The Public Diary of an Awkward Teenage Transfem. You have been warned. I've been struggling to keep track of this daily but I try to make a post for every day, even if I'm late on a lot of them :)
Sunday, April 30, 2023
April 2023 (April 30th 2023)
Saturday, April 29, 2023
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (April 29th 2023)
I have an idea I think I want to repost my old LJ blog posts on here.
ok thats all bye I gotta go procrastinate on a history project.
Song of the Day: Bloodhound Gang - Mope
13 year old me went crazyyyy over this song
399 days until I turn 18
Friday, April 28, 2023
400 days. (April 28th 2023)
I turn 18 in 400 days bitchezzzzzzzzzz
Also I found my airpods, well my mom found them.
Meow
Song of the Day: That Handsome Devil - Sleep it Off
This song is so gender in a way I cannot explain.
400 days! ^_^
Thursday, April 27, 2023
Some changes (April 27th 2023)
I think I'm gonna start spelling out the month on these instead of doing dd/mm/yy or mm/dd/yy to avoid confusion. Now personally mm/dd/yy always made more sense to me but I'm American sooooooo yea.
I don't know why we gotta do everything differently, y'know? Bullshit.
Also might post my old blog posts on here again ^_^
Song of the Day: Will Wood - 2012
I wish I didn't remember 2012
401 days until I turn 18!
Wednesday, April 26, 2023
FUCK. THIS. (April 26th 2023)
I'm sorry, I'm just so tired of everything
Song of the Day: Queens of the Stone Age - The Sky is Fallin'
Chicken Little ass song name
402 days until I turn 18 and I'm still a disappointment.
Tuesday, April 25, 2023
ughhhhh (April 25th 2023)
Everything hurts
I'm sorry
I love you all <3
Song of the Day: TISM - Life Kills
The transition from this to Pus of the Dead is so good, If I could choose 2 songs for one day it would be this and Pus of the Dead but that's not allowed.
403 days I think
Monday, April 24, 2023
everything is. weird (April 24th 2023)
Sunday, April 23, 2023
Sabrina my beloved! :3 (April 23rd 2023)
God I love my girlfriend Sabrina so much. I can't imagine my life without her. She's my favorite person in the world. My girlfriend, my wife, my best friend, the most important person to me, the person I always want by my side for all eternity
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
song of the day: Bobby Caldwell - What You Won't Do For Love
<3
405 days until I turn 18.
Saturday, April 22, 2023
Love my girlfriend mwah! (April 22nd 2023)
I love my girlfriend sooooooooooooooo much she's so sweetest best ever my love my foxgirl wife I love her so much I love you Sabrina I want to spend my whole life with you sweetie <3
Meow Meow Meow
GODDDDDDDDDD I feel so sick today but at least I feel better whenever I think about my cute girlfriend! ^~^
Song of the Day: Nine Inch Nails - Closer
This song sounds so goofy I'm sorry
406 days until I turn 18
Friday, April 21, 2023
I LOVE U SABRINAAAA (April 21st 2023)
Thursday, April 20, 2023
funny weed day (April 20th 2023)
Wednesday, April 19, 2023
test tomorrow :/ (April 19th 2023)
Tuesday, April 18, 2023
My dumb ass thought I had pink eye (April 18th 2023)
Stayed home from school today because I thought I had pink eye, but it turns out that was not the case
Been trying to get some homework for my History class though, I got a huge test comin up! Woo!
Ouggghhhhh idk what else to say :(
I didnt talk much to Sabrina today and I feel guilty about it, I mostly slept and did homework all day, I was also at the eye doctor for 2 hours.
But I'm fine!
Song of the Day: The Weeknd - Can't Feel My Face
This reminds me I need to show y'all my dms with Sabrina after I got my wisdom teeth out remind me to do that tomorrow
410 days until I turn 18.
Monday, April 17, 2023
I feel good! (April 17th 2023)
I feel pretty swag and good about myself ngl.
I know I've said this way too many times to count but I think I'm finally getting my shit together :3
I do need to keep doing these blog posts on time, though. I've missed a bunch of days.
Song of the Day: Descendents - Suburban Home
"I want to be stereotyped, I want to be classified"
411 dayzzzzzz :3
Sunday, April 16, 2023
NVM (April 16th 2023)
Yeahhhh I really tried doing it but I pussied out
I think they know anyway
Whatever, I'll tell them eventually I guess.
Song of the Day: Run the Jewels - Close Your Eyes and Count to Fuck
I love the name of this song so much I'm sorry.
412 days until I turn 18
Saturday, April 15, 2023
Considering (April 15th 2023)
I think imma come out to my parents as trans. They deserve to know, especially after 3 years.
Also I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND SO MUCH SOSOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That's all.
Song of the Day: Nirvana - Been a Son
This song is so transgender
413 days (homestuck)
Friday, April 14, 2023
Wow. (April 14th 2023)
Today is prom and I'm not going, I'm staying home and taking a nap!
Maybe next year I'll go, I just don't feel like it this year, y'know
lol
Song of the Day: Ween - Blue Balloon
Yeah this really is the worst Ween album, sorry. This is a pretty good song though. and La Cucaracha isn't BAD, I think it's good! But compared to the rest of Ween's albums, nah.
It's 4/14 and 414 days until I turn 18 omggggggggggggggggggggg
Thursday, April 13, 2023
Happy 14th Anniversary (April 13th 2023)
A young woman sits in her bed. It just so happens that today, the 13th of April, 2023, is a regular ordinary day for this girl. Though it was sixteen and a half years ago she was given life, She was given a name on September 6th 2020!
What will the name of this young woman be?
Your name is NORA. As was previously mentioned it is JUST ANOTHER DAY FOR YOU. A number of EVIL FLOWERS are scattered about your room. You have a variety of INTERESTS. You have a passion for REALLY TERRIBLE MUSIC. You like to do daily blog posts but you are NOT VERY GOOD AT IT. You have a fondness for PARANORMAL LORE, and are an aspiring AMATEUR ARTIST. You also like to play GAMES sometimes.
What will you do?
Nah, seriously tho. Happy birthday to Homestuck. I have a love-hate relationship with Homestuck, but there's no doubt that it changed me as a person and made me the cringe internet girl I am today!
<3
Wednesday, April 12, 2023
Meow (April 12th 2023)
I'll get better I hate everything right now but it'll get better fr on god meow meow meow meow wooooooooo I got no sleep last night and everything hurts woooooo
I'm getting better at SFV tho, one good thing goin on rn
Song of the Day: Nirvana - Frances Farmer Will Have Her Revenge On Seattle
Best song on the album idec
416 days until June 1st 2024 I missed 420 becasue I briefly lost count and I'm sad now
Tuesday, April 11, 2023
I HATE BEING SICK (April 11th 2023)
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Song of the Day: Weezer - Memories
Weezer kinda mid tbh, whatever
Monday, April 10, 2023
DAY 100! (April 10th 2023)
DAY 100!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Happy 100 days of 2023. I miiiiiiiiiight reupload my old LJ blog posts here but idk
Man I feel like shit every day now huh
I hate being sick
and I keep forgetting to do these on time
:/
Song of the Day: My Ordinary Life
This is still my most listened to song of all time
idk how many days anymore im so fuckign tired
Sunday, April 9, 2023
watched weird al mopvie (April 9th 2023)
Day 99
weird al movie was peak
hap[y easter
Song of the Day: R.E.M - Losing My Religion
That's me in the dinner
That's me in the PING-AS
Losing my spaghetti!
Saturday, April 8, 2023
Hmmmm (April 8th 2023)
Day 98
Meadowverse lore is getting interesting, I'd love to share it with you all but it's simply a lot to take in, shit's CRAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZY
I got the Season 4 DLC for SFV and Slime Rancher on Steam, Street Fighter has way too much fucking DLC and it's kinda unnecessary
I'm excited for Easter tomorrow!
Song of the Day: AC/DC - Big Balls
Mid band, "she's got big balls" is based.
Friday, April 7, 2023
another fukcing weird day (April 7th 2023)
Day 97
Today is the start of my easter break but I just can't today.
Mannnnnnn
Song of the Day: Armpit Termites - Wash Yoself
GOD ARMPIT TERMITES IS SUCH A BANGER NAME
Thursday, April 6, 2023
No. (April 6th 2023)
Day 96
Not feeling it today, sorry
Song of the Day: That Handsome Devil - Damn Door
I've wanted to make this the song of the day for a while now.
Wednesday, April 5, 2023
School is kinda weird (April 5th 2023)
Day 95
Mannnnn idk
I'm so tired, and someone was caught with weed I think???? I dunno
Also I'm so bad at Street Fighter lolz
I'm just bad at fighting games in general, my strategy is button mashing :3
Song of the Day: A$AP Rocky - Praise the Lord
What I said for the last one applies here
Tuesday, April 4, 2023
STREET FIGHTER V IS SO FUN (April 4th 2023)
Day 94
I hate that all the cool characters are DLC tho, but hey, I GOT MY GIRLLLLLLLL and that's all that matters
Anyways she's my main now, I'm not even that good with her she's just transition goals fr.
Nora epic gaming moments aside I'm uhh feeling awesome and pretty!!!!! :3
That's all, goodbye.
Song of the Day: Denzel Curry - Ultimate
Memes aside, this song bangs so hard.
424 dayzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Monday, April 3, 2023
I AM SO HAPPY (April 3rd 2023)
Sunday, April 2, 2023
I am so happy it's April (April 2nd 2023)
Day 92
April is one of my favorite months of the year, and Spring is my favorite season.
Soooooooooooooooooooooooooo yeah I'm very happy.
Also I plan to get my shit together finally, I know what I need to do. For real this time. I'm gonna stop being depressed and lazy and dumb all the time. I'm gonna be soooooooooooooooo swag.
Also I've kinda had a problem about doing these blog posts on time, I'm gonna try to get better about that I promise.
Song of the Day: The Prodigy - Voodoo People (Pendulum Mix)
Look, I think the original is great too, this remix is just objectively better.
426 dayzzz #yeah
Saturday, April 1, 2023
all of the lights (April 1st 2023)
Day 91
All of the Lights will be the song of the day for today
APRIL FOOLS
got you
Song of the Day: Mac Miller - The Spins
this song shouldn't make me cry like it does
CELTICS WON! (June 17th 2024)
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