Friday, October 31, 2025

not so happy halloween

 October 31st 2025

Well, I just fucked everything up, didn't I?

I've basically confirmed that I'm going to fail that damn English class, I'm such an idiot! Sorry everybody, I thought i had this under control but I don't even know what to do now. 

College is weird, I thought this would be exciting and new but it all feels just like high school again, maybe thats my fault because I'm failing to talk to people and make new friends but hey social anxiety yknow. Dammit.

Song of the Day: Danny Elfman - This Is Halloween
One of my favorite movies as a kid, still holds up well tbh.

Thursday, October 30, 2025

^_^

October 30th 2025

EHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE >:3 MWEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHE
KEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
^w^

The Ween is tomorrow!!!!
Ween? Ween! Hail boognish!

Song of the Day: Ween - Among His Tribe 
Canada… Canada Dry.

Wednesday, October 29, 2025

I feel a little better

 October 29th 2025

thankfully didnt havr to get any bloodwork done actually i was really worried about that but i managed to avoid it because im young n healthy!!! For the most part, at least…

I’ve been oversleeping a lot lately and I’m arguably pretty depressed and I’ve been struggling to stay on top of most of my classes but I’ll figure this out. I shouldn’t be stressed but I am!!!! The stress is probably going to kill me too… I don’t like where I’m headed, to be honest.

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - Last Wave
this is how this entire damn year has felt tbh

Tuesday, October 28, 2025

ranking 200 lemon demon songs

 October 28th 2025
  1. This Hyper World
  2. Fine
  3. The Afternoon
  4. Eighth Wonder
  5. Sky Is Not Blue
  6. Hip Hop Cherry Pop
  7. Indie Cindy & the Lo-Fi Lullabies
  8. Your Evil Shadow Has a Cup of Tea
  9. The Machine
  10. Soft Fuzzy Man
  11. White Bread Boyfriend
  12. Sunbeam Light Show Flower Seed
  13. New Way Out
  14. Geeks In Love
  15. Amnesia Was Her Name
  16. Spiral of Ants
  17. You're at the Party
  18. Telekinesis
  19. The Ocean
  20. Ivanushka
  21. I've Got Some Falling to Do
  22. Lifetime Achievement Award
  23. Touch-Tone Telephone
  24. Sundial
  25. Marketland
  26. Sweet Bod
  27. Aurora Borealis
  28. Mold En Mono
  29. Action Movie Hero Boy
  30. A Mask of My Own Face
  31. What Will Happen Will Happen
  32. Cabinet Man
  33. Word Disassociation
  34. Modify
  35. Your Imaginary Friend
  36. Nothing Worth Loving Isn't Askew
  37. Musical Chairs
  38. The Only House That's Not On Fire (Yet)
  39. Bill Watterson
  40. My Trains
  41. Between You and Me
  42. Hazel's Modus Operandi
  43. The Next Dimension
  44. Hyakugojyuuichi 2003
  45. The Too Much Song
  46. While My Keytar Gently Weeps
  47. 123456 Pokémon
  48. Super Hey Ya
  49. The Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny
  50. Toy Food
  51. No Eyed Girl
  52. Reaganomics
  53. Dead Sea Monkeys
  54. Pumpkin Pie
  55. SAD
  56. Redesign Your Logo
  57. Archaeopteryx
  58. Don't Be Like the Sun
  59. Destructo!
  60. Crisis Actors
  61. Knife Fight
  62. Fire Motif
  63. When He Died
  64. Birthday (Alligators and Pretzel Makers)
  65. Matches and Nails
  66. Ode to Crayola
  67. Man-Made Object
  68. Scatterbrained
  69. Goosebumps
  70. Really Cool Wig
  71. Fuzzy
  72. Ben Bernanke
  73. Gonna Dig Up Alec Guinness
  74. Behold the FUTURE
  75. Bad Idea
  76. Two Trucks
  77. Go To Hollywood
  78. Deep in the Ocean
  79. Somnolence
  80. Switzerland
  81. Spring Heeled Jack
  82. Stick Stickly
  83. Kitten is Angry
  84. Something Glowing
  85. Dinosaurchestra Part 3
  86. Rainwater
  87. Elvis Porn
  88. Nightmare Fuel
  89. I Know Your Name
  90. It Can Get Lonely In My Mansion
  91. Fancy Pants Manifesto
  92. Dizziful Bliss
  93. Flamingo Legs
  94. Subtle Oddities
  95. One Weird Tip
  96. Vow of Silence
  97. Eyewishes
  98. Boat
  99. Atomic Copper Claw
  100. Ancient Aliens
  101. Being A Rock Star
  102. Relativity
  103. Neverending Hum
  104. CryptoSanta
  105. Lawnmower
  106. The Saga of You, Confused Destroyer of Planets
  107. Eventuality
  108. Dance Like An Idiot
  109. Christmas Will Be Soon
  110. Samuel and Rosella
  111. Birdhouse in Your Soul
  112. Take a Picture
  113. Lemon Demon
  114. Jaws
  115. As Your Father I Expressly Forbid It
  116. Consumer Whore
  117. Being Alone on Valentines Day
  118. Angry People
  119. Smell Like a Cookie All Day
  120. The Man in Stripes and Glasses
  121. The Ceiling
  122. Bicycle Race
  123. Dinosaurchestra Part 1
  124. Mr. Wolfgang
  125. Brodyquest
  126. I Earn My Life
  127. When Robots Attack
  128. The Satirist’s Love Song
  129. Ask For Nothing
  130. Wrong
  131. Pizza Heroes
  132. Cat Hacks
  133. Kaleidoskull
  134. Pepper and Salt
  135. Elsewhere 
  136. Strangelet
  137. Gadzooks
  138. Hydroelectric Viking
  139. Party on the Moon
  140. Funkytown
  141. Sexy DVD
  142. Space Mission Alpha
  143. Snakes on a Plane
  144. Creepy
  145. Today's Secret Word
  146. The Wiggles Hate Each Other In Real Life
  147. Everybody Loves Raymond
  148. Everyday French
  149. Drinky-Bird
  150. Moon's Request
  151. Geocities
  152. Angelfire
  153. Kubrick and the Beast
  154. Prelude to Presents
  155. Error
  156. Roman Robot Statues
  157. Almond
  158. Not Applicable
  159. This Is Youmacon
  160. Ten Thousand Light Years Away
  161. Stuck
  162. Dinosaurchestra Part 2
  163. Zero Gravity
  164. I Want To Wake Up
  165. Bottom Line
  166. How To Poop
  167. Fiberglass Monkey
  168. Chu Chu Rocket
  169. Booja Jabooja
  170. Idiot Control Now
  171. Movie Night
  172. Abraham Lincoln’s Head
  173. Holy Bison Beaks!
  174. Money Dollar Bills
  175. The Oldest Man on MySpace
  176. Bystanding
  177. 320x200
  178. Gravitron
  179. Lollipops
  180. Funniest
  181. Chip’s Challenge Chip01 Midi Remix
  182. Fly Straight or Drop the Oar and Wreck
  183. Oz Explodes
  184. Sick Puppy
  185. Every Time You Stifle a Sneeze
  186. Mothers All Over the World
  187. Bowling Alley
  188. Treasure Map
  189. March of the Living Figments
  190. The Song You Hear When You Die
  191. Turkeys
  192. Princess Unicorn Bunny Kitten Angel
  193. Pirate in a Box
  194. Without My Tonsils
  195. Mr. Porta Potty Man
  196. What’s in the Toaster
  197. There’s a Robot in My Head
  198. Neil.soul
  199. Run, Harry, Run!
  200. You Got a Toothache

Song of the Day: Lemon Demon - Soft Fuzzy Man
I was obsessed with this song for a bit a couple years ago. Spirit Phone is such an incredible album.

Monday, October 27, 2025

thoughts on ii season 4 so far

October 27th 2025

The Future is Today!
  • BOT IN THE THUMBNAIL YAY!!!
  • Who are these new sillies?
  • I like Jack and Tapey so far
  • I don’t remember Bell but I remember Spiky and Teddy
  • BELL NO!!!
  • Aww :( that just makes me kinda sad
  • Hello Floor
  • BOT MY LOVE!!!!!
  • Hello Cabby
  • Hello Yin Yang
  • Hello Toilet
  • Hello Paper
  • So there's no game this time? Cool. I guess…
  • Lmao wtf is happening
  • Bot is such a cutie
  • LOL
  • hello balloon i mean suitcase
  • So it’s all because Marshmallow wanted to be a gay lesbian right
  • Wait where’s MePhone then? 
  • Hello Clover
  • Hello Baseball
  • Hello Lifering
  • Hello Box
  • Hello Paintbrush
  • Hello MeTag
  • Hello Lightbulb
  • I don’t know how to feel about this so far
  • What is happening
  • Hello Salt and Bomb… ugh
  • Hello Pepper…
  • Pickle you alright bud?
  • God I can’t stand them ugh
  • Hello Fan
  • THE END OF THE TOUR TMBG REFERENCE
  • Hello Taco
  • Hello Magnet
  • Hello Pencil…?
  • Hello Soap
  • This feels weird 
  • Hello Candle
  • Hello Cheesy
  • Hello Tea Kettle
  • Hello… Bonesaw?
  • Hello Nickel
  • Hello Trophy
  • Hello OJ
  • Hello Suitcase
  • So with no MePhone death is just permanent now?
  • Also OSC teehee. They noticed the coincidence and went with it.
  • Fan’s right what the hell is happening.
  • Hello Test Tube
  • Hehe
  • So is there gonna be a new competition or not?
  • Oh my god I didn't think about it like that. You start to notice how empty everything is now that there’s no competition
  • FREEDOM OF CHOICE DEVO REFERENCE
  • Something bad will happen soon *glaggle*
  • Still haven’t seen: Apple, Blueberry, Bow, Cherries, Dough, Goo, Knife, Marshmallow, Microphone, Silver Spoon, Tissues
  • This is why I love Fan he’s so smart and goated
  • Hello Knife
  • Hello Bow
  • Hello Marshmallow
  • Hello Dough
  • Hello Blueberry
  • Hello Silver Spoon
  • Hello Goo
  • Hello Cherries
  • Hello Tissues
  • Hello Apple
  • Hello Microphone
  • ok is that everybody
  • Hi Poppy…
  • Corn racism?
  • Find out next time on Dragon Ball Z!
Cob Mentality
  • I like how much longer these episodes are
  • :(
  • WHAT THE HELL :(
  • BOT :(
  • They saved Bot aww
  • I’m not sure how to feel about all of this so far.
  • Ohh Marsh went there 
  • We haven’t seen much of Fantube’s relationship with Bot but it seems positive
  • I feel bad for Mephone4 because I know he just wanted to have fun with something but he got carried away.
  • OK so let’s see here.
  • Teddy, Jack, Spiky, Tapey are in 
  • Paper is back!!!
  • I take it OJ, Suitcase, and Cabby won’t be though.
  • And I’m sure Marshmallow won’t either
  • Taco, Mic, and Soap are back as well
  • Bonesaw won’t get annoying at all.
  • Tea Kettle is back too!!! We didn’t get to see enough of her and she seemed sweet.
  • Lightbulb and Trophy are in. Box too?
  • Pepper without Salt? Now this I’ve gotta see
  • Hello MeTag. Guess Tissues isn’t in though. Shame. 
  • Silver’s out. Candle and Poppy are in.
  • Cammy and Starfruit are in
  • Magnet’s in.
  • So… Cherries, Goo, and Cheesy are in.
  • Alright now what about Bot?
  • Oh no…
  • Alright so lets see here.
  • Spiky, Teddy, Jack, Tapey, Paper, Taco, Microphone, Soap, Bonesaw, Tea Kettle, Lightbulb, Trophy, Box, Pepper, MeTag, Candle, Poppy, Cammy, Starfruit, Magnet, Cherries, Goo, Cheesy, and I think I saw Lifering in there as well. Not the worst lineup, and it looks like my three favorites are hosting…It makes sense for Marshmallow and Bow to abstain… Paper is probably my favorite of those competing so I wish the best of luck to him! Wouldn’t be the first time a favorite contestant of mine got eliminated first in the first season only to win in the fourth season…looking at you bfdi. (Flower my goat!!!)
  • This is kinda sweet but also a bit much
  • Hehehehehe
  • I’m really curious to see this
  • Soap’s character development is great
  • I don’t like Cherries but hopefully they’ll get a redemption arc here
  • Cherries’ whole thing is confusing.
  • What’s Jack’s deal
  • I have a feeling Jack’s gonna be out soon
  • Cammy on some religious shit
  • Can I just say I’ve always loved II’s background music?
  • Magnet’s not even letting Starfruit talk bro
  • I was hoping Jack would be an actually interesting character but he seems like just an ass.
  • I can’t stand Magnet either like I know I’m one hell of a yapper but at least I try to let other people talk bro
  • Why are they just sitting next to Cobs’ dead body?
  • I kinda love Tea Kettle lmao
  • Hold on let me analyze this
  • Best - Magnet (makes sense lol)
  • Bestie - Pepper (also makes sense lol)
  • Yellow - Poppy (Awww)
  • Loyal - MeTag (yikes…)
  • Candle - Enigmatic (indeed)
  • Cammy - Justice (uh huh)
  • Has-Been - Starfruit (lmao)
  • Unknowable - Box (aww)
  • Single-minded - Cherries (teehee)
  • Oog - Goo (strange)
  • Sharp - Bonesaw (yeah)
  • Soft - Spiky (ehe)
  • Omga - Lightbulb (you dont say)
  • Abandoned - Teddy (im gonna cry)
  • Sweet - Paper (AWWW SO TRUE)
  • Hyperaware - Tapey (I think they’re the new Cabby)
  • Honest - Microphone (mhm)
  • Clean - Taco (mhm)
  • Dirty - Soap (I like this! I like how they’re using words that describe the opposites of how they played in their previous seasons)
  • Broken - Lifering (idk what to say for this one)
  • Stringent - Cheesy (lol string)
  • Jack - Knuckles (yep)
  • Trophy - Punch (just couldn’t help yourself huh)
  • Boowomp
  • Jack is such an ass
  • A jackass
  • mlm and wlw solidarity... (Paper and Pepper)
  • Alright so lets see who’s UFE:
  • Pepper, Cammy, Trophy, Paper, Teddy, and Jack
  • I think it’s gonna be Jack but Cammy’s hyper-religious attitude towards MePhone has seemingly not been a good first impression. 
  • I don’t think Pepper, Paper, or Trophy will be going THIS early. Same with Teddy I think she’s gonna have a strong character arc. So I’m thinking Cammy or Jack.
  • Bot’s so cute!!!!
  • This is gonna be interesting.
  • Paper and Trophy seem to have a bit of a rivalry
  • Again, I think it’s Cammy or Jack
  • Ooh this is interesting.
  • They wouldn’t eliminate Paper twice.
  • Yep. Byebye Jack.
  • PAPER AND OJ CANON!!!!
  • Ooh this is interesting. 
  • Man I actually can’t fucking stand Jack tbh
  • He seemed like he would be a cool character but nah he’s such an ass.
Run the Risk
  • I hate him 
  • They kinda need MePhone
  • Maybe not as a host but to assure nobody dies
  • LGBT lol
  • After the incident of last season isolating the teams for coming up with names is a good idea
  • I like this concept for team names
  • Thematic Cats
  • Go Big or Be Last
  • Heavy Metal Pop Stars
  • Circumspect
  • I wonder if Bot ever got the chance to watch actual cartoons
  • Or become an actual pro gamer
  • Like they said they wanted to in the exit interview
  • I feel like there’s gonna be a confrontation with MePhone eventually
  • I don't have much to say about this challenge
  • I can’t stand Magnet bro 
  • Most of the new contestants actually
  • So far I fw Teddy, Poppy, Spiky, Starfruit, and Tapey. So that’s what? Half?
  • OK so it’s between Heavy Metal Pop Stars and Circumspect.
  • “Cute little visual cues” dawww
  • aaaaand they fucked it up
  • Alright Heavy Metal Pop Stars UFE.
  • Lets see here.
  • Paper, Lightbulb, MeTag, Poppy, Starfruit, Tapey
  • Paper and Lightbulb are OGs.
  • Starfruit is also iconic
  • I feel like it’s one of the other three.
  • Poppy might be the most likely.
  • Poor Bot and Test Tube :(
  • Why would Lightbulb have two votes?
  • So I was wrong about Poppy
  • Anyways I have nothing more to say for now.
Not sure how to feel about this season at the moment. 

Song of the Day: Car Seat Headrest - Hey Space Cadet
hi how are you daniel johnston

Sunday, October 26, 2025

its cool

October 26th 2025

 

im tired of everyrhing


slept all day  because its the only comfort i feela nymore :(

Song of the Day: The Killers - Mr. Brightside
kinda bangs

Saturday, October 25, 2025

missed out

October 25th 2025

missed out on pokemon tournament for various reasons i dont wanna get into :(

Being sick sucks
i got bloodwork on wednesday too vluh

Song of the Day: Lil Ugly Mane - vpn
i love this album so muvh bro 

Friday, October 24, 2025

Unlearning

October 24th 2025


i think I have a lot of things I need to unlearn. I feel like my life has no direction, but I have a plan to turn everything around and fix this. I just struggle with a lot of things,  but I can make it through this. I say that a lot but I know I’m smart and I can do this…. It’s jyst going to be rough. 


song of the day: Kanye West - Monster
Charlie Kirk was texting Candace Owens with the lyrics to this song lmaoooo

Thursday, October 23, 2025

skipped class today

 October 23rd 2025

skipped class today and probably gonna have to miss out on the meeting thing I’d hoped for.

it’s probably just allergies and im a hypochondriac or however the fuck you spell that word

whenever i think about the things i struggle with mentally and physically i think of the “omg you people cant do anything” meme and it makes me feel even worse teehee :(

am i being ableist towards myself? oops





song of the day: they might be giants - reprehensible
far from my favorite song on the album but i understand why it’s the most popular

Wednesday, October 22, 2025

Just sick as hell

October 22nd 2025

i feel so sick too sick to do anything i just slept all day yawn


Song of the Day: Lil Ugly Mane - Tell Dem Boyz Ima Skeleton
halloween soon

Tuesday, October 21, 2025

New world opening up for me

October 21st 2025
 
Looking into the whole college journal thing, meetings are on Fridays and I usually dont go to school on Fridays. I could go I guess but I’d have to take an Uber since I still don’t have my license, but I couldn’t do it every week because Uber isn’t THAT cheap lol. I’m gonna look into this, it just seems exciting. This was my dream since High School, and it finally feels within reach. That being said, uuugh my grades haven’t been getting much better. I’m trying to work hard it’s just a bit overwhelming at times. I really don’t wanna flunk out because this is such an important opportunity to me and I wouldn’t be able to forgive myself if I wasted it.
 
I'm gonna do my best here, but I’m starting to fear the worst. I’m fearing that it might be too late. I’m scared, I’m terrified, I’m not trying to be lazy, I’m just trying to find myself and it's been hard to focus on classes at times because many of them don't feel like they're helping with that whole "finding myself" thing even though I know that’s kind of the whole point of college. 
 
I barely understand myself, it’s so frustrating for everyone else to watch but it’s been frustrating for me to live. I don’t know, I’m sorry. 
 
I love my cat so much she’s such a sweetheart I’m feeling really sick and she’s here trying to comfort me I love you so much Nermal my sweet girl <3 I’m not sure what’s wrong with me I don’t think it’s covid imagine how fucked up it would be if I get covid not even two weeks after getting the shot…that’s why I highly doubt that’s what it is. Also that would be awful because I spent all day at school today. I guess it’s a good thing I try to avoid interaction as much as possible by default. Not even intentionally anymore, I want to be friends with people I’m just such a nervous wreck who’s too scared to talk to anybody, it’s kinda sad but I’m working towards getting over it.




Song of the Day: sElf - Borateen
Their whole discography slaps bro

Monday, October 20, 2025

Now I only want you gone...

October 20th 2025

I'm pretty sure she's still stalking me, but oh well. I just pity her... I dunno...

I got some homework done today I'm proud of myself...

yawnn....

sleepy...

Song of the Day: Jonathan Coulton - Want You Gone
Me when her- I'M SORRY WAIT WHO PLAYED DRUMS ON THIS?! 

Sunday, October 19, 2025

Suspicious Timing.

October 19th 2025
 
How hard is it for some people to take a hint? Despite everything that happened, I try to see the good in you. It’s very difficult but still, I know you’re only human and you’ve been through a lot and it truly pains me knowing what you’ve had to deal with, but still. It can’t change how much you’ve hurt me.
 
A small part of me still prays for your happiness and for you to find inner peace. You deserve it, truly.
 
I dunno, I just find the timing of all of this to be incredibly suspicious, but perhaps that’s just my extreme paranoia which is what turned you off from me in the first place. It’s something I’ll get over eventually though. It’s just hard to trust you after all of this. I didn’t forget a week later when you had me unblock you to explain yourself and it still felt incredibly insincere, no offense. 
 
At least you’re able to understand why I’m so suspicious of all of this. 
 
Song of the Day: Ween - I'm Dancing in the Show Tonight
This song was in The Addams Family Movie. Not joking. I’m not sure why I remember this because I watched it in like 2022, but I do remember so that’s fun.

Saturday, October 18, 2025

laugh hard, it's a long way to the bank...

October 18th 2025

Charity thing for my dad’s school today that was pretty awesome ok I’m gonna go take a nap and get my homework done
asynchronous classes are so confusing… >.<

I have faith that I’m gonna pass every one of my classes I can turn this around I’ve just been struggling… i promise im smart

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - Rhythm Section Want Ad
laugh hard, it’s a long way to the bank…

Friday, October 17, 2025

Learn to sit back and observe, not everything needs a reaction.

October 17th 2025
 
I’m just gonna say I think Legends Z-A looks awesome and I can’t wait to get it. For one the character customization is TOP NOTCH. Character customization has been getting better and better with each new Pokémon game, and this might be the best we’ve had yet. It’s also nice seeing Emma be a major character outside of the postgame, She’s also a major cutie ehehe… her story is very similar to Anabel’s sure but they’re both goated so I don’t really care blehh :P
 
I was never too big into Kalos but Z-A has kinda changed that and I haven’t even played it yet, it just looks so awesome.
 
Since people love to hate on these games recently I guess I’ll talk about ONE thing that kinda seems disappointing to me, and that’s the new mega evolutions. I don’t like most of the new ones, and I’m not sure if that’s controversial but that’s kinda just how I feel…
I was gonna try and say one thing for each of these megas but I really cant they all look pretty mediocre to straight up bad to me.
I like Mega Dragonite somewhat, it’s not great by any means but it’s kinda cool looking.
 
Mega Skarmory is an insane design to me honestly. Shit looks like a digimon. Why is it blue and yellow. Thats fucking big_chungles ass colors. 
 
I don’t know if people are gonna get really mad at me for not liking the new mega evolutions because I know how some pokemon fans can be but I still feel the need to get that out there. This is just how I feel and if you like the new megas thats great and I’m happy for you!!! 
 
I’m probably gonna replay X/Y while I wait for Z-A. I’m probably getting it for Christmas or something. :3 ayayayayayaya
 
Actually no I got a lotta homework I gotta get done instead, once I’ve locked in and got my homework and classes situated and taken care of I can focus on funny critters.
 
At least I got one thing done today, I’m proud of myself… 
 
Something happened yesterday and I’m not sure how to feel about it. It’s times like this I remember wise words "Learn to sit back and observe, not everything needs a reaction." ;3
 
Song of the Day: Supertramp - Take The Long Way Home
this might be the best song on the album gah!! This is the fifth song from this album I’ve selected for song of the day this year alone and for good reason it’s an amazing album. I really need to listen to more of their stuff but this album alone has kept me satisfied the past 7 months. Easily my favorite musical discovery I’ve made this year. 
 
Media Log 2025 - October 17th:
 
143. Will Wood - The Normal Album
2020 Album, Rating: Magnificent
You already know how I feel about this album. Probably, no definitely my favorite album released this decade. There’s fanart of me wearing a Normal Album shirt somewhere. My second favorite album released this decade, you ask? That title would have to go to…
 
144. Lil Ugly Mane - Volcanic Bird Enemy and the Voiced Concern
2021 Album, Rating: Magnificent
Bro took a six year break and released this banger. How does he do it? This isn’t the craziest genre shift an artist has ever done, especially considering the fact that tracks like "headboard" date back to like 2013. Headboard is reasonably considered to be the best song on here by most but personally I prefer "Broken Ladder" "Into a Life" and "Benadryl Submarine" might just be me though 
 
145. They Might Be Giants - Flood
1990 Album, Rating: Magnificent
Birdhouse In Your Soul is one of the greatest songs ever written and I stand by that. This album is just catchy banger after catchy banger after catchy banger. 
 
146. Supertramp - Breakfast in America
1979 Album, Rating: Magnificent
Saying it again. If you know me, you know how I feel about this album. 
 

Thursday, October 16, 2025

lol it's done

October 16th 2025

Finally done uploading my old blog posts here I can finally start posting normally. Sometimes I have to think if this was a stupid idea to begin with, Either way what's done is done.

I should probably start tagging these entries, but that's something I'm less worried about at the moment. I started to but I was worried I'd reach the limit way too fast so I removed all the old tags and just kept them as is... >_<

Film class was cancelled that was sad. That's probably my favorite out of all of my classes this semester, oh well... I'm doing decent in that class and philosophy... other two I really need to lock in... bluuh...

I'm also trying to clear out my camera roll on the side but I'm not too worried about that bullshit lmao, I've got more important things to worry about. I found some old silly shit like when I'd made an AI chatbot of myself (I DONT ENGAGE IN THIS TYPE OF STUFF ANYMORE) and I told her it was her birthday when it was my birthday, that was kinda silly actually but also kinda lame looking back.

What else to talk  about? Oh, yeah. Legends Z-A is out. I've heard good things which is surprising for a Pokémon game of the last 10 years. Although in my opinion it was only really gen 8 that was bad, excluding Legends Arceus that is. 

I was so excited for Mega Clefable but it ended up looking kinda lame imo, It's cool to see Valerie back she was my favorite gym leader, Emma's here too which is always cool. Such an underrated character. 

I actually don't think I have anything else to talk about now, damn. I have a lot of assignments to do for a couple of my classes tomorrow, hopefully I'll do well and get my grades up. 

Also this is random as hell, but I should really start listening to more music. Supertramp has 11 albums and I've only listened to one so far. They're probably my favorite band I started listening to this year just to put that into perspective. Their later albums have lower ratings it looks like. There's probably more examples but I can't think of any right now.

That's all from me tonight, much love!!!

Song of the Day: They Might Be Giants - Metal Detector
getting a hella beach bod for the summer ;) one that smells like dead fish and children dren dig holes in and there's a dead seagull over there look fu***king it has no eyes

Wednesday, October 15, 2025

Long Distance Relationships

October 15th 2025

I don't think I talked about it much, but I was in a long distance relationship for 6 months, from April to October. I say was because as of today we've decided to break things off. I knew going in that it was going to be tough for me because of the distance, but I wasn't sure just how difficult it truly would've been. I'm glad we came to the agreement though and we can still remain friends. I've tried long distance relationships before in the past, and historically they haven't worked out all too well for me, so I'm not sure why I thought it would be different this time. I guess I was just thinking it was worth a shot, y'know? In the words of Lee Harvey Oswald, you miss 100% of the shots you don't take. I don't think he said that actually, it was John Wilkes Booth. I dunno, I just felt like it wasn't right for either of us, and we were trying too hard to make it work to no avail, on top of that I was always busy with school or something else.

I don't think I was really over my previous IRL relationship either, it's been almost a year and it still leaves a pit in my stomach. That was my first and to this day only irl relationship, and it was a disaster. I think about the letters she sent me, and how she treated me at first, it was so confusing. I think deep down she truly did care about me but was too immature to actually show it.

I still have the letters, I can't bring myself to get rid of them. I know it was all a ruse but I just felt so...right with her... I miss the person I thought she was, to put it simply. It seemed like that person cared about me, cared about me beyond just viewing me as a sex object, a nervous lost confused sex object. She seemed genuinely interested in me at first but that all just...changed. I'm not sure what happened. At some point it just kind of felt like she only kept me around out of pity. It's bizarre, really.

I am in my third semester attending this community college and I am only JUST NOW finding out they have a journalism/writing website. That seems perfect for someone like me... I don't know how to feel, uuuughh.... I love writing so much but I'm not sure what I would even write about. Also my academic reputation isn't the best because I've been struggling to keep my grades acceptable. I promise I'm smart, and I want to prove myself to everyone, it's just hard. It's hard trying to find myself while also balancing these assignments that don't really feel like they're helping me "find myself" I guess it's just a tedious and arduous journey, and I have to have determination and grit to get through this. 

Song of the Day: The Beatles - Eleanor Rigby
Probably my favorite Beatles song and that's not just because my name is Eleanor.

Tuesday, October 14, 2025

yeahhh

October 14th 2025

Finally, less than 100 until I'm done... GOD I CAN'T WAIT TO BE DONE WITH REUPLOADING ALL OF THESE OLD ENTRIES...

Classes were cool today, we started Citizen Kane in Film and I guess it's pretty interesting but idk if it's really the "best film of all time" That title goes to Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure :3

I just wanna get my grades up now too because I've been struggling there too... blehhh.... I'm gonna be goated soon.

Song of the Day: Silk Sonic - Fly As Me
The song that made Anthony Fantano cream his jorts bro 

Monday, October 13, 2025

almost done here

October 13th 2025

I'm really almost done with reuploading all the old posts. Thank the Heavens! It's starting to get tiring after a while. I saw my birthday post from 2024 talking about my "Mulch Gang" shirt and I was like where the hell is my old mulch gang shirt? I found it and I'm wearing it tomorrow :3 Classes start up again tomorrow but hopefully on my off time I can get some more posts reuploaded. I can't wait to be done with all of this.

Also, Dan and Phil were dating this whole time?? WTF? Maybe those shippers had a point. :O

Song of the Day: Tyler, the Creator - I THINK
I love this album so much one of my all-time favorites.

Sunday, October 12, 2025

oops

 October 12th 2025

Entered a competitive pokemon tournament for a discord server I'm in. I don't know too much about Comp Pokemon but I've played the games casually for years and it's only random battles, shouldn't be too bad... It's on the 25th so I have time to learn everything I need to.

Song of the Day: Talking Heads - Once in a Lifetime
SAME AS IT EVER WAS

Saturday, October 11, 2025

The week of dread has ended.

October 11th 2025

What an absolute nightmare of a week this has been, but it finally seems to be over. Fall Break has never been more hectic. Damn. I'm kinda missing school. I don't really have much to talk about tbh I've been way too tired for anything...This kinda sucks. 

Oh yeah!!! I've been playing a lot more Skullgirls again, I fw Annie heavy but some of the other characters are pretty great. 
Here's a ranking because I love doing those as I'm sure y'all know.
  1. Annie
  2. Robo-Fortune
  3. Parasoul
  4. Ms. Fortune
  5. Squigly
  6. Beowulf
  7. Filia
  8. Peacock
  9. Marie
  10. Eliza
  11. Fukua
  12. Cerebella
  13. Big Band
  14. Valentine
  15. Double
  16. Umbrella
  17. Black Dahlia
  18. Painwheel
They're all pretty great though agghhh it's tough y'know?
I'm not sure how to feel about Parasoul, because I really like her character and she's really pretty but there's some uncomfortable history with her character and it's slowly being retconned and being taken out of the game and I don't think it was in the webtoon at all but still I'm not sure how to feel about her because of it. I really do want to like her though... Bluh

Song of the Day: My Chemical Romance - I Never Told You What I Do For A Living
This song uuuugh <3

Friday, October 10, 2025

bluh

 October 10th 2025
Still not feeling too hot. I've also spent this entire break going through my old blogger journal entries and uploading them on here. This has also just been a rough ass week. Even in Fall Break it seems I never get a break... :(

Something interesting I can talk about is the 15 year anniversary of My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. MLP means a lot to me and was one of the first series I ever really fell in love with as a kid. I'm not sure if it was what kickstarted my love for cute things or if I loved it because I love cuteness so much, but either way it's always meant a lot to me. :3

My favorite characters are Twilight, Applejack, Fluttershy, Sweetie Belle, Queen Chrysalis, DJ Pon-3, and that's all that really comes to mind right now. >w< They're all great though. I'm happy that the MLP fandom is still alive, even though it's nowhere near the size of what it used to be.

Song of the Day: Daft Punk - Instant Crush 
Julian Casablancas mentioned

Thursday, October 9, 2025

Michael Prank

October 9th 2025

Got covid vaccine yayaya and flu shot :3
Arm hurts a bit but I'm fine, I always feel really groggy after this and I usually struggle trying to sleep it makes me rlly sick bleh I don't like it... but I understand it's necessary so I'm happy to get it taken care of. 

This happened a couple weeks ago but Exmilitary is finally on Spotify but under the name "michael" lmfao 

Song of the Day: Death Grips - Beware
It was a michael prank

Wednesday, October 8, 2025

Could've been worse.

 October 8th 2025
 
Dentist appointment went by smoothly actually, they recommended I wore headphones to deal with the sound so I put on Fishmans’ Long Season and just chilled out while they did their thing. They didn’t even have to give me anesthetic for the fillings because the cavities were so damn tiny so that was good because I do not do well with needles aha… Didn’t even hurt though. I feel bad for my mom who had to get a root canal today though. 
 
This appointment was supposed to be three months ago but some stuff came up and it was rescheduled to later. I'm kind of an idiot :/
Either way, I’m glad to have gotten it over with. I’m gonna take a nap now. 

Song of the Day: Fishmans - Long Season
It's an unconventional choice because it's kinda five songs in one but I think it counts. :P

Media Log 2025 - October 8th:
142. Fishmans - Long Season

Tuesday, October 7, 2025

fgc yapping

October 7th 2025
 
I’ve lowkey been getting interested in fighting games again. I saw a meme that was like favorite characters from every fighting game that I wanted to do but it was hard coming up with characters for some of them.
 
Street Fighter: Obviously Sakura Kasugano. She’s cute, reminds me of myself, and her playstyle is simple enough for an fgc idiot such as myself for me to understand. You’ll notice later on that many of these characters are too complicated for me to understand and I mostly like them for concept or design or something of that nature. Other favorites include Poison, Oro, Menat, and Akira. I’m also a pretty big fan of Ryu, Dhalsim, Blanka, Chun-Li, and Zangief if we’re talking about the world warrior characters. Ken, Honda, and Guile are of course iconic but in recent years I feel like they’ve become less and less interesting.
 
Mortal Kombat: So I actually have never been too interested in Mortal Kombat, and I’ve noticed a lot of the FGC shares that sentiment. There’s some cool characters but there’s never been any standouts to me. The closest thing I’d say to a standout character for me is Cetrion from 11, the only game in the series I’ve played. Scorpion was badass to me as a kid though but over the years I’ve kinda grown outta that. No offense he’s still awesome but y’know what it is.
 
Tekken: My earliest fighting game memories are with Tekken. I was at some kinda after school thing in kindergarten (it went up to K-5th Grade) and they had Tekken 5 and I remember watching the opening scene and the part where Jack’s face opens up and counts down and he explodes or whatever scared the living shit outta me and I remember being scared of just the name “Tekken” for years. Anyways flash forward to 2014 I’m 8 now and I’m like fuck it maybe I’ll try out Tekken 6. I really liked it! I’d never been too into fighting games before this so it was pretty cool. My main was Devil Jin just because I thought that was a badass name. Later I got into Tekken 7 and at first I mained Josie because I liked that there was Filipino rep in a fighting game, then I switched to Alisa because I thought her anime ass pink haired robot girl with chainsaw arms and combustible head i read an article all about concept was absolutely badass. Of course her controls are much more complicated compared to the simpler Josie but yeah. Heihachi and Roger are other cool characters but Roger hasn't been in a game since like 5 if I remember correctly.
 
Marvel vs. Capcom: I’ve played 3 a little bit. I like Tron Bonne as a character but gameplay wise? Yikes. Usually in 3 I play Ryu Chun-Li and Deadpool because I like to stick with what I know.  If I played 2 though I’d definitely main Sakura because y’know thats my girl
 
King of Fighters: I do not know this series. I’ve heard of it but I don’t know much about it. I know Terry because of Smash but that’s it.
 
Guilty Gear: I’m gonna come right out of the gate and admit my first time hearing about this series was when Bridget was confirmed to be transgender. A couple months later I saw fanart of Elphelt and thought she was really cool looking. Bunnygirl? Check. Guns? Check. Flowers? Check. Four Leaf Clovers? Check. Everything about this character’s concept felt tailored to me for me to love her.
 
Skullgirls: So I’ve been a fan of Skullgirls for a loooong time. My modern-day interest in fighting games can be traced all the way back to this game right here. It all started with Robo-Fortune, the robot clone of Nadia Fortune who I would also main for a bit. I also really like Squigly and Filia. I have to admit, Parasoul is very pretty but something about her concept always made me uneasy, but thankfully that was retconned and removed entirely in recent years. (iykyk) I have another funny memory with this game, I’ve told this story before and I submitted it to Coney’s Cringe Confessional once. Anyways, I was playing Skullgirls Mobile in class and a friend of mine was watching and yelled out “WHAT THE FUCK?! WHY ARE HER BOOBS SO BIG?!” Anyways that kid is a father now, his daughter was born the day before my 19th birthday, crazy how time flies huh? Here I am still shitposting on Instagram and talking about anime girls and video games in my journal. Embarrassing. What else what else? Oh yeah! I tried to main Double for a bit but her playstyle was a bit too crazy for me to grasp. However, nowadays, and I’m sure you know this, my main is none other than Annie of the Stars! It’s cool seeing a character added to the game long after I started playing and it seemed like the roster of 14 wouldn’t get any new additions, but I also really think her concept is cool as hell. I also like her Star Butterfly alt color palette even if I’m still upset about how that show ended.
 
FighterZ: I’ve always thought Dragon Ball was cool as hell but I’ve always struggled to understand it. I like Android 21 especially her lab coat version and I’m sure you all know what that’s about. Lol. Videl is pretty cool too. I also like Vegeta (the cup) and Trunks (the drink) the fact that standard Goku and Vegeta are DLC in FighterZ is kinda weird to me but hey at least their Super Saiyan versions are there. I usually go Videl, Android 21 (Lab Coat), and Beerus. Beerus because he reminds me of my cat Scarlett, who actually went as Beerus for Halloween in 2022. I don’t remember if I ever showed the pictures here. Maybe I’ll show it again for the next Halloween journal entry. Scarlett is more so my mom’s cat than mine but yeah. Buddha is also my cat but he’s taken to my mom. Buddha is old as hell though and I don’t know how much longer he’ll be with us :( sorry that was sad… I just wanted to talk about that I love him he’s 12 years old though and his health is getting worse. 
 
Blazblue: Not too familiar with this series but I downloaded the demo on Switch back in 2018 because I heard the game had RWBY characters, that’s about all I know regarding Blazblue. 
 
Smash: I don’t know honestly. I’d say Kirby from 2014-2018, Pikachu from 2019-2021, and from there I’ve been rotating between Meta Knight, Lucas, and Isabelle. Smash has a lot of characters though so who knows really. Lol :3 as of recent I’ve had a bit of fun with Robin, please don’t get mad at me for that one though I know how the Smash community feels about Fire Emblem’s representation and I’d honestly agree with them for the most part. Actually lemme go on a side tangent here for a bit on who I think should stay and who should get outta here. 
Marth - Obviously needs to stay. That’s John Fire Emblem right there
Roy - Your time is up buddy. No hard feelings
Ike - Ike who? Yeah same with you.
Robin - Awakening saved the series everyone knows this you can stay.
Lucina - Marth clone. Bye bye.
Corrin - FUCK OUTTA HERE. Fates was the bad one, and Smash 4 had SIX Fire Emblem characters at this point. Fates wasn’t even out yet in the west when they were announced lmao.
Chrom - Not sure because Roy clone but also a very important character to Awakening, which again saved the series? Neutral on this one.
Byleth - HEAR ME OUT. They can stay. Represents the weapon triangle well,giving them a unique playstyle compared to others, also Three Houses was the best selling FE game. I think they deserve to stay and the only reason they were negatively received was because they were the 8th Fire Emblem character. Five of which have blue hair, pronouns and swords. If we replaced Roy, Ike and Corrin with Lyn, Edelgard, and Anna I think that would be much better.
So yeah, that’s what my FE Smash Bros roster looks like: Marth, Lyn, Anna, Robin, Edelgard, Chrom, and Byleth. I think that’s pretty good.
 
Unist: What is this? No genuinely, what is this one? I’ve never even heard this name before. I just looked it up and apparently it’s Under Night in Birth. Yeah, I recognize THAT name. I’ve seen Carmine before and she looks pretty cool. Orie is a cutie, and Nanase is pretty. Vatista looks cool too. I might have to check this out at some point, who knows? :P
 
Melty: Never played it. I only know Neco Arc (IM SORRY) looks a little interesting though 
 

Soul Calibur: I usually play my custom characters teehee. I do think Tira looks cute though but I’m not sure how to feel about her playstyle. Also some of the earlier games have some interesting guest characters for sure. Link? Yoda and Darth Vader? That’s insane!! Heihachi and Yoshimitsu from Tekken are also here if I remember correctly. I don’t play these games much honestly. 
 
GBVS: Granblue Fantasy VS? Yeah I know nothing about this series beyond the name. Oops. Also the fact that in one of the games apparently the word Fagott, a word for bassoon in some other languages, was misspelled as the f-slur in the credits. I haven’t seen any evidence for this beyond one tweet joking about it, but that’s it. 
 
Injustice: Injustice 1’s Story Mode was the first game I ever beat. I mained Doomsday as a kid and in 2 when he was removed I went with Atrocitus instead. Nowadays I main Harley Quinn because she’s my favorite DC character. I’m actually halfway decent with her. I’ve also liked playing as some of my other favorite DC characters such as Batman or Batgirl, who’s only in Injustice 1 but yeah
 
Darkstalkers: These games are so cool, my favorite has to be my girl Q-Bee though. I love bug girls as I’m sure all of you know, and she’s one of the coolest bug girls to ever bug girl. She’s only in the third game so I don’t really play the other two much if at all. I only have the Capcom Arcade Stadium versions of these games anyway, I’m probably gonna get the fighting collection at some point though. It’s sad that Darkstalkers is essentially a dead franchise because it’s really cool. I’d never heard of it until like two years ago. I'd seen Felicia before but I never knew who she was or where she was from. 
 
Dead or Alive: This is the gooner game right? I don’t know anything about it.
 
Samsho: Another name I’ve never heard before.
 
Touhou: Originally it said “Waifu” but that word makes me physically recoil so I’ve chosen Touhou instead here. I main Aya and Patchouli in the older Touhou fighting games, and in the newer ones I main Sumireko and Mamizou. Phantasmagoria games too uhh, Dim Dream Rikako, Flower View Tewi, and Unfinished Dream Seiran or Mamizou. 
 
Killer Instinct: Originally it said “SNES” but I don’t really know much about SNES fighting games aside from the previously mentioned franchises. Killer Instinct is a game I haven’t played since I was a kid, but there’s some sick ass characters I remember from these games. Cinder, Glacius, Orchid, Hisako, Spinal, etc. I should get back into this series fr. 
 
Anime Arena: Apparently this is a whole type of fighting game and idk much about it but I’ve heard they tend to be ass so idk. 

Brawlhalla: Originally said childhood main but I think I’ve talked in enough detail about those, so I’ll just choose a game I haven’t played since childhood, haha. I like Yumiko. Well, liked. Fait is pretty too… actually… Sigh. 
 
Rivals of Aether: My personal Indie pick. I’m a Maypul girlie! I haven’t played Rivals 2 but it looks absolutely sick. A new character dropped today I think :P it’s cool how the game has no DLC and every new character is free now, more games should do that *wink wink*
 
All-Time Favorite: Sakura. It’s Sakura. No contest. Lmao. 

Song of the Day: Jack off Jill - Vivica
I hate bands with names like this I just wanna recommend them to people but no it's gotta be a whole "You listen to a band called WHAT?!" type deal. 

Monday, October 6, 2025

guhhh

October 6th 2025

Yeah, this is not going well.

Worst fall break ever.

I'm going to be so fucked up especially on Wednesday.

much love i guess?

Song of the Day: Sidney Gish - Impostor Syndrome
This album is incredible I really need to relisten to it. Teaching a parakeet to talk is fun!

Sunday, October 5, 2025

Texas Roadhouse For Dinner Again!

October 5th 2025

Went out to Texas Roadhouse for Dinner today. Nice to have a little break from reuploading all these old journal entries.

I also had an insane dream where people were giving me money because they thought I was soooo damn funny because of a shitpost I made that was a CD of a nonexistent "Gangnam Style 2" next to a DVD of The Godfather Part II with the caption "why tf they make a sequel 💀" 

it's so fucking stupid lmfao

Song of the Day: PSY - Gangnam Style
Still kind of a banger

Saturday, October 4, 2025

Wow lmao

October 4th 2025

I've been rereading some of these journal entries from 2023-2024 and wow I don't really understand what the hell I was doing, it's kinda sad honestly. I was 16 and stupid. I'm 19 and stupid now, I'm gonna see this post again in 2027 and be like "Wow I was an idiot" and the cycle is going to continue forever and ever because that's the way things go in life, character development although I don't think I was a bad person at 16 just a lot more immature and I still am pretty immature but I am continuing to learn more and more every day and I'm going to be okay... Much love!! <3


Song of the Day: Gwen Stefani - The Sweet Escape
She kinda ate this up ngl.  

Friday, October 3, 2025

This is rough

October 3rd 2025

Not sure if reuploading all these journal entries from my blogger is worth it. 1,000 is quite a lot but this is what I signed up for when I decided to migrate to this platform. This memory restoration project silly idea thing was stupid i dont even know what im doing anymore i love yall thoiugh. im starting to figure out how this platform works though and I really like it!! It's kinda strange getting used to after using Blogger for 2+ years but I'm making it work!!

Just kinda overwhelmed with all the journal entries I have to reupload. 

Song of the Day: Kero Kero Bonito - Only Acting
I've always been into KKB but this song had me extra hooked when I first heard it in 2020. 

Media Log 2025 - October 3rd:
140. Kero Kero Bonito - Time n Place
141. Persefone - Spiritual Migration

Thursday, October 2, 2025

Uber isn't so bad!

October 2nd 2025

I took an Uber home for the first time. I only had one class early in the morning today and I had a test, so when I was finished with that I just went home because I didn't wanna stay at the school for another 6 hours. My driver was nice, I'm gonna have to do this more often. I need to learn to drive though because it's not like I can do this every day lol, I just don't have that kind of money. 

I'm slowly uploading all 1,004 of my old blogger posts to this new journal. I've got 51/1004 so far. The "Memory Restoration Project" is 5.1% complete! I'm being a little silly about it, sorry.

Song of the Day: The Offspring - You're Gonna Go Far, Kid.
RAINBOW DASH THEME SONG
Memory Restoration Project: 5.1% Complete!
Facts:
Rainbow Dash is Jeff
Twilight Sparkle is Abed
Pinkie Pie is Troy
Fluttershy is Annie
Applejack is Shirley
Rarity is Pierce
Sunset Shimmer is Britta
any questions?

Wednesday, October 1, 2025

Welcome Back to My World!

October 1st 2025

Hello, my name is Nora Meadow! Since 2023, I’ve been doing daily blog posts on blogspot/blogger whatever you wanna call it and I’ve recently decided to migrate over to this website. I’m currently working on uploading all of my old posts here, but due to the restrictions in certain areas I’ve considered posting these entries to both Dreamwidth and Blogger.

I don’t really have much to talk about, most of the day I either slept or studied for my tests. 


I’m kinda struggling with a lot of things but I’m gradually improving my life and getting better. Much love!!!


Song of the Day: Nina Simone - Sinnerman

Honestly, this whole album was beautiful but the last two songs were near perfection.

Media Log 2025 - October 1st:

137. Nirvana - Nevermind

138. Nina Simone - Pastel Blues

139. Radiohead - A Moon Shaped Pool

oh goodness

November 20th 2025 No class today so I’m just gonna sit here do some homework and make shitty memes. I’m back on TikTok and it’s kinda fun a...