Goodbye Stranger

September 7th 2025

Rick Davies, founding member of the band Supertramp has passed away. I'm sure you know this, but Supertramp has been probably the most personally significant music discovery I've made this year. I've still only heard the "Breakfast in America" album but it's one of my favorite albums I've ever heard.

This year has been depressing, and all of these deaths have made it worse, I think.

Tom Lehrer, David Lynch, Ozzy Osbourne, Val Kilmer, and now Rick Davies.

I don't really have anything else to say, I'm sorry...

Song of the Day: Supertramp - Goodbye Stranger

RIP Rick Davies, 1944-2025

IWTBTFUG!

September 6th 2025

On this day, five years ago, I came to terms with the fact that I am transgender. A lot in my life has changed since then. 

However, I'm still very far from where I wish to be. 

I'm not on estrogen yet, I don't wear traditionally feminine clothing, I'm not even out to a majority of people in real life. Sometimes I wonder if I'm actually trans or if I just enjoy living a sort of "double life"

The fact that I have so much social anxiety and I live in a pretty unaccepting part of the country, and the fact that everything went to even worse shit the minute I became a legal adult and started college feels like fate has not been kind to me. 

These first five years have had their ups and downs, and I have a long journey ahead of me. It's honestly nobody's business but I don't plan on getting surgery because that's fucking terrifying. Also I feel like a girl regardless of what's in my pants. 

I've always been weird about my gender because I wasn't too dissatisfied with being a boy but I feel happier as a girl. It's things like this that have made me question if I'm some flavor of non-binary but that's something I honestly don't understand.

Gender identity and expression are very confusing, and even though I still struggle with dysphoria a lot due to a clusterfluff of reasons that I'm not ready to talk about, I'm pretty happy with my gender expression online and I hope I can be the same person in real life. "I want to be that fucked up girl" like in Noel's Lament. Song of the Day perhaps?

This is going to be the first of, not many but a few journal entries in which I reflect on everything. I have a lot more I want to talk about but it only feels appropriate to address them on later dates. It's stupid but there's a method to my madness. 

Song of the Day: Kholby Wardell - Noel's Lament

I WANT TO BE THAT FUCKED UP GIRL!

not sure abt my favorite pokemon of all time

September 5th 2025

I'm not sure what my overall fav pokemon is... I did my favorites of every type and I've been trying to consider the candidates from those obviously.

Grass: Leafeon (Easily my favorite eeveelution, but I'm not sure)

Fire: Victini (Was my favorite at one point but I don't know if it still is)

Water: Whiscash (It's silly and I really like it a lot, but I'm not entirely sure about all time favorite)

Normal: Lopunny (I LOVE HER!!! People are weird abt her though...)

Electric: Luxray (Was also my favorite at one point but I don't know if it still is)

Psychic: Reuniclus (Possible Candidate 1)

Fighting: Hitmontop (Dr. Bustdown is cool but I'm not sureee???)

Rock: Cradily (Pete Ness)

Ground: Flygon (Was my first ever favorite Pokemon of all time)

Flying: Staraptor (Absolutely fucking sick)

Bug: Heracross (badass scarab was briefly my favorite but after reconsidering it not really)

Poison: Muk (I don't even know if I prefer Kantonian or Alolan Muk)

Dark: Umbreon (I know for sure that I prefer Leafeon in terms of Eeveelutions)

Ghost: Chandelure (Shauntal reference... woah)

Ice: Lapras (That's my mom's favorite pokemon we cant have the same favorite pokemon)

Steel: Tinkaton (Possible Candidate 2)

Dragon: Goodra (IT'S AWESOME but I don't know for sure 100%)

Fairy: Togekiss (Possible Candidate 3)

In conclusion, my favorite Pokémon of all time is a three way tie between Reuniclus, Tinkaton, and Togekiss. 

Song of the Day: Jimmy Eat World - The Middle

One time this came on the car radio shuffle and my dad skipped it for Nickelback, I cried myself to sleep that night

5 YEARS OF NORA TOMORROW

rough day

September 4th 2025

rough day

i wanna take a nap

Song of the Day: Danny Brown - Ain't It Funny

god dammit

2 days until my tranniversary

LIVIN LA VIDA LOCAAAA

September  3rd 2025

I'm saying it again, there are songs that I fucking love that get a lot of hate. If you hate Livin La Vida Loca, Mambo No. 5, Kokomo, etc. I can't trust you.

I'm working on some new stuff for youtube perhaps... I want to keep my promises. #StayTuned.

Song of the Day: Ricky Martin - Livin la Vida Loca

SUCH A BANGERRRRRRR

3 days until Nora tranniversary.

what the hell

September 2nd 2025

What the hell is going on with Trump? Is he dead or not?? Either way he's probably dying soon... Crazy.

Song of the Day: The Black Eyed Peas - I Gotta Feeling

I miss these days

4 days until the Noraversary

Todaybor Day is Labor Day!

September 1st 2025

I love Homestar Runner....

Anyways Here's My Favorite Pokémon of every type.

Grass: Leafeon

Fire: Victini

Water: Whiscash

Normal: Lopunny

Electric: Luxray

Psychic: Reuniclus

Fighting: Hitmontop

Rock: Cradily

Ground: Flygon

Flying: Staraptor

Bug: Heracross

Poison: Muk

Dark: Umbreon

Ghost: Chandelure

Ice: Lapras

Steel: Tinkaton

Dragon: Goodra

Fairy: Togekiss

Song of the Day: Homestar Runner - Todaybor Day is Labor Day

Puyo Puyo official twittter account posted a reference to this.

5 days until 5 years of Nora