • Chip's Challenge Chip01 MIDI Remix
  • 320x200
  • Gravitron
5/10 songs:
  • Bowling Alley
  • Sick Puppy
  • Mothers All Over the World
  • March of the Living Figments
  • The Song You Hear When You Die
  • Pirate in a Box
  • Every Time You Stifle a Sneeze
  • Turkeys
  • Princess Unicorn Bunny Kitten Angel
  • Treasure Map
4/10 songs:
  • Without My Tonsils
  • What's in the Toaster
  • Mr. Porta Potty Man
3/10 songs:
  • There's A Robot in My Head
  • Run, Harry, Run!
  • Neil.soul
2/10 songs:
  • You Got a Toothache

Song of the Day: Lemon Demon - This Hyper World
My favorite song by the artist who really got me into music as a whole. Is that embarrassing? Probably but idk. 


Friday, July 4, 2025

fuck

July 4th 2025

that damn bill passed. fuck donald trump.


fuck this country. aint shit to celebrate lmao.

i hate fireworks too. dont wanna talk about that again though.

Song of the Day: Lemon Demon - What Will Happen Will Happen
This song was apparently originally written for George Bush's re-election, This is how I feel now.

Thursday, July 3, 2025

I LOVE LEMON DEMON PART 2

July 3rd 2025

ummm okay!!! Not much to report today >_< heres uhhh a Lemon Demon ranking, it's not a complete one, but it's a ranking of every song by album like I did with Oingo Boingo earlier. :P
Just to be clear btw there's not many Lemon Demon songs I dislike! I'll strikethrough the ones I think I genuinely dislike just to clarify. That's not to say those songs are bad btw!!! Just not really my thing lol... please dont get upset this is justt my opinion. Also my opinion is very malleable and likely to change so who knows??? Maybe if I don't like a song you like I'll come around to it!!! Many songs here I used to dislike at one point.

OH yeah also I'll bold the songs I would consider my absolute favorites (10/10) just because ^w^

Clown Circus:
  1. Hazel's Modus Operandi
  2. Hyakugojyuuichi 2003
  3. Don't Be Like The Sun
  4. Fire Motif
  5. Somnolence
  6. Lemon Demon
  7. Wrong
  8. Pepper & Salt
  9. Elsewhere
  10. Error
  11. Ten Thousand Light Years Away
  12. Idiot Control Now
  13. Holy Bison Beaks!
  14. Bowling Alley
Live From the Haunted Candle Shop:
  1. Mold en Mono
  2. Destructo!
  3. Switzerland
  4. Boat
  5. The Saga of You, Confused Destroyer of Planets
  6. Dance Like an Idiot
  7. Birdhouse in Your Soul
  8. Mr. Wolfgang
  9. Hydroelectric Viking
  10. Party on the Moon
  11. Fiberglass Monkey
  12. Chu Chu Rocket
  13. Booja Jabooja
  14. Movie Night
  15. Fly Straight or Drop the Oar and Wreck
  16. Oz Explodes
  17. Without My Tonsils
Hip to the Javabean:
  1. Your Evil Shadow Has a Cup of Tea
  2. Sunbeam Light Show Flower Seed
  3. Telekinesis
  4. I've Got Some Falling To Do
  5. Musical Chairs
  6. Between You and Me
  7. Matches and Nails
  8. Go To Hollywood
  9. I Know Your Name
  10. Fancy Pants Manifesto
  11. Atomic Copper Claw
  12. Relativity
  13. Consumer Whore
  14. Sick Puppy
  15. What's in the Toaster?
Hip to the Javabean Bonus Tracks:
  1. Behold the FUTURE
  2. Bad Idea
  3. Take a Picture
  4. Roman Robot Statues
  5. Almond
  6. Not Applicable
  7. There's a Robot in My Head
  8. Run, Harry, Run
Damn Skippy:
  1. Sky is Not Blue
  2. New Way Out
  3. Geeks in Love
  4. What Will Happen Will Happen
  5. Word Disassociation
  6. Dead Sea Monkeys
  7. Pumpkin Pie
  8. Ode to Crayola
  9. Gonna Dig Up Alec Guinness
  10. Kitten is Angry
  11. Rainwater
  12. Dizziful Bliss
  13. Flamingo Legs
  14. Subtle Oddities
  15. Eventuality
  16. Smell Like a Cookie All Day
  17. The Ceiling
  18. When Robots Attack
Damn Skippy Bonus Tracks:
  1. Scatterbrained
  2. Fuzzy
  3. Elvis Porn
  4. Bicycle Race
  5. Zero Gravity
  6. I Want to Wake Up
  7. Bottom Line
  8. How to Poop
  9. Lollipops
  10. Mothers All Over the World
  11. March of the Living Figments
  12. The Song You Hear When You Die
  13. Pirate in a Box
  14. Mr. Porta Potty Man
  15. Neil.soul
Dinosaurchestra
  1. This Hyper World
  2. Fine
  3. Indie Cindy & The Lo-Fi Lullabies
  4. Action Movie Hero Boy
  5. Your Imaginary Friend
  6. Nothing Worth Loving Isn't Askew
  7. The Too Much Song
  8. The Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny
  9. Archaeopteryx
  10. Deep in the Ocean
  11. Dinosaurchestra Part 3
  12. Vow of Silence
  13. Eyewishes
  14. Neverending Hum
  15. Lawnmower
  16. Dinosaurchestra Part 1
  17. Stuck
  18. Dinosaurchestra Part 2
  19. Bystanding
Dinosaurchestra Bonus Tracks:
  1. White Bread Boyfriend
  2. The Next Dimension
  3. Birthday (Alligators and Pretzel Makers)
  4. Stick Stickly 
  5. It Can Get Lonely In My Mansion
  6. Samuel and Rosella
  7. Being Alone on Valentine's Day
  8. Space Mission Alpha
  9. Snakes on a Plane
  10. Abraham Lincoln's Head
  11. The Oldest Man on MySpace
  12. Funniest
  13. Chip's Challenge Chip01 MIDI Remix
  14. Every Time You Stifle a Sneeze
  15. Turkeys
  16. Princess Unicorn Bunny Kitten Angel
View-Monster:
  1. The Afternoon
  2. The Machine
  3. Amnesia Was Her Name
  4. The Ocean
  5. Marketland
  6. The Only House That's Not On Fire (Yet)
  7. Bill Watterson
  8. Knife Fight
  9. Something Glowing
  10. Spring Heeled Jack
  11. Being a Rock Star
  12. The Man in Stripes and Glasses
  13. The Satirist's Love Song
  14. Ask For Nothing
  15. Kaleidoskull
  16. Gadzooks
View-Monster Bonus Tracks:
  1. Hip Hop Cherry Pop
  2. Sundial
  3. Modify
  4. While My Keytar Gently Weeps
  5. 123456 Pokemon
  6. Super Hey Ya
  7. Toy Food
  8. Ben Bernanke
  9. Nightmare Fuel
  10. Strangelet
  11. Creepy
  12. Today's Secret Word
  13. The Wiggles Hate Each Other in Real Life
  14. Everyday French
  15. Drinky-Bird
  16. 320x200
  17. Treasure Map
  18. You Got a Toothache
I Am Become Christmas:
  1. Aurora Borealis
  2. Seasonal Affective Disorder
  3. Cryptosanta
  4. Christmas Will Be Soon
  5. Prelude to Presents
Nature Tapes:
  1. A Mask of My Own Face
  2. My Trains
  3. Goosebumps
  4. Really Cool Wig
  5. Two Trucks
  6. Jaws
  7. Brodyquest
  8. Sexy DVD
  9. Everybody Loves Raymond
Spirit Phone:
  1. Eighth Wonder
  2. Soft Fuzzy Man
  3. Spiral of Ants
  4. Lifetime Achievement Award
  5. Touch-Tone Telephone
  6. Sweet Bod
  7. Cabinet Man
  8. No Eyed Girl
  9. Reaganomics
  10. When He Died
  11. Man-Made Object
  12. Ancient Aliens
  13. As Your Father I Expressly Forbid It
  14. I Earn My Life
Spirit Phone Bonus Tracks:
  1. You're at the Party
  2. Redesign Your Logo
  3. Crisis Actors
  4. Angry People
  5. Pizza Heroes
  6. Cat Hacks
  7. Moon's Request
  8. Geocities
  9. Angelfire
  10. Kubrick and the Beast
  11. Gravitron

Song of the Day: Lemon Demon - Indie Cindy & The Lo-Fi Lullabies
Dinosaurchestra might be overtaking Hip to the Javabean for the spot of my favorite Lemon Demon album...

Wednesday, July 2, 2025

I LOVE LEMON DEMON!

July 2nd 2025

ok yeah im embracing the lemon demon hyperfixation again

I've also been listening to The Aquabats a lil and yeah I get it these guys are awesome as hell!

I wanna try maybe doing a Lemon Demon song ranking but that would probably be just a little difficult, I dont know bahaha. 

My top 5 though? Easy.

  1. This Hyper World
  2. Fine
  3. The Afternoon
  4. Eighth Wonder
  5. Sky is Not Blue
Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - Older
we're getting older...closer to 2050 than 2000 now. Also uhh Mink Car version instead of Long Tall Weekend version for song of the day I could just not specify but ya know

Tuesday, July 1, 2025

tmbg new ranking?

July 1st 2025


Not sure about this one but uhh
  1. John Henry
  2. They Might Be Giants
  3. Flood
  4. Lincoln
  5. Mink Car
  6. Apollo 18
  7. The Else
  8. I Like Fun
  9. Join Us
  10. Factory Showroom
  11. The Spine
  12. Glean
  13. Book
  14. My Murdered Remains
  15. Phone Power
  16. Nanobots
  17. Long Tall Weekend
Be nice please I'm still on the fence about this ranking

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - Icky 
even their weaker albums are fire damn


i need to get over it

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