December 12th 2024
I miss the person I thought she was. I don't think she's a bad person, she treated me well, but she didn't want to consider my feelings a lot of times. She also said she felt like she was neglecting me and I don't think she was but she said she wanted to pay me more attention and she didn't make an effort too. I don't even know what I'm talking about, I hope she's doing well regardless. I hope she knows how much she hurt me. I wasn't all that great, but I tried my best to go above and beyond for her. I just feel sick.
I have so much work to do today, I've got to ensure that I don't fail any other classes. Math is already done with, and I'm going to have to retake it either next semester or over the summer, and I can just switch it out with another class that I'll take in the summer. I'm thinking English II or Anthropology. The other 3 I would really not like to take over the summer, but it isn't up to me. Ultimately it comes down to what they're offering over the summer. I really fucked myself over. I really thought I wasn't going to fail math but I did.
I really thought I had everything under control, despite the fact that I was really lazy when it came to my schoolwork! Not when it came to coming up with lore for my French forest elf farmer girl character who doesn't even know who Steve Urkel is. They ain't got Urkel in France I guess. Or Bohemian Rhapsody. Whatever, it is what it is. Like the Thundercat album. I think the English thing will be good if he grades my Gerald Ford essay. I really wish I got a better grade in that class, since y'know I'm planning to major in English, and I really enjoy writing. It's whatever, though. I missed quite a few assignments that I shouldn't have.
I'm so thankful that my geography professor reopened all the quizzes and homework that I missed, I might get that class up to a B if I do a good job here. I can't do this shit next semester, I'm gonna lose my financial aid if I'm not careful. I'm gonna try and get all As going forward, it's definitely possible considering the fact that I've done it a couple semesters in the past. The classes I have next semester are things I think I could do well in, if I put in the work and try my hardest. I can do pretty well when I put my mind to things.
That Marvel Rivals game looks really interesting. I'm especially a huge fan of Squirrel Girl. I already was a fan of the character, but her design in Marvel Rivals is awesome! She's my transition goals ngl... I don't think I fw Brawl Stars at the moment, especially because everyone's playing as Buzz Lightyear now and it's not fun when it's a one-brawler meta. So I'm gonna try out Marvel Rivals. They added Jeff but not Gwenpool... smh. At least Gwenpool is in Fortnite. Fortnite is another one I need to start playing again. Also I loveeee the Gwenpool skin in the game. They did my girl so well.
Song of the Day: Miracle Musical - Stranded Lullaby 🌊
12 years since 12/12/12.
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